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Chapter One
Camp Half-Blood, Long Island, New York
September 2010
The camp was too quiet, and Percy Jackson hated it.
He noticed it the moment he stepped past Thalia’s pine tree, which marked the boundary between Camp Half-Blood and the mortal world. The Golden Fleece glinted faintly from the tree branch, shimmering in the late afternoon sun.
Any other time, crossing the border would have made Percy relax. Camp meant safety. A place where he could stop looking over his shoulder.
This time, the silence was the first thing he felt.
Camp Half-Blood had never been a quiet place. Even in its calmer moments, there had always been swords clashing somewhere in the distance, the Stoll brothers shouting about something they definitely stole, laughter from the cabins, or the occasional explosion from the Hephaestus kids trying something they definitely should not have been trying.
Now there was just the wind and the crunch of gravel under his shoes.
Percy adjusted his duffel bag on his shoulder and walked the familiar path toward the Big House. The strawberry fields stretched out to his right, neat rows tended by satyrs and dryads moving quietly between the plants. To his left, the cabins showed the war’s fingerprints. Fresh lumber patched a hole in the Ares cabin wall. Scorch marks darkened the Hermes cabin steps. The Aphrodite cabin had a new door that didn't match the old frame.
A few campers moved through the grounds, but not many. Not like it used to be. Percy could remember summers when the camp overflowed with demigods, where you could not walk ten feet without someone challenging you to a sparring match or daring someone to do something stupid near the lava wall. Those days felt like they belonged to a different person’s life.
He forced himself to keep walking.
It should have felt like victory. They had won, after all. The giants were gone, Gaea was gone, the world was still spinning on its axis and doing that whole existing thing that worlds were supposed to do. So why did the entire place feel like it was recovering from a funeral instead of celebrating a win? Percy had fought in two wars, walked through literal hell, held up the sky, bathed in the River Styx, and somehow managed to survive all of it through a combination of stubbornness, dumb luck, and powers he still did not fully understand. He should have been basking in the glory of it. Instead, he just felt hollow. Which seemed unfair, honestly. Saving the world twice should have come with better emotional benefits.
“Percy!”
He turned to see Grover Underwood jogging toward him from the tree line, leaves caught in his curly hair and a twig poking out from behind one ear that he clearly had not noticed yet. His best friend since he was twelve years old, the satyr who had found him at Yancy Academy and accidentally changed the entire trajectory of his life. Grover looked healthier than he had in months, which was saying something considering what “healthy” looked like for a guy who had spent the better part of a year stress-eating aluminum cans. The haunted look from the war was fading and color had returned to his face. His smile, however, did not quite reach his eyes.
“You just get back?” Grover asked, falling into step beside him.
“Yeah.” Percy shifted his bag to his other shoulder and looked his best friend over. “You doing okay?”
Something flickered behind Grover’s expression, quick and hard to read. Through the empathy link they still shared, Percy caught the faintest trace of grief before Grover tucked it away. It was gone before he could get a proper read on it, and Percy did not push. He had learned the hard way that pushing people to open up before they were ready usually made everything worse.
“Yeah. Camp’s been… adjusting.”
That was one word for it. Percy could think of several others, most of which would have gotten him a stern look from Chiron and possibly a lightning bolt from a certain sky god who had no sense of humor whatsoever.
“The dryads lost three of their own near the hill,” Grover added, his voice dropping lower as his eyes flicked toward the border. “During the fighting at the border. They don’t really talk about it, but you can tell. The trees up there haven’t bloomed right since.”
Percy followed his gaze toward Half-Blood Hill, where the pine tree stood sentinel against the sky. The grass surrounding it was a shade too brown, and the wildflowers that usually carpeted the slope in late summer were sparse and wilted. Dryads were tied to their trees the way Percy was tied to the sea, when the tree suffered, the dryad suffered, and when the dryad died, the tree remembered. He imagined the three trees up there that would never bloom again, and something cold settled in his stomach.
He had not known that. There was probably a lot he did not know. People did not exactly line up to share their grief with the guy who was supposed to have prevented it. Percy Jackson, the Savior of Olympus, Hero of Two Wars, the demigod who could control the ocean but could not seem to stop the people around him from getting killed.
Some hero he was.
“I’m sorry,” Percy said, and he meant it in a way that went far deeper than the words could carry.
Grover shook his head. “It’s not your fault.”
Grover believed it. That was the problem. He was the kind of person who could watch the world burn and still insist the guy standing in the ashes holding the match was innocent.
They stood there longer than they should have. A few months ago, they could talk for hours about nothing, about whether Mr. D would ever learn Percy’s actual name or about the new nature spirits Grover was mentoring.
