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Hii!! This is the creator of this story!! I'm so sorry if there are any mistakes, English isn't my first language, but anyways!! I hope you'll enjoy!! 😝💕
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Hot... I feel extremely hot... I can feel the sweat making my T-shirt wet... What a horrible feeling. I open my eyes slowly, like I could go blind by opening them too fast. I hear something loud—why is it so fucking loud? Oh yeah, it's my alarm. My head is ringing. Me, Felix, and Seungmin definitely didn't think about the aftermath of drinking on the last day of vacation—more like I didn't think it through. I'm the only one who drank so much. Yeah, we could name our trio "dumb, dumber, and the dumbest," but oh well. I love my twinks, even if they don't have anything useful in their brains. It's not like I'm super smart or anything—just average. Average looks, average style, not a green flag, not a red flag. I'm just in between, stuck. On God, I hate it so much.
I sit up on the bed, my alarm still ringing. It's starting to piss me off. My dear friend Seungmin made a custom alarm with his voice yesterday. Typical Min. After sitting for five minutes on my bed, just spacing out and thinking about my life choices, I snap out of it and turn that irritating sound off. The silence is suddenly loud. I check the time—8 a.m. My first class starts at 9. I still have lots of time left.It's my first year at this university, first day at my new school. I know I have to make a decent impression today so no one would want any problems with me, or worse, to bully me. I wasn't very attractive in high school. I was quiet and I didn't talk to anybody. I didn't have any friends, and with my luck, Min and Lix didn't go to the same school as me back then, so I was alone. All alone. It made me an easy target.
Ugh, no. I don't want to think about it now. I'm not alone—gosh, Han, you can do this! You had a glow-up during the summer. No one will mess with you now! Just keep your head high and act confident. Ugh, and I'm thinking too much again. Stupid! Get up and get ready or you'll run out of time! What should I wear? Fuck. Should I be myself, or I could just act like some fashion icon. Nah, that image won't last long. One day and it's over for me. Okay, Han, think. You want to have swag, that's for sure—but what kind of swag? Streetwear? Opium? Grunge? Damn, I really have to get rid of some clothes. I had too many phases when I was 16. Well, I grew out of most of my clothes by now, but whatever. I'll just wear my ripped dark blue baggy jeans, a black long sleeve, and a dark red T-shirt over it. Shit, what shoes should I wear? I'll just wear my DC shoes—can't go wrong with that. Now I just need to add a few accessories: some cross necklaces, rings... omg, should I wear a cap? Hell yeah, this fit is fire. I look like a skater—well, ladies will LOVE that.Okay, I picked my outfit. Now I just have to style my hair and I can go. Maybe I'll wear some eyeliner? I feel kinda fancy today. The word "fancy" made me think of one person—Seungmin! FUCK, I FORGOT TO WAKE HIM UP.
I run out of the bathroom at the speed of light, coming into Seungmin's room, seeing him reaching the flow state, sleeping like a rock. I'm cooked, we're so done. There is no way this motherfucker can get ready in 20 minutes. In 20 minutes, if we're lucky, he probably won't wake up for the next 10 minutes. Let me tell you, if I say this boy WON'T WAKE UP, I MEAN IT. When we were little, I splashed him with water and this hoe was still sleeping peacefully.
— SEUNGMIN, WAKE YOUR FAT ASS UP, YOU HAVE 20 MINUTES TO GET READY — I yell, jumping on his bed and shaking him violently
- Han..." he said in a low voice. Who does he think he is, trying to sound scary and all?
- You just fucking ruined my sleep. Can you face the consequences? His face was so serious. He looked like a wannabe bad boy. Han, just don't laugh. This will be the end of you.
- sleep?- I asked, acting sad.
- More like a coma- I added quickly.
- Yeah, Min, I did. Now get your ass up and get ready, Lix will be mad if we're going to be late on the first day.
- Wait, how much time do I have left until we leave? Seungmin asked LIKE I DIDN'T TELL HIM A MINUTE AGO, such a pain. Uhh, I love him, friendly love ofc.
- 20 minutes- I say as I leave his room.
- I WON'T FUCKING WAIT FOR YOU SO BE FAST- I scream behind the door.
Okay, where did I stop? Ah, yeah I have to do my hair. I walk back into the bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror. My eyes land on my freshly dyed burgundy hair, I remember what Felix told me after he saw me with this new style. He said, „Wow, you look really emo, Hot as fuck." Typical. Well, at least he said I'm hot. I made sure my hair looks good and added the eyeliner I yapped about earlier, so it was time to wait for Min in the living room. I check my watch, Seungmin has 5 minutes left until I leave without him, oh, good luck. I hear rumbling inside his room, yeah this kid doesn't know what to wear. I scroll on my phone, and Oh what a surprise, 5 minutes pass by, and what?! Min isn't ready, of course, what did I expect..?
