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Miraak knows before they reach the hall that Lilliandra is interested in trouble.

It’s not any single thing that tells him. Not the wine-bright edge already waiting in her golden eyes, though she has not yet had anything to drink. Not the way she pauses at the end of the corridor to inspect one long, blue-lacquered nail as if the delay is accidental. Not the faint curve at the corner of her mouth when the first drift of music reaches them through the high doors ahead.

It’s all of it together.

The posture. The quiet. The deliberate stillness of someone walking toward a room full of people she already intends to dislike and has decided, mercifully, to find entertaining instead.

He has seen that look on her before.

Usually shortly before someone regrets speaking.

The gala waits beyond a pair of open doors tall enough for Altmer pride and still somehow not tall enough to make Lilliandra appear small. Light pours through them in cool gold and silver, catching along the polished floor and pale stone walls, turning the corridor ahead into something almost ceremonial. Music threads outward in precise, glittering lines. Voices follow beneath it — laughter, conversation, all the soft social noise of nobility pretending its hunger is refinement.

Lilliandra stands beside him and looks toward it with the expression of an elf considering a knife before deciding which edge to use first.

She’s impossible to ignore.

Even here, among Altmer, her height makes discretion absurd. Six feet and ten inches of her, dressed for the evening in pale blue and starlight, rising above expectation before she ever says a word. Her hair has been drawn high, long pale curls falling from the tail and framing the sharp gold of her face. The dress follows the length of her closely, sleeveless and floor-brushing, its high collar turning restraint into ornament. A blue shawl softens the line at first glance.

Only at first glance.

In motion, the left side opens high along her leg.

Miraak had noticed the mark earlier, of course. He had noticed it before she even finished dressing; he could hardly have done otherwise. The handprint-shaped burn on her exposed thigh is old now, healed into the colour and texture of memory, but it hasn’t faded into anything discreet. His hand, his magic, his claim — given to her at her request decades ago and now displayed beneath a star-speckled gown in a room full of people who will have to decide whether they are brave enough to understand what they are seeing.

She had chosen the dress knowing exactly where the slit would fall.

The thought pleases him more than it should.

At her throat rests gold and silver, layered with the rest of her jewellery, but his gaze goes at once to the ring hanging from the necklace there. One of his old rings, worn against her skin, lifted into view above her heart as though even her restraint has been made to carry him. On her hand, the dark wedding band matches his own.

The room beyond the doors has not seen her yet.

It’s already doomed.

Her sign is The Ritual.

Of course it is.

There are gentler ways to understand it. Candles, incense, soft chanting; healing hands and mending light; the arcane under Magnus. But Lilliandra has never belonged cleanly to gentle interpretations. On her, The Ritual becomes the other truth as well: the Aurbic Eye staring open, the Dwemer’s Laboratory, the place where reverence and experiment become difficult to distinguish. The sign of allies who come seeking repair, and of the warning beneath it.

Not all ills can be repaired.

Miraak’s gaze returns to the branded mark on her thigh when the fabric shifts. No. Some things are not repaired. Some things are chosen, repeated, and worn as proof. He looks away before the sight makes him too pleased with himself.

His own reflection catches faintly in the polished wall opposite. Dark blue formal tunic-robe, high collar, gold trim, brown belt, dark trousers, lace-up boots polished for a court he has no interest in pleasing. A long sash of deeper blue hangs over his right shoulder, star-speckled and traced with constellation lines, draped over one side and tucked beneath his belt. The Tower rendered in cloth and light.

Lilliandra had looked at him when he finished dressing as if she were the one deciding whether to behave.

He knows what the room will see first: his severity, the brown hair threaded with grey, the scars crossing eyebrow, cheek, mouth. The right side of his face bears another mark entirely, something pale and healed in scar-like pattern where Apocrypha’s old inky corruption had once claimed too much and failed to keep all of it. A ruin restored badly enough to remain interesting.

Let them look.

He wears Lilliandra’s rings on his hands, silver gleaming when his fingers flex. Her gifts. Her work. Her claims. The dark wedding band among them sits heavier than the rest, though not by weight.

The Tower, then. Strength; stone; refuge in time of need. The clenched fist and walls that weather fire and sword. A sign of hidden walls and opened locks, of gold found where others fail to look.

Gold, perhaps.

Or knowledge.

The association amuses him. He has spent much of his existence behind locked things, inside locked things, opening what should have stayed shut and hoarding what others would kill to possess. And then there is the other tower — the one not named by birthsign texts or fortune-tellers. The one that waited in Apocrypha, filled with books, saltless winds, ink, and hunger. Prison and refuge both.

He suspects Lilliandra chose to emphasize that part deliberately. He suspects she knows exactly what she has done to him by dressing him as the thing he survived.

“You are quiet,” she says.

He turns from the reflected image to her. “I am waiting.”

“For what?”

“To see which version of you enters first.”

Her smile deepens. “Only one?”

“No. But one usually draws blood before the others.”

“That sounds like an accusation.”

“It was admiration.”

“Mm.” She looks toward the doors. “How romantic.” Her laughter is brief, low, and gone almost immediately, but he hears the genuine pleasure in it. That pleases him more than the room ahead ever could.

A pair of attendants stand near the threshold, trained into such perfect stillness that they might have been decorative if not for the quick, betraying glance one of them gives Lilliandra’s height, then the fall of her hair, then the slit of her dress, then the handprint burned into the exposed length of her thigh.

Then him.

The correction comes immediately. Eyes forward. Face smooth. Hands composed.

Lilliandra notices. Of course she notices. Her mouth barely moves. “Already? Amateurs,” she says quietly.

The attendant bows as they approach. “My lady.”

Lilliandra inclines her head. “Try not to look so relieved that I arrived clothed.”

The attendant freezes — only for a heartbeat, only long enough for Miraak to enjoy it — then training rescues him. “My lady is expected.”

“So, people keep threatening.”

Miraak looks toward the hall to keep from smiling.

The attendant, wisely, says nothing more. He steps aside. Beyond him, the gala opens in full.