The war had left too much between them, and neither of them seemed to know where to put it.
“You look tired,” Grover said finally, and the concern in his voice was genuine enough that Percy’s throat closed for a second.
Percy let out a short laugh that contained exactly zero humor. “Yeah. I am.”
Grover studied him, clearly wanting to push further, clearly feeling through their link whatever cocktail of exhaustion and emotional dysfunction Percy was currently broadcasting. In the end, though, the satyr just nodded, and Percy was grateful for it in a way he could not articulate.
“Try not to disappear on us, okay?” Grover said, and there was something almost pleading beneath the casual tone.
“I don’t disappear.”
Grover gave him a look, eyebrows raised, like he knew exactly how full of it he was.
“That’s different,” Percy said, holding up his hands. “It’s not like I chose to get kidnapped by Hera. Who, by the way, has still not apologized. Not that I expected her to, since she’s basically the divine equivalent of a Karen who thinks she’s always right.”
Grover’s mouth twitched, and a faint smile cracked through the concern. “Just don’t go too far.”
“I won’t.”
Grover hesitated, and Percy could feel the satyr weighing whether to say something more, something heavier, something that started with I’m worried about you and ended with and I think you need help. In the end, Grover just clapped him on the shoulder with a hand that was rougher and stronger than most people expected from a nature spirit, squeezed once, and then headed back toward the woods without another word.
Percy watched him go until the satyr’s curly head disappeared into the tree line, and then he turned toward the cabins with a sigh that came from somewhere deeper than his lungs.
* * *
The training fields came into view first, and Percy slowed his pace without meaning to.
Usually, this place roared with energy. The clang of celestial bronze on celestial bronze, campers shouting taunts and encouragement, the Ares kids showing off with unnecessarily elaborate sword techniques that were more about looking intimidating than being effective.
Now only a handful of demigods sparred, their movements more cautious than Percy had ever seen them. They fought like people who had learned exactly how much damage a real sword could do to a real body, and the knowledge had taken something from them that combat drills could not replace.
One of the younger campers, a kid who could not have been older than thirteen, missed a block and got disarmed. His sword clattered against the packed dirt, and the boy froze, his eyes going wide with a flash of genuine fear that had no business being on the face of someone that young. Instead of pressing the advantage, the other camper stepped back and gave him space. They waited patiently, swords lowered, while the younger kid collected himself and picked up his weapon with hands that were visibly shaking.
Percy frowned slightly, because that was new. Before the wars, they would have kept going and pushed harder, because the whole point of training was to prepare you for the moments when the monster did not give you space to recover. Now everyone was careful with each other, as if two wars had taught them exactly how dangerous things could get, and the lesson had cost too much for any of them to forget.
He turned away from the fields because he could not watch it, not today, not when his own hands were doing the exact same thing. His body had still not learned that the war was over. He had woken up that morning with his hand already reaching for Riptide before his eyes were open, heart hammering against his ribs, and his muscles braced for an attack that was not coming. It happened most mornings now, that brutal half-second of combat readiness before his brain caught up with his body and informed it that no, there was nothing to fight, that the war was over, that he was safe in his bed and not knee-deep in monster blood on some foreign battlefield.
The fighting had stopped. Whatever switch the wars had flipped inside him had not turned back off, and Percy was starting to wonder if it ever would.
His feet carried him to the beach instead, because they always did. Whenever his mind got too loud or the world pressed in too close, the son of Poseidon gravitated toward the sea.
The water was calm. Small waves rolled in steadily, and the tension in his shoulders loosened the moment he stepped onto the sand and felt the familiar warmth beneath his sneakers. The ocean did not care about wars or losses. It just kept moving, steady and eternal, and there was a comfort in that.
Percy walked to the edge where the water lapped against the shore and let the first wave brush against his shoes. The wetness soaked through the canvas immediately, and he did not bother willing himself dry. He wanted to feel it, the cold shock of contact, the salt on his skin, the pull of the tide against his feet.
“Hey,” he said quietly.
A small wave curled forward, higher than the others, before settling back with a soft hiss of foam against sand. It was the ocean’s equivalent of a nod, a small acknowledgment from the most powerful force on the planet. Still here. Still his. No matter what happened on land, no matter how many wars he fought or friends he buried or pieces of himself he lost along the way, the sea would always answer him.
For a few minutes, Percy just stood there and let it wash over him in every sense of the word. For once, nothing waited beneath the surface to drag him under. No prophecy pressed against the back of his neck, and no god stood ready to send him toward another quest that would probably get him killed.
There was only the water, the salt in the air, and the familiar pull of the tide against his feet.
