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1. Why Me? by Dyl_Pickle67

   Fandoms: Haikyuu!!  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   19 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Miya Atsumu/Sakusa Kiyoomi
   • Miya Osamu/Suna Rintarou
   • Komori Motoya/Miya Osamu/Suna Rintarou
   • Iwaizumi Hajime/Oikawa Tooru
   • Akaashi Keiji/Bokuto Koutarou
   • Hinata Shouyou/Kageyama Tobio
   • Miya Atsumu
   • Miya Osamu
   • Sakusa Kiyoomi
   • Suna Rintarou
   • MSBY Black Jackals Volleyball Team Members (Haikyuu!!)
   • Komori Motoya
   • Iwaizumi Hajime
   • Oikawa Tooru
   • Akaashi Keiji
   • Bokuto Koutarou
   • Hinata Shouyou
   • Kageyama Tobio
   • Meian Shuugo
   • Inunaki Shion
   • Adriah Thomas
   • Samson Foster
   • Trans Male Character
   • Trans Character
   • Trans Miya Atsumu
   • Miya Atsumu Needs a Hug
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Gender Dysphoria
   • Sakusa Kiyoomi is Bad at Feelings
   • Miya Osamu is a Good Sibling
   • Protective Miya Osamu
   • Supportive Miya Osamu
   • POV Miya Atsumu
   • MSBY Black Jackals Volleyball Team (Haikyuu!!)
   • Haikyuu!! Time Skip
   • No Smut
   • Depression
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Not Beta Read
   • Character Has Not Had Top Surgery
   • Miya Atsumu Has ADHD
   • theatre kid miya atsumu
   • Musical References
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • POV First Person
   • My First Fanfic
   • Miya Atsumu is a Little Shit
   • Miya Atsumu Has OCD

   Summary

   Miya Atsumu was always different. From the moment he realised he wasn't a girl. From the moment he realised he wanted, no. Needed to be a boy he was different.
   It wasn't always easy for Atsumu, he didn't cope mentally. Though he had his supportive family keeping him alive and going, especially his older twin brother Osamu.
   Atsumu's life was going well. He was on testosterone, he was a pro-volleyball played for the MSBY Black Jackals. Except there were two obstacles.

   Sakusa Kiyoomi, and the sudden feeling he wasn't "man" enough for him.

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   This fic is written by a transman, with both adhd and ocd! So majority of content will be based off of experiences I've had personally!

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,808

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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