A grand sea-facing court waits under constellations of crystal light, wide arches turned toward the dark water beyond the cliff. The floor gleams as though someone has trapped the night sky beneath polished stone. Guests move in bright clusters beneath the lamps, all of them dressed in clever interpretations of stars and birthsigns, all of them bare-faced despite the old name of the Grand Masquerade.

No masks anymore. Lilliandra had explained that with contemptuous amusement. The tradition had changed; the title had not. Summerset adored its history too much to discard a beautiful name merely because the ritual beneath it had altered.

Miraak finds the absence of masks more revealing than their presence would have been.

A mask admits concealment.

A bare face lies and expects praise for honesty.

He scans the room once. Too many jewels. Too much silk. Too much confidence gathered beneath lights arranged to flatter it. The guests look pleased with themselves, which is rarely a promising quality in any civilization.

Then the first eyes turn toward them.

The ripple begins nearest the threshold and travels outward with all the delicacy of people trying very hard not to behave like people. A pause in conversation. A glance that lasts too long before pretending it has not. A woman’s smile sharpening as she recognizes Lilliandra. A man’s attention catching on Miraak and failing to settle. Another pair of guests looking from her to him and then quickly away, as if the space between them is already indiscreet.

Good. Let them strain themselves.

Lilliandra doesn’t step forward yet. Instead, she remains at his side and watches the room begin its work. “They’re trying to decide what you are to me,” she murmurs.

Miraak’s gaze stays on the glittering court. “Let them fail.”

“Generous of you.”

“No. Merely mildly entertained.”

Her smile turns slow. There it is again: the trouble. The quiet delight. The part of her that has not come to endure the nobility at all, but to see how many ways she can make endurance unnecessary.

He feels his anticipation sharpen. “You are in a mood,” he says.

“I am attending a gala.”

“That’s not an answer.”

“It is, if you understand me.”

“I do.”

Her eyes flick to him, bright with approval. “Then you already know what I want.”

He lets the silence stretch just long enough to make her amusement grow teeth. “Several things, likely.”

“Several?”

“At least.”

“Name one.”

“To be looked at.”

She hums, considering. “Partially.”

“To make them regret looking incorrectly.”

“Better.”

“To frighten them.”

At that, her smile opens properly. Not wide nor careless, but pleased, sharp, and private enough that several people across the room will spend the next hour wondering what caused it.

She offers him her hand. Not because she needs support. Not because the floor is uncertain. Not because any practical reason requires it. She offers it because the room is watching and because accepting or refusing both mean something.

Miraak takes it.

Her fingers curl over his with warm, deliberate pressure. His silver rings catch the light against her blue nails. Then she leans down, just enough that her voice reaches him alone. “Come frighten the nobility with me.” The words should be ridiculous — they are not.

They settle in him like a challenge and an invitation at once. Not to protect her. Not to restrain her. Not to smooth the room’s reception of her or make himself easier for these polished creatures to digest.

To join her.

To stand beside her while she becomes exactly as much of herself as she cares to inflict upon them.

Miraak looks up at her and finds himself eager.

Not for the music. Not for the wine. Not for the parade of birthsigns and wealth and clever little costumes pretending to be meaning.

For her.

For the version of her that enters rooms like this wearing The Ritual as an open eye, his old ring at her throat, his hand burned into her thigh, and a smile soft enough to make fools mistake her for merciful.

His thumb brushes once over her knuckles. “Gladly,” he says.

The answer pleases her. He sees it in the slight lift of her chin, in the wicked little brightness of her eyes, in the way she turns toward the hall as though the entire court has just made the mistake of becoming interesting.

Together, they step through the doors.

The room notices.

Of course, it does.

Lilliandra is too tall, too radiant, too openly pleased with herself to be folded neatly into the gala’s careful arrangements. Miraak is too severe beside her, too marked by old ruin and older survival, too unwilling to soften the line he makes at her side. The guests look. Then they pretend not to. Then they look again, because pretense is a poor defense against curiosity.

Lilliandra’s hand remains in his for three steps, four. Long enough.

Then she releases him, but not before dragging her blue nails lightly across his palm in a gesture too small for anyone else to prove and too deliberate for him to mistake.

Forewarning, perhaps.

Or promise.

Miraak follows half a step at her side as they enter the glittering court, already watching the first cluster of nobles gather the courage to approach. He hopes they are foolish.

For Lilliandra’s sake. For his own amusement. For the simple pleasure of seeing what she will do to them while smiling.

By the time the first guest inclines their head and says her name with too much familiarity, Miraak already knows the evening will not be wasted. Lilliandra tilts her head, accepts the greeting with perfect grace, and answers in a voice sweet enough to be mistaken for kindness by anyone who has never truly known her. “Careful,” she says softly. “You sound pleased to see me.”

The guest laughs, then realizes no one else has.

Miraak begins to look forward to the rest of the night, watching as she collects her first glass of wine.

It doesn’t take long before the true first mistake. It belongs to a man wearing too many stars at his throat. Miraak doesn’t know his name — he doesn’t need to nor does he care. The man approaches with the confidence of someone whose bloodline has spent several centuries mistaking repetition for importance, and Lilliandra receives him with a smile sweet enough to be poisonous.

“My lady,” he says, inclining his head. “It has been some time.”

“So I am told,” Lilliandra says.

The man laughs, because he thinks she has been charming. Miraak adjusts his expectations downward. “Summerset has missed you,” the man continues.

“Has it?” Lilliandra asks. “How diligent.”

The laugh falters this time, only slightly. The man recovers with respectable speed, though not enough to become interesting. “Your absence was noted.”

“I should hope so. Otherwise, what would have been the point of leaving?”

That one lands.

A woman nearby hides her amusement behind her glass and fails entirely. The man’s smile holds by force alone. He glances once at Miraak, as if hoping the unfamiliar companion might provide safer terrain.

Miraak meets his eyes.

The man looks away.

Lilliandra takes a slow sip of wine. “Enjoy the evening,” she says. It sounds like dismissal because it is one. The man accepts it after a heartbeat too long and retreats into the nearest cluster of guests, where he is immediately consumed by whispers.