Percy closed his eyes and felt his pulse settle for the first time all day. His hands unclenched, his shoulders dropped, and the constant, low-level hum of adrenaline had finally dimmed to something bearable. Here, at the edge of his father’s domain, he did not have to be anything at all.
He sat down in the sand, pulled his knees up, and watched the waves roll in and out with the unhurried patience of something that had been doing this since before the gods themselves were born.
Percy tried to sit still. His body managed it better than his mind did.
After a while, his thoughts drifted to New Rome. The idea had been circling in his head for weeks. About university, classes, and schedules. Waking up in an actual dorm room and walking to a lecture without checking for monsters over his shoulder every five seconds. Living in a city built by and for demigods, where he would not have to hide who he was or pretend that the ancient world did not exist.
He wanted to be Percy again. A person with a questionable GPA, an unhealthy addiction to blue food, and a future that did not depend on which god needed a pawn for the next apocalypse.
The thought should have been comforting. Instead, it felt distant, like a life meant for someone who had not walked through Tartarus and come out the other side with nightmares that made his previous nightmares look like pleasant bedtime stories.
He frowned at the horizon and tried to figure out why he could not seem to want something without it feeling wrong.
The sun had dipped lower by the time he stood up, painting the sky in shades of orange and gold that reflected off the water in rippling streaks of color. He had missed dinner. He could tell by the way the light had shifted and by the distant sound of voices gathering near the amphitheater.
The campfire had started without him.
* * *
Percy almost kept walking toward Cabin Three. It would have been the easiest thing in the world, to push open the door, fall onto his bunk, and stare at the ceiling and listen to the fountain in the corner while his brain ran in circles until sleep either came or did not. The Poseidon cabin was always empty, just him and the too many bunks and the faint smell of the sea, and tonight that sounded less like solitude and more like solitary confinement.
So instead, against what his body was telling him, he followed the voices.
The campfire was more full than he expected. Maybe twenty or thirty campers sat on the stone benches, their faces lit gold by the campfire, singing along to something the Apollo cabin had started. The flames burned high against the darkening sky, bright enough to light the faces gathered around them. The fire gave off plenty of heat tonight. Percy could feel it from where he stood, bright against the darkening sky, throwing gold across the campers’ faces.
It still felt colder than he remembered.
Before the war, the campfire had filled the whole valley on good nights. Now it gave them a steady glow, something closer to consolation than celebration.
Percy hung back near the entrance, standing with his arms crossed over his chest.
A few heads turned when they noticed him, and someone waved from the Demeter section. Percy raised a hand in acknowledgment but did not move from his spot.
The song ended, and in the pause that followed, Malcolm Pace from the Athena cabin spotted him lurking and gestured to an empty spot on one of the middle benches. Malcolm had stepped up as Athena cabin counselor after Annabeth started spending more time planning for New Rome, and he seemed to handle the responsibility well.
Percy hesitated for a moment that stretched just long enough to be noticeable, and walked over. He sat down on the warm stone, and the campers around him shifted to make room with small, unconscious adjustments that spoke more about how they viewed him than any words could. Connor Stoll grinned from a few rows back, the trademark Stoll grin that promised he had either just stolen something or was about to. A girl from the Demeter cabin, one of the newer campers whose name Percy was ashamed to admit he could not remember, gave him a polite nod.
“Dude, where’ve you been?” Malcolm asked, keeping his voice low enough not to interrupt the Apollo camper who was tuning their lyre for the next song. “You missed dinner and almost missed the campfire too.”
“Out walking.”
“All day?”
“Pretty much.”
Malcolm opened his mouth like he had an answer ready. Whatever it was, he thought better of it and just nodded.
Percy appreciated that more than he would ever admit.
Someone from the Apollo cabin stood with a lyre and started another song, one that was slower and older. A hymn Percy had sung before, back when camp felt like an escape instead of a reminder, back when the worst thing in his life was a math teacher who turned out to be a Fury and not the lingering trauma of walking through the deepest pit in the underworld.
He did not sing now.
To his left, a group of younger campers, twelve or thirteen at most, had been whispering among themselves with the barely contained excitement of kids who had just spotted a celebrity. Percy could feel their eyes on him, and he braced himself for what he knew was coming because this happened every time he showed his face at a camp gathering.
The boldest of them, a girl with dark hair cut short and an intense expression that reminded Percy uncomfortably of a younger Annabeth, finally leaned forward from her bench.
“Excuse me,” she said, and the way her voice went slightly higher on the last word told Percy everything he needed to know about how this conversation was going to go. “Are you Percy Jackson?”
Percy turned to face her. “Yeah.”
