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The monotonous, almost meditative scratching of Rennick’s ballpoint pen on the rough paper and the distant, dull rumble of the North Sea outside the thick walls are the only sounds breaking the silence of the room. The wind whips the sea spray against the windowpanes, but inside here, a very unique, almost tangible calmness prevails.
For the past few days, something has noticeably changed between you. A pleasant, quiet familiarity has taken the place of the initial skepticism. The cool distance that initially stood like an invisible wall between you has secretly melted away—like the coastal ice in the first breath of spring. Even the endless, grueling administrative stress suddenly doesn't feel so crushing anymore. It is astonishing how much lighter the burden of responsibility weighs when you no longer carry it alone on your shoulders, but share it in silence.
Tonight, this atmosphere is particularly intense. The hectic rush of the day has subsided, and the heavy scent of cooled coffee and the salt of the sea air lingers in the room. Rennick sits slouched but highly focused at the massive wooden desk, illuminated only by the dim glow of a single desk lamp. He is brooding over the quarterly reports for Cadal—a bureaucratic nightmare of endless columns of numbers and fine-print paragraphs that would make even Medusa close her eyes from a headache. His forehead is deeply furrowed, and every now and then, he knits his eyebrows together as he corrects a line.
You finished your own tasks for today a while ago. The files are sorted, the reports checked off. Normally, now would have been the perfect moment to call it a day, grab your jacket, and leave the room. But instead of leaving, you let yourself be held by the glow of the lamp and the peaceful intimacy of the moment.
With almost silent steps, you walked across the wooden floorboards until you quietly stepped behind his chair.
With the utmost caution and in a fluid, almost slow-motion movement, you reach out your hand so as not to startle him in his deep concentration. The little snakes, which usually perk up suspiciously at any unexpected movement and let out a warning hiss, now know your scent inside out. For them, it is inextricably linked with safety and calm.
When your fingertips finally touch the cool, silky scales of the foremost little snake, there is no defensive reaction. On the contrary: the tiny creature does not pull back, but trustingly presses its head flat against the soft flesh of your thumb, as if it were actively seeking the touch.
"Hey there, beautiful," you whisper in a voice so quiet it almost drowns in the distant rumble of the surf.
With your index finger, you stroke her neck in a feather-light, rhythmic motion. "Did you all have to scold him so much again today? He works far too much, doesn't he?"
Your familiar words seem to trigger a chain reaction. Lured by the soft whispering and the cozy warmth of your hand, two more snakes awaken from the dense cluster. They wind their way out curiously and without any hesitation, smoothly sliding their narrow bodies forward and beginning to slowly coil around your palm and your fingers.
It is a fascinating, completely surreal feeling—the delicate, slightly ticklish brush of their forked tongues gently flicking against your skin to sense you. As you continue to whisper soothing, almost silent words to the little reptiles, you gently scratch them with your fingertips. For a moment, time seems to stand completely still in the small room, sheltered from the stormy weather, carried only by this silent, profound display of trust.
Mid-word, Rennick suddenly stops. The tip of his ballpoint pen hovers motionlessly on the paper, right over the unfinished letter of a Cadal statistic. The absolute silence that fills the room afterward is almost tangible. His shoulders, which just moments ago were completely tense and stiff under the weight of his bureaucratic duties, visibly sink a bit lower, as if a part of the immense pressure has dropped away from him all at once. A deep, rough, and almost inaudible rumble escapes his throat—a sound that carries less anger and much more of a deep, long-awaited relief.
He lets out a quiet sigh and shakes his head slightly. This minimal movement throws the living nest on his head into a stir; the little snakes react instantly by coiling even tighter, almost protectively, around your warm fingers, savoring your proximity. With a slow, nearly ritualistic gesture, he raises his hand and uses his index finger to push his tinted glasses a fraction higher up the bridge of his nose.
He takes strict care not to turn around. The danger of accidentally looking directly at you in a thoughtless moment, and thereby unleashing the ancient, perilous heritage of his existence, is far too clear to him. Yet even without direct eye contact, his striking profile stands out sharply in the dim, warm light of the desk lamp. A tiny, barely perceptible twitch around the corners of his mouth reveals that your presence is anything but an intrusion to him.
"You're far too good to them," he rumbles at last. His deep voice, which is so often characterized by bureaucratic distance and cool authority, possesses absolutely no harshness at this moment. Instead, it sounds soft, almost a little raspy with exhaustion—and resonates with a subtle, nearly touching embarrassment. "You’re absolutely spoiling 'em rotten. If this keeps up, they’ll be dancing on ma nose before long and won't listen to a bloody word I say."
At his words, you can’t help but smile, and a warm feeling spreads through your chest. A checking glance at his head has long since revealed the truth he tries so charmingly to hide behind his grumpy facade: the snakes, which usually hiss wildly and aggressively at each other during bad moods, hectic rushes, or acute stress, are completely deeply relaxed at this moment. The usually restless, dense cluster has lost all aggression. Some of the small reptiles have nestled flat and protection-seeking against his warm scalp, while the others are visibly enjoying your gentle caresses. From the tangle, a quiet, rhythmic, and absolutely contented rattling now sounds—an unmistakable sign that they feel completely safe.
"I think they just like me better than you, boss," you tease him in a quiet, mischievous whisper.
While you speak, you bravely move your hand a bit further to a slightly larger, shimmering dark snake that has curled up just behind his left ear. Carefully, you run the pad of your thumb over its smooth head. "You only ever scold them anyway when they don't do what you want."
"I do not scold. I merely maintain the necessary discipline on this godforsaken island. And that applies without exception to all facets of ma life—including ma hair," he replies dryly, as usual.
Yet no matter how hard he tries to maintain the role of the unapproachable superior, the tiny, barely noticeable twitch in the right corner of his mouth betrays him mercilessly.
Then, something happens that makes you catch your breath for a heartbeat. With a slow, almost resigned movement, Rennick gives up a piece of his eternal need for control. He leans back a small but significant bit further, so that the backrest of his chair presses gently against your stomach. It is a silent, incredibly trusting gesture. In this moment, he completely leaves the care and soothing of his extraordinary, living pride to you.
For a precious instant, the strict bureaucrat seems to completely forget the infinite pressure of Cadal, the crushing quarterly reports, and the constant, nerve-wracking demands of the upper management. In the cozy silence of the room, there is nothing left that matters. There exists only the soft, almost silent hissing of the snakes, the comfortable warmth of the office, the roaring of the North Sea outside the window, and your hands—which might be completely turning the head of not just his little companions, but perhaps the unapproachable boss himself.