Lilliandra watches him go with mild satisfaction. “Four breaths,” she murmurs.

Miraak looks at her. “What?”

“That was how long it took him to realize he was losing.”

“Generous. I counted three.”

Her mouth curves against the rim of her glass. “You are in a flattering mood.”

“I am inspired.”

They move on before the man’s dignity finishes dying.

The gala gathers around them in glittering layers. Starlight hangs from the ceiling in controlled constellations. The sea beyond the open arches offers darkness, salt, and the suggestion of honesty, all safely beyond the balustrade where it cannot trouble the guests too much. Every conversation sounds pleasant from a distance. Every smile looks sharpened when seen closely enough.

Lilliandra has another glass before the first quarter hour passes.

Not quickly. Not carelessly. She drinks as she does most things in public — with deliberation and enough grace to make indulgence seem like strategy. Still, Miraak notices the change as the evening warms her. It’s subtle at first. The slight ease in her shoulders. The richer curve of her smile. The way her amusement begins to arrive a fraction sooner, no longer hidden behind quite so many layers of cultivated restraint.

She’s not drunk; she’s simply pleased, wine-warmed, and increasingly unwilling to pretend the room deserves mercy. Miraak finds the development promising.

A pair of younger nobles drift near them beneath an arch strung with pale magelights. They are careful not to stare directly, which does not prevent them from staring badly.

The first looks at Lilliandra’s height, then at the long fall of pale curls spilling from the high ponytail, then at the blue shawl lying over her arms. Predictable, polite admiration. Then her gaze lowers as Lilliandra steps forward and the high slit of the pale blue dress opens along her left leg.

The woman’s mouth parts.

Miraak watches her see the handprint-shaped burn on Lilliandra’s thigh, then pretends she has not.

Her companion leans close, murmuring behind one hand. Miraak reads the words from the shape of her mouth. “Is that his?”

The first woman answers, “It must be. Look at their rings.”

Miraak’s attention sharpens.

He glances down at his own hand. Silver rings from Lilliandra catch the court’s starry light, their shine broken by the dark wedding band that matches hers. The guests have begun to assemble the evidence, then. His rings. Her ring. The old ring at her throat. The burn on her thigh. All those visible pieces of claim worn openly beneath the pretense of a respectable gala.

How clever of them to arrive late to the obvious.

Lilliandra notices his distraction. “What?”

“They are discussing us,” he mutters.

“How brave of them.”

“The one in blue wants to know if the mark is mine.”

Her eyes brighten at the that. “Oh?”

“Her companion has noticed my rings.”

“That was quick.”

“She appears very proud of herself.”

“As she should be. Accuracy is rare here.”

Miraak looks toward the two women. They realize, too late, that he may have understood them. One turns abruptly toward the wine table. The other becomes very interested in the embroidery at her sleeve.

Lilliandra laughs. It’s low and delighted, and several people nearby glance over despite themselves.

“Do not laugh,” Miraak says. “You will reward them.”

“They have earned something.”

“Not that.”

“No?” She takes another sip. “Then what would you give them?”

“Humiliation.”

“How unimaginative.”

“It is what they’re worth.”

“Mm. True,” she agrees in mild amusement.

They pass a cluster of scholars gathered near a slowly rotating illusion of the constellations. One of them is explaining something with great seriousness and very little talent. Lilliandra listens for the span of three sentences before her expression becomes one of profound suffering.

Miraak leans slightly closer. “Incorrect.”

“Offensively.”

“In what way?”

“In the way of a man who has read three books and misunderstood the one with diagrams.”

“Should he be corrected?”

“He should be buried beneath the diagrams until he learns contrition.”

“Efficient.”

“Educational.”

The scholar, perhaps sensing danger, turns toward her with a smile. “My lady. We were just discussing interpretive shifts in the constellation cycle. Perhaps you have thoughts?”

“Yes,” Lilliandra says. “Many.”

He brightens.

She lets the pause stretch, then she adds, “Most of them unkind.”

The scholar stops brightening. Miraak watches him attempt to decide whether that was jest, insult, invitation, or warning. The man poorly chooses laughter. “Ah,” he says. “You have always had a sharp tongue.”

“I have always had cause.”

A second scholar coughs into his hand. The first scholar turns pink in a way Miraak had not expected from an Altmer of his age.

Lilliandra drifts on without further comment, leaving them to recover themselves under the gentle light of false stars.

“You did not even correct him,” Miraak says.

“I am drinking.”

“And?”

“And instruction is labour. If they wanted accuracy, they should have made fewer mistakes.”

That is when Miraak decides he is enjoying himself.

Not the gala. The gala is exactly what he expected: wealth draped over old anxieties, etiquette laid over appetite, beauty used to disguise boredom and cruelty in equal measure.

But Lilliandra in the gala— That’s another matter.

She moves through it like a ritual knife returned to the altar that once blessed it, pleased by the recognition and contemptuous of the hand that reaches too close. Her sign suits her too well tonight. The Ritual rendered not as comfort but as experiment, invocation, and open eye. Pale blue starlight clings to the close-fitted length of her dress. The old ring of his rests against her throat as though hung there for the room to find and misunderstand. Then the slit opens with her next step, showing the handprint burned into her left thigh.

His handprint.

The room notices in pieces. He can see it happening. A gaze caught low for one heartbeat too long. A blink. A quick look to him. Then to her throat. Then to her wedding band. Then away. Some things are not difficult to read. They are merely difficult to survive understanding.

He does not begrudge admiration. He begrudges entitlement. A man near the sea-facing arches whispers to his companion as Lilliandra passes. Miraak catches only fragments from the movement of his mouth.

“Too tall—”

“—striking, but—”

“—imagine trying to—”

Miraak stops walking.

Lilliandra gets two steps ahead before noticing. She turns back, brows lifted. “What did he say?”

Miraak looks at him. The man, suddenly aware of being watched by him, forgets what to do with his glass.

“Miraak,” Lilliandra says, and there’s laughter beneath the warning.

“He made a calculation involving your height.”

“Did he now?”

“And his imagination exceeded his courage.”