- Min, I'm leaving, you know where we're meeting, right?- I swear to god, this dumbass forgets everything, so it's better to check just in case.
- Yeah, yeah, I'll be quick- Nah, he'll take his sweet time like always, anyway.
I put on my shoes and off I go. I leave our dorm, looking around. Some people are leaving too. Whatever, I gotta hurry, I rush out of the building, walking as fast as I can to the meeting spot. When I get there, my eyes can't fucking believe what I'm seeing. Ladies are all over Felix, and he's just nonchalantly standing there, but he also looks really annoyed. Yup, I gotta step in, i know my bro doesn't like this type of attention.
- GET THE FUCK AWAY HOES!- I scream, running to them.
I see a big smile appear on lixs face, uff, he's chill now. When I say this dude doesn't like attention i mean he absolutely hates it. He hates being alone in crowded places ( that's why he gets angry when we're late) I don't really know why he's like that, I'm not the one they (Min and Lix) go to when they want to talk about feelings, my close friends know that I can't talk about emotions at all, I just go stiff like a statue and it's just useless to talk to me when I'm like that. Even if i don't like talking, I still have eyes, and I'm not that emotionally dumb to not see when something is wrong.
- What the fuck?! - I say laughing softly to calm Lix down, then I add.
- But you know... Seungmin would for sure be jealous, he's been trying to figure out how to get ladies since like foreverrr- I say at the moment laughing my ass off.
- I really fucking hate these people, like come on, name one thing you know about me other than me going to the same university as you.- Then he pouts quickly, adding.
- Just shut the fuck up at this point- I see a lot of thoughts behind his eyes, oh shit, what do I do..
- Well, they don't know you, but they clearly want you- Yeah I don't know if saying something dumb was a good choice for this situation. But, uff, Felix was laughing, I didn't fuck up this time.
Huh? I hear some loud and fucking fast footsteps, omg is this an earthquake?? OH NO, I DON'T WANT TO DIE NOT THAT YOUNG. Oh well, 16yo me wouldn't say that haha.. Ups, I was mistaken, it's not an earthquake, it's just Seungmin running to us.. my bad.
- What you talking about, huh?- The big back speaks.
- Some new gossip? Come on!! Share it with me, What's going on, someone is pregnant or what.. why are yall laughing so much..?- Damn this dude for sure talks too much, Minnie is such a yapper.
- No Min, no one is pregnant- Felix calmly explains to this idiot.
- Just talking about my „Fans" clinging to me as usual.
- I think Han scared them away, oh thank god!- He added teasing me.
- Ha. Ha. Very funny, Lix- Yeah, Lix, that wasn't very nice of you, but oh well, I did yell on top of my lungs as soon as I saw them sooo it's probably true..
- You guys suck. You hoes got my hopes up for some fresh gossip.- Seungmin looked at me like a sad puppy.
- Yeahh so let's change the subject really quick.. What class do y'all have right now?- Great move Han, keep this up!
- Math I'm going to die there i swear to g-
- OMG!! FELIX ME TOOO!!- I cut him off without even realizing it.
- Fuck my life so I have to go to English all by myself.. I heard my teacher is fucking insane from my upperclassman- Dramatic much, typical Min.
- Don't be dramatic, it won't be that bad- I try to calm him down, knowing damn well it's not going to work on this drama queen.
- Han's right Minnie, chill out! It's only the first day- Lix i love you, did I already tell yall that i love this man? no? Should I say it again? okay.. maybe not.. Bettet not.
- You're probably right.. We'll maybe at least I'll rizz up some bitches. Wish me luck!- The chocolate haired boy yelled as he walked away.
- WE'LL SEE EACH OTHER AT LUNCH MIN, DON'T FORGET- Lix screamed after him.
We gave each other the look, hoping he heard Lix. Then we walked to our class to choose where we're going to sit. We walked into our classroom some people were already sitting in their desks. I sat by the window so I could just stare out of it if I got bored. At the moment we sat down, our teacher came in. It was a young lady with long blond hair and some round glasses, they didn't really fit her face shape, so they looked kinda funny. Her outfit looked simple, just some light jeans and a white shirt. She looks strict, now I'm pissing my pants i want to pass my first year, oh man...
- Silence students!- She raised her voice.
- Some of you may already know me, and some probably don't, so let's go around and introduce ourselves so I can get to know you too. If I read out your name, stand up and tell us some fun facts about you.-
Omg. This list is so fucking long... many people didn't show up and it's only the first day damn I'd be pissed if I were her. Okay, Han, but what do you say about yourself? OH hii!! I'm Han and I smoke weed when I'm stressed.. sometimes I take a little something up my nose to, if I feel the need to. Yeah, great first impression.