Her eyes went wide, those saucer-plate eyes that kids got when they met someone they had only heard about in stories, and something uncomfortable moved through Percy because he remembered making that exact same face at older campers when he first arrived. He remembered thinking they were untouchable, unbreakable, that nothing could ever hurt them. He had been so painfully wrong.
“You fought in the Titan War. And in the Giant War.” It was not a question, but Percy nodded anyway, because what else was he supposed to do? Deny it?
“Both of them,” one of her friends added, a scrawny kid with sandy hair and an orange camp shirt that looked a size too big for him. “Plus Tartarus. I heard you literally walked through Tartarus.”
Percy’s jaw tightened before he could stop it.
“I had help,” Percy said, because it was true, because Annabeth had been right there beside him every step of the way, and he would never let anyone reduce what they survived to a solo accomplishment.
“Still,” the girl said, apparently unperturbed by the way his expression had gone flat. “That’s insane.”
The word sat there between them, accurate in the worst possible way.
Yeah. It was insane. All of it was insane.
Some days Percy wasn't entirely convinced it hadn't broken him, too.
“It wasn’t exactly a choice,” he managed.
“But you survived,” the kid pressed, leaning forward with the kind of eager intensity that made Percy want to put his head in his hands. “You’re the most powerful demigod alive.”
Malcolm shifted beside him, looking like he wanted to interrupt but was not sure how. Good. At least someone in this conversation recognized that this particular line of questioning was heading somewhere unpleasant.
“I’m not—” Percy stopped himself.
“He’s being modest,” Connor Stoll called from behind them, his voice carrying that trademark Stoll energy that could fill an entire amphitheater without trying. “Percy’s taken down Titans. Plural. I’m pretty sure even the gods are scared of him.”
A few people laughed, and Connor beamed at having landed the joke. It was meant as a compliment, Percy knew that, and he tried to receive it as one even as something inside him recoiled from the words.
“Come on, man,” Connor continued, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees and that irrepressible grin on his face. “You’re literally a legend. Younger campers are gonna be telling stories about you around this fire for years.”
The dark-haired girl nodded eagerly. “One of my friends said you blew up a volcano. Is that true?”
Percy rubbed the back of his neck, a gesture he had picked up from somewhere and never managed to shake. “It’s complicated.”
“What about the River Styx?” a Hermes kid asked, nearly bouncing off his bench now. “Is it true you bathed in it and became invincible?”
“That’s not exactly how it works.”
“But you did it, right?”
The kid’s eyes were bright with admiration, maybe even envy, and Percy hated how familiar that look had become. It was the look people gave heroes when they only knew the story afterward. The version with the monsters defeated, the prophecy fulfilled, and everyone pretending survival was the same thing as winning. They had no idea. None of them had any idea how wrong they were about what being a hero actually felt like.
“Yeah,” Percy said quietly. “I did it.”
“That’s so cool,” the girl breathed.
Malcolm cleared his throat. “Maybe we should let Percy enjoy the campfire without the interrogation.”
“Oh.” The girl pulled back, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to—”
“It’s fine,” Percy said, because that was what heroes were supposed to say. “Really.”
It was not fine, but he had gotten very good at saying that word, and most people accepted it without question.
The Apollo camper finished their song, and in the silence that followed, Will Solace spoke up from across the fire. The son of Apollo was one of the best healers camp had ever produced, and Percy liked him, genuinely liked him, which made what came next even worse.
“Hey, Percy. You heading to New Rome soon?”
Percy flinched before he could stop it. “I haven’t decided yet.”
“Annabeth’s still planning on it, right?” Will continued, not unkindly. He was just making conversation. He had no way of knowing that every word made Percy feel more trapped.
“I think so,” Percy said.
“Must be nice,” one of the Hephaestus kids added from a bench above. “Getting to go to college. Live in a real city and not worry about monsters every five seconds.”
A few campers murmured in agreement, and Percy felt every word of it.
“You guys deserve it,” another camper said, and the sincerity in her voice was almost worse than if she had been sarcastic. “After everything you’ve been through.”
Percy forced a smile that felt like it had been welded onto his face. “Thanks.”
The conversation drifted on after that, as conversations at campfires always did. Someone brought up capture the flag strategy for next Friday. Someone else complained about kitchen duty and how the harpies were getting more aggressive about enforcing curfew. Normal camp things, the kinds of mundane, wonderful, insignificant things that made camp feel like camp and not a military installation.
Percy sat in the middle of all of it and felt further away with every passing minute.
Across the fire, two kids from the Apollo cabin were arguing about whether a pegasus or a griffin would win in a race, and the debate had gotten heated enough that someone was drawing diagrams in the dirt with a stick. A Demeter girl was braiding another camper’s hair with the casual intimacy of close friendship. Connor had moved on to telling some elaborate story about him and Travis, a stolen chariot, and a very angry satyr, and half the campers around him were laughing so hard they could barely breathe.