Her eyes slide toward the man. Then back to Miraak. “How tragic for him.”

“I thought so.”

“Do you intend to kill him?”

“Not in public.”

“Thoughtful.”

“I am adapting to local custom.”

“Local custom would prefer murder by implication.”

“I am willing to learn.”

Her smile turns slow, indulgent, almost warm.

The man chooses that moment to flee.

Lilliandra watches him go. “You frightened him.”

“You asked me to.”

“I did.”

“You seem pleased.”

“I am.” There is no hiding the pleasure in her voice now, and she doesn’t try. Wine has made her honesty a little quicker. Not softer. Nothing in her has softened. If anything, the edge is cleaner. She is less inclined to hide delight when someone fails in front of her.

A servant passes with another tray. Lilliandra takes a fresh glass. Miraak looks at it. She follows his gaze and arches a brow. “Are you about to object?”

“No.”

“Wise.”

“You are enjoying your wine.”

“I am enjoying many things.”

“So I see.”

Her eyes hold his for a beat too long, bright beneath the arranged stars, then she drinks.

The moment is brief. The effect is not.

They continue through the court, and the night becomes a succession of small injuries dealt with perfect manners.

A noblewoman compliments the high collar of Lilliandra’s dress in a tone that means to question the bare arms, the closeness of the fit, and the exposure of her leg. Lilliandra thanks her for noticing that contrast can be used intentionally.

A man asks Miraak whether he finds Altmeri gatherings overwhelming. Miraak tells him that, thus far, the architecture has shown more restraint than the conversation.

Someone remarks that The Tower is an austere sign to choose for a celebration. Miraak says nothing until the silence becomes uncomfortable, then answers, “It was not chosen for your comfort.”

Lilliandra nearly laughs into her wine.

That becomes her worst habit of the evening: laughing at him where others can see. Not often, not loudly. Just enough that people notice and begin to wonder what he has done to earn it. Just enough that he sees the questions form in the room’s bare faces. Just enough that the curiosity around them thickens into something more rewarding.

They are no longer merely being observed. They’re being interpreted. Incorrectly, for the most part. That’s half the pleasure.

Near the central floor, a guest in pale gold whispers to another, “She looks pleased with herself.”

Miraak reads it easily. He leans toward Lilliandra without looking at her. “The one in gold says you look pleased with yourself.”

Lilliandra’s smile widens. “Good.”

“Her companion says I look dangerous.”

“Also good.”

“She has not decided whether she approves.”

“Poor thing. Is she often slow?”

“Judging by her face, yes.”

Lilliandra covers her mouth with her glass, but not quickly enough to hide the laugh.

This time, the woman in gold notices and stops speaking.

Lilliandra sees that too, and her laughter deepens. It’s still controlled, still low, but there is something lush in it now. Something wine-warmed and wicked. “You are useful,” she says.

“I have many skills.”

“I know.” That lands lower than the conversation requires.

Miraak looks at her. She looks back, unrepentant.

For the first time that evening, the space between them seems less like partnership and more like tension pulled taut enough to sound if touched. The room continues around them — music, glass, sea-wind, voices — but none of it matters for the span of that look.

Then Lilliandra turns away with deliberate grace and takes another sip.

They continue along the crowd. The social bloodsport continues, but now every cut feels like part of something else.

The first touch happens because someone stands too close. That’s Miraak’s chosen justification, at least.

The man’s not especially offensive at first glance. He’s polished, careful, neither young enough to be dismissed as stupid nor old enough to have become interesting by survival alone. He approaches Lilliandra with a smile full of old acquaintance and stops half a pace nearer than courtesy should allow.

Not near enough to make a scene, but more than near enough for Miraak to notice.

“My lady,” the man says. “You are difficult to catch this evening.”

“Am I?” Lilliandra asks.

“You move quickly.”

“I grow bored quickly.”

The man laughs. “Then I shall endeavour not to bore you.”

“Ambitious.”

He likes that too much. Miraak sees it at once — the way his eyes linger, the slight lowering of his voice, the practiced intimacy of a man who believes that shared history, however minor, can be wielded as access. His gaze drops when Lilliandra shifts her weight and the dress opens along her left leg.

There — the mark again.

The man sees it. Sees the handprint burned into her thigh, the shape unmistakable even if the meaning is not yet fully grasped. Then, like so many others, he looks to Miraak, to his hands, to the dark band that matches hers.

His eyes return to Lilliandra with more caution. Not enough. “I wondered if you might allow me a dance later,” he says. The request is reasonable.

The tone is not.

Lilliandra’s smile remains perfectly pleasant. “How brave.”

“Should I be frightened?”

“Yes,” Miraak speaks up.

The man turns to him. There’s a pause in which several nearby guests pretend not to listen.

Lilliandra’s mouth twitches.

The man recovers with effort. “I meant no offense.”

“I did,” Miraak speaks frankly.

A soft sound escapes Lilliandra. It’s not quite laughter. It’s worse, for the man, because it is enjoyment.

Miraak steps closer. Only slightly. Enough that his hand settles at the small of Lilliandra’s back as though it belongs there, as though it has been there before and will be there again, as though the man’s proximity has made visible something that was already true.

Lilliandra does not move away. She leans into the touch by a fraction. Barely anything, yet everything.

The man notices. So does the surrounding court. In a room trained to read the angle of a wrist as political weather, a hand at the back is not a hand at the back. It’s claim, permission, warning, and answer all at once.

Lilliandra’s eyes remain on the man. “You may ask later,” she says.

His gaze flicks once to Miraak’s hand. “And will the answer change?”

“Possibly.”

“Depending on?”

“My mood.”

Miraak’s thumb presses once, lightly, against the fabric at her back in warning of her answer.

Lilliandra’s smile warms.

The man sees that too. His defeat is graceful after that. Not immediate, but inevitable. He withdraws with all the dignity of someone who has realized that the dance he asked for has already begun without him.

When he leaves, Lilliandra tilts her head toward Miraak. “Possessive.”

“Yes.”

She laughs again.

He does not remove his hand. She does not ask him to.