- Han Jisung?- Fuck she read my name uhh, what do I sayy?! Just stand up and act nonchalant and cool Han!
- Sooo as you already heard, I'm Han Jisung, but y'all can just call me Han. In my free time, I enjoy playing my guitar. I hope we can get along!- I bow slightly to all sides of the classroom, acting polite with a big smile on my face.
Finally, I sit down.. Fuck did I do well..? Ohh I made a fool out of myself, didn't I? I look at Felix, but ofc he's no help, he just gives me a nood and a little smile. Acting cute even now, stop it already, or I'll fall for you again, Lix ughhh!!
......?? Perspective
-In my free time, I enjoy playing my guitar. I hope we can get along!- Huh, great voice. His name is Han Jisung? You're interesting, playing the guitar huh..? I look at these hands. They look very...hot. He has long, slim fingers with painted black nails. His Hands are pretty.. He looks so innocent.. H-He looks perfect for me.. The first day of school, and you're already provoking me Han? The way he talks... uh soft raspy voice, my favorite... Like a saint. Perfect for my new subject. Got you Han.. Hannie. There is no escape for you now..
Hans perspective
I feel someone staring at me.. What the fuck? I look around looking for the source of this feeling.. It's unsettling..
- Han what did I just say?- Great.. I wasn't paying attention at all..
Seungmins perspective
Well, great the first day, and the teacher is already late.. fuck my life.. I'm sooo boredd.
Wait, is that?
- OH MY GODD!! JEONGIN!!??- I yelled a little too loud, running to his desk.
He's sitting alone. I met him not too long ago in a mall. I was looking for new clothes to improve my style ( my soulmate won't just come up to me if i look like shit) And I came up to him asking which pair of jeans would look better on me. And here we are!! Now we're great friends.. well, I hope so, he's nice sometimes too nice, and he matches my vibe perfectly!
- Oh wow! Seungmin!! I'm so happy to see you here.. I'm happy to have one more friend in this class!! at least one that doesn't annoy me haha!- Well, good to know that I don't annoy him. I give myself a point for that, thanks, Innie.
- Do you want to sit with me at lunch? I could introduce you to my friends!!- I almost pissed my pants, I am so excited.
- Well, yeah!! I'd love to meet the people you hang out with.-
- Yayy!! By the way, did you know what happe-
- Shut up class- Okay, what the fuck!? Can a teacher even say that to students?
- It's the first day I won't be giving up my class time for some friends making bullshit. So if y'all want to get to know each other, do that AFTER my class- Did she just say that looking right into my eyes, or am I tripping?
Hans perspective
- Well at least I think our teacher likes me, I mean she let it slide that I didn't pay attention at all. Or maybe she just doesn't care at all since it's my first day.- Felix just gave me a smile, such a sunshine.
- Well i think she just doesn't care at all. My friends told me she's always been like that.- Thanks, Lix. I thought I was special.
- Let's go get lunch. Seungmin is probably waiting already. He was texting me during class, complaining about his teacher. Oh also, he told me he wants us to meet someone!- Lix talks fast, but I like it. I don't really like slow talkers ironic bc I'm one myself.
- Okay Lix! Go get lunch, I'll catch up to you in a minute, gotta go to the bathroom!- I say already running to it.
........? perspective
Hannie, where are you running to? Who tf is Seungmin? hmmm who are you going to meet now? And who is that? Lee Felix. You sat with him... is he your wife? nah. You don't look like the one that'd be on top. Good. Hmm but you don't look like you'd like it on the bottom too.. You are really interesting, you know? Let me just follow you.. I'll make a good first impression that will stay with you for the whole day.. I'll make you think about me.
Hmmmm, but should I use my funny personality or a more calm one.. Well, I'll just do what I read in some books. Damn, the bathroom door really is loud. Well, that's it for scaring him. Ugh, I wanted to see his scared expression.. Just staring at yourself in the mirror? What are you thinking about Han-ah?
- Han right?- I say, putting on my most charming smile.
- Nice to meet you, I'm Lee Minho, but just call me Lee know- I add quickly. I don't really like when people call me Minho. It's... weird.
- I heard you play guitar, you must be really skilled with those pretty hands of yours!!- Damn, his face is pure shock.. close enough to being scared.. stop Hannie or you'll turn me on.
- Hahaha, chill!! I'm just kiddi-
- Well, it was nice meeting you, but sorry, I'm kinda in a rush, my friends are waiting for me.- Well fuck your friends then Han, stay with me.. Andd shit, he left.. Soon you won't have to go to your friends, I'll make sure they'll be busy.