A year ago, Percy would have thrown himself into all of it without thinking. He would have been right there in the middle, adding his own commentary and making Grover choke on his tin can with some perfectly timed joke.
Now he sat there and watched it happen around him and could not for the life of him figure out how to step back into it.
After a while, Malcolm leaned closer, keeping his voice low enough that only Percy could hear him over the crackling fire. “You okay?”
“Yeah. Just tired.”
Malcolm studied him for a beat too long, those gray eyes doing that Athena-kid thing where they analyzed everything they saw and filed it away for future reference. “You know you can talk to us, right? You don’t have to carry everything by yourself.”
“I know.”
“Because you’ve been… distant lately. And I’m not the only one who’s noticed.”
“Just need some time. That’s all.”
Malcolm did not push it.
Percy lasted another ten minutes before standing up.
“Heading out?” Malcolm asked.
“Long day.”
“Hey, if you want to talk sometime—”
“I know. Thanks.”
Percy walked away before Malcolm could finish. Behind him, fragments of conversation drifted into the dark.
“—think he’s okay?”
“—just needs space—”
“—been through a lot—”
He kept walking and pretended he had not heard, even though he caught every word.
* * *
The camp felt different at night. The noise had thinned out, replaced by the chorus of crickets and the distant hoot of an owl that may or may not have been one of Athena’s sacred birds keeping an eye on things. The cabins glowed faintly behind curtained windows, warm rectangles of light in the darkness. A few had gone dark already, their occupants either asleep or lying in their bunks.
The Hermes cabin still had light spilling out from the cracks around its door and the low murmur of too many people in too small of a space. Some things had not changed. The Hermes cabin had always been overcrowded, and the Stoll brothers ran the place with the chaotic efficiency of experienced con artists.
Percy slowed as he passed the Athena cabin. The light was on, and through the thin curtain he could see someone pacing inside.
Annabeth.
He knew it was her before he thought about it. For a moment, he stood there in the dark, watching her shadow move back and forth, and almost walked up the steps, almost knocked on her door the way he had a hundred times before.
He kept walking instead, and the cowardice of it burned in his throat.
The Poseidon cabin stood at the end of the row, solitary and imposing in the moonlight. His cabin, the cabin built for the children of the sea god, of which Percy was the only one. The trident above the entrance caught the moonlight and threw a faint, bluish glow across the steps, and the familiar smell of salt air drifted from the open window. It looked the same as it always had.
He should go inside. It was late, the harpies would be making their rounds soon, and getting eaten by cleaning-obsessed monsters was definitely not how he wanted to end this particular day of existential crisis. But the cabin felt too small tonight, too empty, too much like sitting inside his own head with the door locked and no way out.
So he turned and walked toward the hill instead, because apparently his legs had decided they were in charge today and his brain was just along for the ride.
* * *
Percy climbed Half-Blood Hill without really deciding to.
His legs carried him up the familiar slope with the easy automatic movement of someone who had made this climb hundreds of times before, and by the time he reached the top and the world opened up beneath him, the sky above was fully dark, scattered with stars, and the campfire’s glow was a distant amber smudge in the valley below. He sat at the edge of the hill with his legs stretched out over the slope, the grass slightly cool beneath him, and did not do anything for a while. Did not think. Did not plan. Did not replay every conversation from the day in his head and catalog all the things he should have said differently.
It was strange how unfamiliar that felt.
Below him, Camp Half-Blood spread out. The cabins in their horseshoe formation, the fields stretching toward the woods, the lake glittering faintly under the rising moon, the Big House standing tall and weathered at the edge of the grounds. From up here, it looked peaceful. You could not see the scorch marks or the new lumber or the empty bunks. You could not see the way people looked at each other now, careful and uncertain, as if the ground might shift beneath their feet at any moment.
Percy pulled a blade of grass from the hillside and rolled it between his fingers, crushing the green until it released its sharp, earthy scent.
Footsteps approached from behind him, soft against the grass and easy enough to hear. Percy did not need to turn around to know who they belonged to. He had memorized the cadence of that walk years ago, had heard it in his sleep, had followed it through Tartarus and back.
“Hey, Seaweed Brain.”
Annabeth’s voice was steady and familiar. It used to settle something in him every time he heard it. Now it just made him aware of how much inside him refused to fit.
“Hey, Wise Girl.”
She sat beside him on the grass, close enough for him to catch the faint scent of her shampoo, the lemon one, the same kind she had used since they were twelve. A few inches of space remained between them, small enough that anyone else might have missed it.