They continue that way for longer than public decency strictly requires and not nearly long enough to satisfy him. At first, the contact remains low at her back, masked by movement, half-hidden by the blue shawl and the fall of her pale hair. Then, as they pass into another cluster of guests, his hand shifts to her waist.

More visible, more deliberate.

Lilliandra glances down at him.

A question, perhaps.

Or amusement.

Miraak does not apologize.

Her eyes brighten, and she turns smoothly toward the next approaching guest as though nothing has changed.

Everything has changed.

Now the room has a new subject.

It takes shape around them in glances, whispers, adjusted posture, conversations that turn conveniently away from them while ears remain trained in their direction. Miraak reads what mouths he can catch.

“Are they—?”

“Clearly.”

“Did you see his hand?”

“She allowed it.”

“Encouraged, I think.”

He relays the last one to her under his breath.

Lilliandra’s answering smile is slow enough to be indecent. “Clever woman.”

“She sounds scandalized.”

“Even better.”

“You enjoy being discussed.”

“I enjoy being correctly discussed.”

“Rare distinction.”

She shifts closer as they walk, the movement small enough to be excused by the crowd and intentional enough that he feels it through his entire arm.

The next noblewoman to approach them notices immediately. She’s older, elegant, and too controlled to allow obvious disapproval onto her face. Her gaze touches Miraak’s hand for less than a heartbeat before rising to Lilliandra’s eyes. “My lady,” she says. “You seem to be enjoying the evening.”

Lilliandra lifts her glass. “At last.” A dangerous answer.

The woman smiles. “Then the night has improved?”

“Considerably.”

The woman’s gaze flicks again. This time Miraak catches it. She knows he has. “The company must be very fine,” she says.

Lilliandra’s fingers settle over Miraak’s wrist — not to remove him, but to hold him there.

The woman goes still.

The simple pressure of her hand over his turns the moment from implication into announcement. Her blue nails rest against his sleeve. Her dark wedding band catches light beneath the star-lamps. “It is,” Lilliandra says.

No elaboration.

No softening.

No polite redirection.

The noblewoman makes a small sound of agreement and retreats after three more sentences, none of which survive long enough for Miraak to care.

Lilliandra’s fingers remain on him until the woman is gone. Then they trail once, slowly, over his knuckles before falling away.

“Careless,” he says.

“Was it?”

“You knew what they would think.”

“Yes.”

“And?”

She smiles. “And you have been reading their mouths all night. I thought I would provide them better material.”

Miraak looks up at her. Wine has brightened her eyes and loosened something dangerous in her restraint. She’s still composed, but the line between impulse and action has shortened, and every time she crosses it, she seems to enjoy his attention more.

This, he realizes, is becoming its own form of conversation.

Not the insults. Not the whispers. This.

Her hand over his. His hand at her waist. Her leaning down too close to murmur in his ear. His gaze dropping, once, to the long line of her exposed leg when the dress parts in motion and returning to her face slowly enough that she notices.

All of it is legible. All of it is meant to be. They are speaking to each other in a language the room can read only well enough to be unsettled by it.

That may be the finest part.

A young woman with more courage than sense approaches after that and compliments Lilliandra’s interpretation of The Ritual. She does it well, actually. Not without envy, but with enough genuine admiration to avoid immediate punishment. “It is striking,” she says. “Almost severe. I had expected something gentler of the sign.”

“Many do,” Lilliandra says.

“The Ritual guides healing, does it not?”

“So some traditions insist.”

The young woman, encouraged, smiles. “Then you chose an unusual interpretation.”

Lilliandra’s expression turns thoughtful in a way that should frighten anyone who understands her. “The Dwemer called it the Laboratory.”

The young woman blinks.

Miraak nearly smiles.

Lilliandra tilts her head. The long curls framing her face shift over one shoulder. “I prefer that interpretation.”

“Oh,” the young woman says.

“Yes,” Lilliandra replies. “It’s usually best to know whether one is kneeling before an altar or lying on a table.”

The young woman’s smile fades with exquisite slowness.

Miraak makes a low sound before he can stop himself. Her gaze snaps to him.

Lilliandra hears it too. Her eyes cut down to him, pleased beyond all reason. “You are enjoying my cruelty,” she says after the woman escapes.

“I have always savoured it.”

“How flattering.”

“It was.”

“You should flatter me more often.”

A faint scoff leaves him. “It would lose value.”

“Then make it rare and devastating.”

“That’s already your habit.”

For a beat, she only looks at him. Then she steps closer, lifts one hand, and adjusts the line of his collar in full view of anyone foolish enough to watch.

The touch is not necessary. He knows it. She knows it. Several nearby guests know it.

Her fingers move with unhurried care, straightening what does not need to be straightened, smoothing what had not shifted, lingering at his throat long enough for his breath to become something he must consciously control. Because she is taller, the gesture carries an unmistakable authority. She bends slightly toward him, her body close, her face composed and wine-warmed and amused. The gold necklace at her throat shifts, and the old ring — his ring — hanging from it catches briefly against the high collar of her dress. Displayed above him while her fingers remain at his throat.

Miraak looks up at her and understands she intended.

“Better,” she murmurs.

“It was not crooked.”

“No.”

Her fingers remain at his collar. “But he was staring.”

He does not ask which he, it hardly matters.

“So you corrected me?”

“I corrected the view.”

His hand, still at her waist, tightens, only once.

Her pupils shift.

There, beneath all the starlight and silk and social venom, something hotter moves. The gala has become foreplay in all but name.

Every insult another touch. Every touch another claim. Every whispered cruelty another tightening of the thread between them. They have spent the evening making people uncomfortable, and somewhere along the way the discomfort of others has become an intimacy between them. A private pleasure conducted in public.

Lilliandra lowers her hand from his collar, but not before her thumb brushes once along the edge of his jaw, close to the old scar at his mouth. Too brief to be scandal. Too intimate to be innocent.

A man nearby forgets the end of his sentence.

Miraak does not look away from her. “You are causing speculation,” he says.

Her smile turns lazy, warmed by wine and triumph. “Only now?”

“More than before.”

“How disappointing. I thought we had been obvious.”

