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Pomni stared at the ceiling as she sighed,‘He’s… actually…dead’ her brain screamed at her as tears stung her eyes.The voices repeated,’it’s all my fault…’
After the guns adventure Pomni knew for sure he was F____ed up. She saw the hurt and fear in his eyes when he walked away from their fight.
“He’s really F____ng dead.”
The jester sobbed gently into her pillow, it being her only support at the moment.
“Hey Pomni? You there? I-uh we’re about to have Jax’s funeral thought I’d let you know and just making sure you’re okay.”
Pomni groaned, rolling out from the comfort of her bed mumbling,“Yeah i’m coming thanks for checking up on me.”
She gently opened the door greeting the upset Raggedy anne.
“Hey Ragatha …” Pomni said with a plastered smile as she squinted from the bright lights emitting from the colorful hallway. Pomni hated the colors of the hallway how bright they were and the weird pictures.She would prefer more pale colors too add some color but not to the point of it being eye straining.
“Hey uh Pomni you good?”
Pomni looked up too meet the red headed dolls eyes
“Yeah-sorry just uh zoned out for a bit.”
Ragatha stepped out of Pomni’s doorway giving Pomni a way out of her door. They stood in silence for a few seconds staring at the floor. Pomni coughed into her pale white arm trying to break the awkward silence.
Ragatha rubbed her own arm suddenly as if she just got snapped back into reality. She took her arm down while speaking softly,”The others are waiting for us near the stage so let’s get headed that way.”
Pomni glanced at Ragatha noticing her button eye showing none emotion while her actual eye was tired and filled with regret. A small line formed under the dolls eye as Ragatha made eye contact with Pomni.
“Yeah let’s go….” The short jester let out a long and heavy sigh as she took steps away from her room. Ragatha quickly followed stepping beside Pomni to walk with her. “Hey Pomni…” Ragatha’s voice was still soft but more sad and broken. Pomni looked up at Ragatha,”Yeah?”
“I-I know it’s really hard to lose someone a-and if you need anyone to talk too, I promise i’m here for you.”
Pomni glanced at her friend
‘I know she’s trying to help but I need space and i never realized this but she’s really pushy…’
“Thanks Ragatha.”,Pomni whispered.Both of them approached the stage in the center of the circus as the others were still setting up Jax’s funeral.