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1. e rimase la mia carne sola by emeralddarkness

   Fandoms: Helluva Boss (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   02 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Blitzo/Stolas Goetia
   • Stolas Goetia
   • Blitzo (Helluva Boss)
   • minor appearances from the rest of I.M.P.
   • Post-Episode: s02e12 Sinsmas (Helluva Boss)
   • Graphic Depression
   • Unmedicated Stolas
   • Stolas Goetia Needs a Hug
   • Stolas Goetia Loves Blitzo
   • Blitzo Loves Stolas Goetia
   • (Stolas has difficulties recognizing this fact)
   • (look all his experience with romance is from romcoms books and soaps the man does not know what being in love and in a relationship looks like)
   • Not Actually Unrequited Pining
   • Secretary Stolas
   • mild nonspecific suicidal thoughts/desires
   • Angst
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Discrimination
   • Stolas Goetia Has PTSD
   • Less mild but still nonspecific suicidal thoughts/desires
   • The Healthcare System
   • healthcare in hell even which is just exactly as good as that implies
   • stress/difficulty with getting a prescription for necessary meds
   • Classism
   • parental neglect
   • underage marriage (by arrangement)
   • soooooo much negative self talk
   • Author has kissed the brick
   • references to past domestic violence
   • Self Harm
   • stress plucking
   • proplifting is piracy and PIRACY IS COOL
   • (Blitzo has very firm opinions on this)
   • self blame
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • No beta we die like Moxxie's mom
   • Heavy Angst

   Summary

   I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.

   I do not think that they will sing to me.

   Being cut off from everything he knew was one thing, and not having access to his medication was another, but it would have been so much easier if Blitzø loved him. But he does have his medication, now, and it had helped him before, and it would help him again, so surely it won't be too difficult to figure out. The healthcare system in Hell is surely very simple!

   OR

   Stolas, convinced he is unloved, has a Bad Time. This does nothing for his major depression.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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   Chapters:

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