“Not obvious enough.”

That makes her laugh, truly laugh, low in her throat. He wants to take the sound away from the room before anyone else can have it.

Instead, because they are still in public, he lets his hand slide from her waist to the narrow of her back again, firm enough that she feels the change. She allows the direction without appearing directed. That, too, is a kind of skill — to be touched and not diminished by it, to be claimed and make the claim look mutual enough to shame anyone who thinks it ownership.

Someone else approaches. Miraak nearly pities them. This one is older, male, and carries himself with the assurance of a man who has survived long enough in court to believe himself immune to embarrassment. His smile includes both of them but favours Lilliandra. “My lady,” he says. “I admit, I had not expected you to arrive with such severe company.”

It’s an excellent mistake.

Lilliandra goes very still — not coldly, not angrily, but with pleasure. Miraak feels it before he sees it, the subtle shift of her body beneath his hand, the way she gathers herself around the insult as though it has arrived bearing a gift.

Her fingers curl around the stem of her glass. “Severe?” she asks.

The man seems to realize, perhaps too late, that she is giving him an opportunity to worsen his position. He takes it. “I meant only that your companion cuts an austere figure.”

“How observant.”

“A striking contrast to your own.”

Lilliandra’s smile widens.

Miraak thinks, with sincere pleasure, fool.

She turns slightly toward him, enough that the man and everyone near them can see her look Miraak over with unhurried satisfaction. Her gaze travels from the dark blue of his formal tunic-robe to the deep star-speckled sash over his shoulder, the gold trim, the scars, the grey in his hair, the right side of his face where Apocrypha’s corruption had healed into something pale and permanent.

Then her gaze drops to his hands. To the rings she gave him. Then back to his face.

Open approval. Open claim.

The angle of her body makes the slit of her dress part along her left leg again. The handprint brand shows clearly beneath the obedient stars of the gala lights.

Her free hand settles over his upper arm of the hand that is on her back. “I have always preferred severe company,” she says. “Ornamental people become tiresome so quickly.”

The silence that follows is delicate and vicious.

The man’s face remains composed by force of training alone. “Then I am glad the evening has provided what you prefer.”

“No,” Lilliandra says. “I brought that with me.”

There.

The room hears it. A few guests pretend they have not. A few fail. Someone behind them takes a very sudden interest in the sea. The man before them inclines his head in defeat so polished it almost deserves respect. “Then may the evening continue to satisfy.”

“It has improved,” Miraak says, “with every retreat.”

The man stops. Lilliandra makes a soft, delighted sound. The man bows and retreats.

For one suspended moment, neither of them speaks. Then Lilliandra leans down, close enough that her breath brushes the side of Miraak’s ear.

“That was rude.”

“You liked it.”

“I did.”

“How fortunate for me.”

Her fingers tighten over his arm.

From across the court, someone whispers, “They are impossible.” Miraak reads it easily.

He turns his head slightly toward Lilliandra. “We are impossible.”

“Are we?”

“So I am told.”

“By whom?”

He glances toward the whispering guest.

Lilliandra follows his gaze, sees the woman immediately look away, and smiles into her wine. “Good,” she quietly says.

The music shifts. The court resumes. Conversation gathers itself around the wound they have left and tries to pretend the evening has not become more interesting because of it.

Lilliandra’s hand leaves him only to take his arm instead. A different gesture. More acceptable, perhaps. More formal.

No less possessive.

Her fingers rest lightly at his sleeve, blue nails against dark cloth, but there is nothing decorative about the pressure. She looks across the court as if choosing the next person unfortunate enough to amuse her.

Miraak follows her gaze. “Who now?” he asks.

Her smile returns, sharpened by wine, victory, and the heat still sitting between them like a third presence. “Someone who deserves us.”

“That narrows the field.”

“Cruelly accurate.” She laughs again, and this time he does not bother hiding the satisfaction it gives him.

They move through the glittering room together: The Ritual and The Tower beneath obedient stars, speaking politely, touching improperly, and leaving behind them a wake of wounded manners and frantic whispers.

By then, Miraak has stopped pretending the evening is merely entertainment. It’s a slow seduction conducted through other people’s discomfort. And Lilliandra, bright-eyed and pleased beside him, knows it too.

They do not make it back to the center of the court.

Miraak considers this the evening’s first true success.

Lilliandra has spent the night making the nobility bleed through their smiles. He has spent the night watching her enjoy it: wine-bright, too tall for the room’s careful arrangements, her long curls shifting over her shoulders whenever she leaned down to murmur some cruelty for him alone. Every glance, every insult, every touch has wound tighter between them until the music behind them no longer feels like accompaniment.

It feels like interruption.

“Air,” Lilliandra says, as though either of them believes that is all she wants.

Miraak allows himself to be led.

The sea-facing balcony beyond the colonnade is half-shadowed, open to the cliff and the dark sweep of water below. Out here, the starlight is less obedient. It has not been caught through magic or in crystal lamps or polished floors, not arranged into flattering constellations for noble vanity. It lies over stone and skin as it pleases. The real sky stretches above them, cool and bright. The real sea moves far below, black water breaking itself into silver against the cliff.

Wind lifts the edge of Lilliandra’s blue shawl and carries salt across the warmth of wine on her breath.

Behind them, the gala continues.

Not ignorantly. No, Miraak has no doubt several guests watched them leave. He has no doubt the whispering began before they crossed the threshold. Good. Let them imagine. Let them assemble pieces from the evening: his hand at her waist, her fingers at his throat, the rings on his hands, the old ring hanging at her neck, the burn on her thigh, the way she smiled whenever anyone dared wonder aloud what he was to her as if it wasn’t so obvious.

Let them build something insufficient.

Lilliandra releases his arm and steps toward the balustrade. One blue-lacquered hand settles on the pale stone. The other still holds the stem of her glass, now nearly empty. She looks out over the water, and for a moment the wind claims what the court could only admire. It moves through the long curls falling from her high ponytail. It presses the pale blue dress against the length of her body, all close-fitted starlight and severe grace. Then the slit opens along her left leg.