Percy didn’t.
Annabeth Chase did nothing by accident.
The wind shifted, carrying the scent of salt from the beach and pine from the woods, and neither of them spoke for a long moment while the campfire's distant glow painted the valley below in amber.
“You didn’t come find me,” Annabeth said. Her voice carried no accusation or anger. She sounded like she had already turned the fact over in her head and decided what it meant.
“I was walking.”
She nodded, and Percy noticed her hands were folded in her lap, fingers laced together with the kind of deliberate pressure that turned her knuckles white. He knew that posture intimately. She did it when she was organizing her thoughts, sorting through what she wanted to say before she said it, and building the argument in her head the way she built architectural models.
“How are you?” she asked.
“Depends. Do you want the answer I’m supposed to give, or the real one?”
Annabeth turned to look at him, and her gray eyes caught the faint glow from the campfire below in a way that made them look almost silver. Those eyes had been the first thing he noticed about her when he was twelve, sitting in the infirmary of the Big House after his first monster fight, half-delirious from exhaustion and absolutely convinced that the blonde girl standing over him was some kind of angel. He had been wrong about the angel part, obviously. Annabeth Chase was many things, but angelic was not one of them. She was fierce and brilliant and stubborn and terrifying when she wanted to be, and Percy had loved her for all of it.
“The real one,” she said.
Percy stared at the dark horizon. “I’m tired. And I don’t mean the kind that sleep fixes.”
Annabeth did not respond right away.
“I thought it would feel different,” Percy continued. “After winning. I kept thinking there’d be this moment where everything just clicked. Like, okay, it’s done. We made it. We can stop now. But that moment never came.”
“It doesn’t feel like that though,” Annabeth said quietly.
“No. It doesn’t.”
Neither of them spoke for a long time after that. All the conversations they had been avoiding for weeks pressed against the pause, and the effort of keeping them back was its own kind of exhaustion.
Annabeth pulled one knee up and rested her chin on it, and in that moment she looked younger than her years. Not the strategist, not the architect, not the girl who had walked through Tartarus beside him and come out the other side still planning, still building, still moving forward when Percy could barely move at all. Just a seventeen-year-old girl sitting on a hill in the dark, trying to figure out how to say something that would change everything.
“I don’t sleep much anymore,” she said, and the admission cost her something that Percy could see in the way her jaw tightened for a fraction of a second before she forced it to relax. “I design things in my head to keep my brain busy. Floor plans, layouts, structural calculations. It helps, sometimes. Other times I’m just lying there doing math at three in the morning because if I stop thinking about columns and load-bearing walls, I start thinking about other things.”
Percy looked at her, really looked at her, and for the first time in weeks noticed how tired she seemed beneath the calm expression she kept showing everyone else. Annabeth had always been better at hiding things than he was. Maybe that was why he had missed it.
“I thought I was handling it,” she continued, her voice held steady, even as something fragile moved underneath it. “And maybe I am, in my own way. But I’ve been doing all this planning for New Rome, for college, for the future, and at some point I realized I was planning for both of us. And you weren’t there.”
Of course she was right. Annabeth usually was when it mattered.
“I didn’t know you were—” Percy started.
“I know. That’s part of the problem, Percy.” Her voice cracked for just a moment before she pulled it back under control. “I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want to put more weight on you. You didn’t ask because you were dealing with your own stuff. And now I’ve been building a future in my head that you haven’t been part of building. I don’t know if that’s my fault or yours, or if that’s just what happens after everything we went through.”
Percy did not have an answer for that. He had fought gods, titans, giants, and monsters from the deepest pits of the underworld, and none of them had left him as helpless as this honest conversation on a hilltop in the dark.
For a while, neither of them said anything. The wind moved through the grass around them, making it whisper and sway, and down below, the campfire still burned bright.
Annabeth drew in a slow breath, the kind of breath someone takes before they say the thing they have been rehearsing in their head for days.
“I’ve been thinking about New Rome,” she said.
Percy’s hands went still in his lap. Here it was. Whatever she had come up here to say, whatever conclusion she had reached after all those nights of lying awake doing math instead of sleeping, this was it.
“About what comes next,” she continued. “College. A normal life. Not fighting monsters every other week. When I think about the future, I see something stable. I see us in New Rome, building something that doesn’t constantly fall apart.”
That sounded good. It should have sounded perfect, like every dream Percy had ever allowed himself to dream about what life after the wars might look like. A home in a city. A partner who understood the world he came from. A life that did not revolve around the next apocalypse. It sounded like exactly what he should want.
“What do you see?” Annabeth asked, turning those silver-gray eyes on him.
