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1. I miss you (it's been so long) by Tess_01

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 May 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Whump
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Anniversary
   • Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative
   • Ilya Rozanov Misses Irina Rozanova
   • Mentioned Irina Rozanova
   • Dead Irina Rozanova
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Crying
   • Men Crying
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • My boy is really going through it
   • But he will be okay (mostly)
   • he basically cries his heart out
   • this author does not use AI :)
   • Smoking
   • Insomnia
   • Trauma
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Cigarettes

   Summary

   Ilya Rozanov is not sleeping, and he hasn’t been for a while.

   On the anniversary of his mother’s death, everything he’s been holding back begins to surface in the middle of a sleepless night. His teammate and roommate for the night - Cliff Marlow - notices and refuses to look away.

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   Ilya Rozanov deals with grief, and makes a friend.

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   English

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