Miraak’s gaze drops at once.

Moonlight catches on bare golden skin.

On the handprint-shaped burn marked high on her thigh.

His fingers remember the spell before his mind bothers to name it. His hand, his magic, her request. A claim given decades ago, healed into her body and tonight displayed openly beneath a gown made for a room that thinks itself civilized.

His satisfaction is immediate and dark.

Lilliandra does not turn around. “Subtle.”

“I do not pretend otherwise.”

That makes her laugh. It’s quieter out here, lower. Not staged for a room, not sharpened for listeners. Still pleased with itself, because she is still Lilliandra, but more private now. More dangerous for being his alone.

“You enjoyed yourself,” she says.

“I enjoyed you.”

The answer turns her head.

Her gold eyes are bright with wine and triumph. Not clouded though — she’s still sharp enough to cut him if she chooses. Only warmed at the edges, loosened enough that wanting has less distance to travel before it reaches her face. “To think,” she says, “I had worried you would find the night tedious.”

“I found them tedious.”

“Ah.”

“You,” he says, stepping closer, “were not.”

Her smile curves. “No?”

“No.”

She turns from the balustrade to face him fully, and even away from the court’s watching eyes, her height remains a fact the world must accommodate. All Altmeri pride, pale curls, gold skin, and starlight. Taller than him. Taller than the expectations of the room they have abandoned. Tall enough that he must look up when she steps near.

He has liked it all night. He likes it more now that no one else is close enough to mistake his looking for anything but want. “You said we were here to frighten the nobility,” he says.

“And did we?”

“Repeatedly.”

“Good.”

“You undersold the pleasure of it.”

Her smile widens. “Did I?”

“Yes.”

“How careless of me.”

“Very.” The word barely leaves him before she reaches for him.

Lilliandra takes his chin between two fingers and tips his face up with a confidence that should irritate him, perhaps, in another context. It does not. Not from her. Not when she wears all signs of his claim. Not when her matching dark wedding band catches the balcony’s thin starlight, a twin to the one on his own hand.

She bends and kisses him.

Not sweetly.

Not gently.

The first press of her mouth is a theft and a claim, warm with wine and laughter she has not quite spent. Miraak answers at once, one hand catching her waist, the other closing at her hip as he steps into her space and makes her nearness his own. Her fingers slide from his chin to his jaw, then into his hair, and the pleased sound she makes against his mouth goes straight through him.

There is no room watching now. No need to make a touch small enough to pass as implication.

Only the sea, the stone, the music muffled behind them, and Lilliandra finally, finally under his hands without the rest of Summerset pretending it has a right to look.

He turns her into the shadow beside the balcony arch.

She goes easily, laughing once against his mouth before he kisses the sound quiet. Her back meets stone. His hands settle at her waist, firmer than they had dared inside, then move with slower, more deliberate greed. The fabric beneath his palms is smooth and warm from her body. The high collar frames her throat above him like a challenge.

His hand slides lower.

The slit of her dress has fallen open where his leg presses near hers. He breaks the kiss only far enough to look, and she lets him. More than lets him. Her body angles with unmistakable intention, one long leg shifting so the exposed line of her thigh becomes impossible to ignore. There’s the mark — his mark — displayed all night beneath false stars and greedy eyes.

Miraak sets his palm over it.

Lilliandra’s breath catches, only briefly. Only enough for him to feel the triumph of it beneath his hand.

“This,” he says.

Her lashes lower. “Possessive.”

“Yes.”

No denial. No softening. His fingers spread carefully over the old burn, fitting his living hand to the echo of the one he left there decades ago. The shape is not exact. Time changes skin. Healing changes memory. But it’s close enough that heat moves low through him, satisfaction and want bound tightly together.

She chose to show this.

She chose to make them look at what belonged to him before anyone in that room earned the right to wonder.

His thumb drags once, slowly, along the edge of the mark.

Her fingers tighten in his hair. “Miraak.” A warning, perhaps. Or encouragement.

He knows the difference, usually. Tonight, he chooses the better interpretation. “They looked at this all night,” he says.

“They did.”

“You knew they would. You wanted them to.”

Her smile turns slow, wicked, wine-warm. “I wanted them to understand.”

His hand tightens once over her thigh.

She inhales through her nose, controlled and not controlled enough.

“Did they?” he asks.

“No. They understood only enough to be unsettled.” Her hand slips from his hair to his face, thumb brushing near the pale scar-like pattern Apocrypha left behind. “That was better.”

He kisses her again, harder this time.

She meets him with equal force. Her hands move over him with far less public delicacy than before, one along his jaw, one down his shoulder, then to the deep blue sash draped across him. Her blue nails catch lightly on the star-speckled cloth and constellation lines, tugging him closer by the symbol he wears. The Tower, pulled down by The Ritual, and pleased enough by the fall to offer no resistance.

Miraak makes a sound against her mouth.

She smiles into it. “Careful,” she murmurs. “You’ll reward me.”

“You have been demanding reward all night.”

“I have been providing entertainment.”

“You have been provoking me.”

“And?”

“And it worked.”

Her mouth opens against his next kiss, laughter swallowed into heat. He braces one hand at her waist and keeps the other on her thigh, thumb still tracing the old brand with slow possessive attention. No one else gets this. No one else gets the way she presses into his palm when he touches the mark. No one else gets the slight shudder she hides by dragging her nails along the back of his neck. No one else gets to see The Ritual undone by the hand that marked her.

His. For the moment, entirely his.

She has been looked at all night. Admired. Measured. Desired. Discussed by mouths that thought themselves subtle and were not. She had enjoyed that too, in her way — enjoyed being untouchable under all their eyes, enjoyed being too tall, too sharp, too much for the room to digest.

But this is different.

Here, no one else gets the angle of her breath when his hand covers the proof she wore for them to misunderstand. No one else gets the warmth of her thigh beneath his palm, the way her hips shift toward him, the low sound caught in her throat when he presses his mouth to the corner of hers instead of giving her the kiss she expects.

“You are very pleased with yourself,” she says.

“Yes.”

“Because you frightened a few nobles?”