Percy opened his mouth, but nothing came out. He closed it again.
“I don’t know,” he admitted, and the honesty of it scraped against something raw inside him.
Annabeth’s expression changed for half a second before she managed to hide it.
Percy caught it though.
“I want that,” Percy said quickly, almost desperately. “The New Rome thing. The normal life. All of it.”
“But?”
The single syllable hung in the air between them like a blade.
“But I can’t feel it yet. I’m still trying to figure out who I am after all of this.” He gestured toward the camp below, toward the cabins and fields and the world that had defined him since he was twelve years old. “The fighting’s over. The wars are over. I just don’t feel like I fit anywhere right now.”
Annabeth’s shoulders stiffened slightly. “I thought we were figuring that out together.”
“We are.”
“Are we?”
The question was quiet, barely above a whisper, and that made it so much worse than if she had shouted it. Percy could handle anger. He could handle shouting and arguing and the kind of passionate disagreements that had defined their relationship since day one. He could not handle Annabeth Chase, the strongest person he had ever known, asking a simple question in a small voice because she already suspected the answer and was afraid to hear it.
Annabeth looked down at her hands, at those fingers that could draft blueprints and wield daggers with equal precision. “It feels like we’re trying in different directions. I’m trying to build something and you’re trying to figure out if you even want what I’m building. And I can’t keep pretending I don’t notice the difference.”
Percy looked down at his hands, because he had no argument for that.
“I don’t want to lose this,” Annabeth said softly, and the crack in her voice was wider now, wide enough for Percy to hear the fear underneath the composure.
“Neither do I.”
“But I don’t want to force it either.”
She looked at him then, her eyes clear and steady in the dark. Percy wanted anger. Anger would have given him something to push against. This left him with nowhere to hide.
“Maybe we need time,” she said. “Some space to figure things out separately. If we come back to each other, I want it to be because we both chose it. I don’t want us holding on just because we’re afraid to let go.”
Percy’s stomach dropped so fast he felt dizzy. “You’re saying we should take a break.”
Annabeth nodded once, and the finality of that single nod hit Percy harder than any blow he had ever taken. “Yeah.”
Percy had been hit by plenty of things over the years. Swords, fists, monster claws, and monsters big enough to make most people rethink every life choice that had brought them there.
Those were easier in a way. You saw them coming. You either braced for impact, dodged, or got knocked flat.
This was different.
Annabeth was not trying to hurt him. She was being careful and reasonable and honest, and Percy could not fight any of it because there was nothing to fight.
It was just the truth.
“I don’t want that,” Percy said, and his voice came out rougher than he intended.
“I don’t either. But I think we need it.”
Percy closed his eyes briefly and let the wind wash over him. She was not wrong. That was the worst part, the absolute worst part. She was not wrong, and he knew she was not wrong, and knowing that did not make any of it easier to accept.
“Okay,” he said, because what else could he say?
They sat there a while longer with a few inches of grass between them. Neither of them reached across it. Neither of them seemed to know what would happen if they did.
When Annabeth stood, something changed between them. Percy did not think either of them was ready to call it an ending.
Still, whatever they had been before had shifted into something neither of them knew how to name.
She brushed the grass from her jeans and looked down at him for a moment. There was sadness in her face, but not regret.
“I’ll see you around,” she said quietly.
“Yeah.”
She walked down the hill without looking back, and Percy watched her go because he could not bring himself to look away. Her blonde hair caught the moonlight as she descended, growing smaller and dimmer until she merged with the shadows at the bottom of the slope and disappeared.
He sat there for a long time after she was gone, replaying the conversation in his head and looking for the moment where he could have said the right thing.
He could not find it. Maybe there had never been a right thing to say. Maybe Annabeth had already said it, and Percy simply had not been ready to hear it.
Percy leaned back on his elbows and stared at the sky. The constellations were fully out now, the familiar patterns that Annabeth had taught him years ago, and he wondered if the stars looked different when you were heartbroken, or if that was just the kind of melodramatic thought his ADHD brain produced when it had nothing better to fixate on.
* * *
The sky was fully dark by the time Percy moved.
He did not go to his cabin. Instead, his feet found the beach again, because of course they did.
The sand was colder now. The ocean stretched before him, darker than before, a vast expanse of black water reflecting the moon in a shimmering ribbon of silver that stretched to the horizon. He walked until the water lapped against his shoes and stood there, trying to outrun the noise in his head.
It did not work.
He exhaled through his nose and stared at the dark water. “You’d think,” he muttered to the ocean, “saving the world a couple times would make things simpler. Maybe earn a guy a break from the emotional trauma. But no, apparently the universe has a ‘buy two wars, get a free existential crisis’ promotion running.”