“No.”

“Because I frightened a few nobles?”

“Partly,” he admits.

Her fingers slide to his collar, not adjusting now, only holding. “Then what?”

He kisses the side of her jaw. The old scar at his mouth brushes her skin. “Because they watched you all night.”

“Mm. Did they? And that pleased you?”

“No.” His mouth moves to the narrow strip of skin just below the high collar, finding what little of her throat the dress has not claimed for ceremony. Her head tilts back against the stone. “It pleased me,” he says, “that they could only watch.”

Her fingers flex against his collar. “There,” she breathes. “That is the look.”

He lifts his head enough to see her face.

Wine-bright. Proud. Wanting. Still amused despite the way her breathing has changed. Still herself, which has always been the dangerous part.

“You enjoyed it too,” he says.

“Being watched?”

“Being watched with me beside you.”

Her smile turns slow. “Yes.”

The answer lands hot beneath his ribs.

He kisses her again, and she uses her height against him this time, bending into the kiss only to press him back a step, reversing the angle until he is the one caught between her body and the night air. One of her hands remains at his collar; the other slides down his chest, over gold trim and dark blue cloth, over the line of the sash tucked beneath his belt. Her fingers find his hand where it rests on her thigh and press it more firmly over the old brand.

Miraak goes still for half a heartbeat.

Lilliandra’s eyes gleam. “Isn’t this what you wanted?” she murmurs.

“Yes.”

“Then why hesitate?”

“Admiration.”

“How romantic.” She laughs again, and he loses what little patience he had chosen to keep.

He turns them back into the shadow of the arch, firmer this time, pressing her against the stone. Her breath catches. Before she can make some smug remark about it, he steps in close and places one leg between hers.

The sound she makes is deeply satisfying. Lilliandra’s hands settle against his shoulders as though for balance, though neither of them believes that excuse for a moment.

“You are insufferable,” she says.

“You brought me.”

“I did.”

“You kept touching me in front of them.”

“You started it,” she adds smugly.

“You encouraged it.”

“I improved it.”

His hand remains high on her thigh. Then she shifts. The leg bearing the old burn hooks lightly against his hip, drawing him closer until there is scarcely room for air between them.

He likes her like this. Still sharp enough to wound him if she chooses, still amused enough to enjoy the attempt, and warm beneath his hands in a way no one inside that glittering room has earned the right to imagine.

His thumb presses against the center of the handprint burn through the fabric.

Lilliandra exhales slowly.

Better.

She draws back only far enough to look down at him.

The music swells through the open doors behind them, muffled by distance and stone. Somewhere inside, the gala continues pretending not to notice their absence. Or perhaps it has noticed and is pretending harder.

Lilliandra’s fingers smooth over his collar, undoing nothing and disturbing everything. Her gaze lingers on his face: the scars; the grey threaded through his brown hair; the pale remnants of Apocrypha’s corruption along the right side of him, healed into something that still refuses to vanish. Her thumb brushes the marked side of his face. A quieter claim.

Not soft, exactly, but no less intimate for that.

“They looked at you too,” she says.

“I noticed.”

“They were trying to decide whether you were dangerous.”

“They were slow.”

“They were trying to decide whether you were mine.”

His hand stills on her thigh, then his mouth curves by the smallest degree. “Were they?”

“Mhm.”

“And what did they conclude?”

“That they lacked evidence.”

“Unfortunate.”

“Tragic.” Her fingers slip down to his hand, touching the silver rings she gave him one by one, then the dark wedding band. “I worked so hard to be obvious.”

He catches her hand before she can pull away and presses his mouth to the ring on her finger. For once, Lilliandra has no immediate answer. That pleases him nearly as much as the catch in her breath. “There,” he says against her knuckles. “Evidence.”

Her eyes darken.

Then she kisses him again.

Slower this time.

No less claiming. No less hungry.

His hand slides higher along her thigh as the leg hooked at his hip tightens briefly, drawing him closer still. The stone at her back leaves her nowhere to retreat to except into him, and she seems entirely content with that arrangement.

The kiss deepens beneath the open sky.

The sea breaks against the cliff below.

The stars remain indifferent above.

Inside, the nobility can wonder.

Out here, Miraak finally has her to himself: wine-warmed, laughing softly against his mouth, tall and dangerous and pleased, her body pressed to his in the shadow of the balcony arch as though the whole glittering evening had only ever been a pretense for this.

After a while, Lilliandra breaks the kiss with a small, breathless sound and glances toward the doors.

Miraak follows her gaze.

Light spills from the court. Voices drift. Someone laughs too brightly. The party still waits, full of people who deserve them very little and fear them not nearly enough.

“We are expected inside,” she says.

“How tragic for them.”

“That was my thought.”

“You’re tipsy,” he finally remarks on.

“Pleasantly,” she corrects. “Not stupid.”

“No,” he says, hand firm over the mark on her thigh, thumb resting where old magic remembers him. “Never that.”

Something in her expression shifts at the words — not soft, exactly, but briefly less armed. Then she smiles again, because Lilliandra has never left a tender thing unguarded for long. “Good,” she says. “I would hate to disappoint you by becoming manageable.”

“You could not.”

“Flattery.”

“Fact.”

Her eyes warm, then narrow. “Rare and devastating,” she says.

He remembers the earlier exchange and almost smiles.

She kisses him before he can answer, and this time she takes her time with it, bending him beneath her height as though the motion is another declaration. Her nails graze the back of his neck. His hand remains on her thigh, covering the old brand as if reclaiming what she had spent all night offering to the room’s hungry eyes.

The gala loses them a little longer.

When she finally draws back again, her mouth is flushed and her shawl has slipped from one shoulder. His collar is no longer arranged to anyone’s satisfaction. Her curls have loosened around her face. For a moment they only look at each other, breathing unevenly beneath the real stars.

“Do you want to go back?” she asks.

Miraak looks from the lit court to her — to his shadow, his rival, his impossible scholar. Her gold eyes bright with wine, victory, and want. “No.”

Her smile spreads slowly. “Good.”

Then she draws him close again, and the nobility is left to survive without them.