The ocean did not respond, and that was when Percy’s attention sharpened.
Something was off.
Normally, even when Percy was not actively using his powers, the connection between him and the sea was a constant, humming presence in the back of his mind. It was always there, like background music, like the sound of his own heartbeat. The ocean was always aware of him the way a current was always aware of the shoreline, and he was always aware of it in return. The relationship between the son of Poseidon and his father’s domain was not something that could be turned off or tuned out, it was woven into the fabric of his being.
The connection remained, though it felt different now, wrong in a way Percy could not immediately identify.
Percy took a step forward, letting the water rise past his shoes and soak the cuffs of his jeans.
The next wave rolled in higher than the others. A mortal might not have noticed the difference, but Percy did. The water brushed his ankles before drawing back slowly, almost reluctantly, as if it did not want to leave him.
“Yeah,” he murmured, his eyes narrowing. “You don’t do that unless something’s wrong.”
He stilled, closed his eyes, and reached outward through the water, spreading his awareness through the currents and tides. What he found made his blood run cold.
There it was.
Monster warnings were simple. They told him to move, fight, or run.
This came from somewhere far below, slow and steady, pressing at the edge of his senses like something waking in the dark.
Percy straightened, eyes snapping open as he scanned the horizon.
Nothing moved except the water. Moonlight silvered the waves as they broke against the empty shore, and behind him, camp rested in the kind of quiet that should have meant safety.
The feeling did not go away though.
“Something’s coming,” he said quietly, and the words tasted true in his mouth.
The warning gave him no name, no explanation, no place on a map where he could point and say there. The danger was out there somewhere, pressing through the water in a language his human mind only half understood. It was the ocean itself, the vast, ancient, intelligent entity that covered seventy percent of the planet, trying to tell him something that his human mind was not equipped to understand. Like trying to read a book written in a language he only half knew, where the words were familiar but the meaning slipped through his fingers every time he tried to grasp it.
Percy thought about pulling out Riptide and just holding it, because at least that was something he knew how to do. But whatever the ocean was trying to tell him, it was not something he could swing a sword at.
Percy let out a slow breath and stayed where he was. The water kept moving around his feet, cold now and getting colder, and he stood there with the wrongness settling into his bones and stared at the dark horizon where the sea met the sky.
* * *
The old centaur stood at the edge of the tree line, still as the oaks that flanked him, and watched the boy on the shore.
Chiron had trained heroes for three thousand years. He had seen the best and worst of what the divine bloodline could produce, had watched children become legends and legends become tragedies, and in all those millennia, he had never quite managed to make peace with the way the gods used their children.
Percy Jackson stood at the water’s edge like a soldier who had come home and found that home no longer fit.
Chiron recognized the posture. He had seen it too many times over the centuries. The tension in the shoulders. The slight forward lean, as if bracing for an impact that had not come yet. The stillness of someone listening for danger even in silence.
The boy faced the ocean without speaking, the way he used to before a quest, when he already knew something was wrong but was not ready to hear it.
That worried Chiron more than the scorch marks on the cabins, the empty bunks, or the haunted looks on the young campers’ faces. All of those things could heal with time.
What he saw in Percy Jackson was something different. Three thousand years of experience had taught Chiron to fear a hero who had survived everything the world threw at him and was now trying to survive the aftermath.
He had watched Percy leave the hill after Annabeth walked away. He had seen the boy sit there alone, then stand and drift through camp without direction until he came to the beach. He had considered approaching several times, had composed and discarded half a dozen opening conversations in his mind, but had ultimately decided against all of them.
Some things had to be faced alone, or at least had to begin alone.
The centaur looked past the boy, toward the ocean itself, and his weathered expression tightened.
He felt it too.
Not as clearly as Percy, certainly. Chiron was not a son of the sea god. The ocean did not answer him the way it answered Poseidon's children, but he had lived long enough and trained enough of them to recognize when the sea was restless.
What he felt now went beyond restlessness.
Something old and powerful had stirred beneath the surface of the world. Even the ocean seemed uncertain of it, and that was enough to make Chiron tighten his grip on his bow.
He did not call out. Tonight, Percy needed the silence more than he needed another warning.
Chiron would be ready when the time came.
Out on the shore, Percy shifted his weight and lifted his chin, his green eyes still fixed on the dark horizon where the ocean met the sky.
"Something's coming," he said again, quieter this time, almost to himself.
The ocean rolled forward in a wave just a little too deliberate to be natural. Behind him, unseen in the shadows of the trees, Chiron lowered his bow and watched.
For three thousand years, that was what he had done best.