Archive of Our Own

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Damian had always tried.

Tried to meet expectations that no one in this house had ever forced onto him. Alfred used to say when Bruce was young he would push expectations on himself too, do things he would never ask of him.

Even though Damian's always had people, family.

Family who stood beside him without hesitation. Who didn’t demand perfection, didn’t measure his worth in precision or amount of perfection. People who supported him, who encouraged him in ways other children never had the luxury of.

People who were too soft, too unstructured, the kind who would do anything for him without ever needing to think twice.

People who made him feel 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦.

Damian’s family loved him. He had never really doubted that.

But lately...things had started to feel different.

Not in a way he could explain. Just small things, moments that didn’t quite make sense. Conversations that seemed to stop too quickly when he entered a room, or answers that didn’t feel like answers at all.

He didn’t know what it meant.

Didn’t know if it even meant anything.

Maybe he was just overthinking it.

Maybe he was just tired. He seemed to get tired easily these days.

But his family loved him.

He knew that.

He did.

But for some reason, it didn’t feel as clear anymore.

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Damian wakes slowly from sleep.

Not with any sharp awareness, just a gradual drifting upward, like something pulling him from the surface of a quiet and heavy lake. For a few seconds, maybe even longer, he doesn’t move at all. He stays there, suspended in that in-between space where his thoughts aren’t fully formed yet and his body still belongs to comfortable sleep.

The first thing he slowly becomes aware of is warmth.

His blanket is heavier than it needs to be for the season, but he likes it that way. It presses down across his chest and legs in a steady, even weight, anchoring him to the mattress beneath. The sheets are soft and faintly cool where they’ve shifted during the night, and there’s a lingering trace of fabric softener—clean, familiar, something he’d never noticed most days unless he’s paying attention like this.

His breathing is slow. Even.

Then something shifts. A quiet recognition, like a clock ticking somewhere in the back of his mind, reminding him that this isn’t a day he can stay in bed.

His brow tightens slightly, and he exhales through his nose, longer this time.

“..Mm.” It’s barely a sound. More of a breath shaped into something that almost resembles a word.

His hand moves before the rest of him does.

It drags lazily up from where it’s tucked near his side, sliding over the blanket, fingers catching slightly on the fabric before continuing upward. He pushes the blanket down just enough to free his arm, and then his palm comes to rest against his face.

Warm.

His skin feels warmer than the air around him, his cheek slightly pressed from the way he’d been lying. His fingers move slowly, brushing upward along his cheekbone, over the bridge of his nose, and into his hairline.

His hair is a mess.

He can feel it immediately—the uneven strands, some flattened, others sticking up at angles that don’t make sense. His fingers drag through it, catching briefly before slipping free again. He exhales again, softer this time.

“First day.” The words are quiet, rough with sleep, spoken more into his hand than the room.

That thought settles heavier than the blanket.

His eyes open.

Not fully at first—just enough to let in a thin line of light. The room is dim, but not dark. Morning has already started creeping in through the curtains, soft and pale, casting long, muted shadows across the walls.

He blinks once. Twice.

His ceiling comes into focus slowly familiar, plain, nothing worth looking at for too long. His gaze drifts sideways instead, landing on the edge of his desk, then the chair tucked slightly too far out, then finally his clock.

The red numbers stare back at him, sharp and unignorable.

He squints.

There’s a brief moment where he considers closing his eyes again. Just for a minute. Just long enough to pretend he didn’t see it.

His fingers press a little harder into his face instead.

“Ugh.” he whines, then he lets his hand fall back onto the bed, the movement heavier now, less lazy. His body follows a second later—shoulders shifting, legs stretching slightly under the blanket. The fabric pulls and slides with him, the weight shifting as he moves.

He doesn’t sit up immediately.

Instead, he turns his head toward the window.

The curtains are slightly open—he must’ve left them like that. A thin strip of sunlight cuts through the gap, landing across the floor in a soft, golden line. Dust motes drift lazily through it, slow and unbothered, moving in a way that makes time feel like it’s stretching out longer than it actually is.

He watches them for a few seconds.

Then he sighs.

This time, he sits up.

The movement is gradual, his body resisting just enough to make it noticeable. The blanket slides down his torso as he rises, pooling around his waist before slipping further as he swings his legs over the side of the bed.

His feet hover for half a second before touching the floor.

Cool.

Not cold, not uncomfortable, but just enough of a contrast to make him pause.

His toes flex slightly against the surface, adjusting, grounding himself in the feeling. The floor is smooth beneath him, solid in a way that wakes him up more effectively than anything else so far.

He leans forward, elbows resting briefly on his knees.

His head dips, and for a moment he just sits there.

Breathing.

Thinking, but not fully forming the thoughts yet.

Then he straightens. “..Alright.”

When he stands, the room shifts with him—not physically, but in perspective.

Everything settles into place as something he has to move through now instead of something he’s observing from a distance.

His steps are slow at first, still carrying that leftover heaviness from sleep. He crosses the room without rushing, fingers brushing lightly against the edge of his desk as he passes. The surface is smooth, slightly cooler than his skin, and he drags his fingertips along it for a second longer than necessary before letting go.

The bathroom door opens with a soft click.

The light is harsher in here. Brighter. Immediate.

He squints again, turning his head slightly as his eyes adjust. The mirror catches him before he’s fully ready to look, his reflection staring back with the same half-awake expression he can feel on his face.

His hair is worse than he thought.

He winces “..Yeah, no.”

He leans closer to the sink, gripping the edge lightly. The porcelain is cool under his palms, grounding again, steady. He turns the faucet on, the sound of running water filling the quiet space instantly.

He cups his hands under it.

The water is colder than the floor was.

It makes him inhale sharply through his nose as he brings it up to his face, pressing it against his skin. The shock of it makes him wake up fully, chasing away the last of the fog lingering in his head.

He does it again. And again.

By the third time, it feels normal.

Water drips down from his jaw, tracing slow paths along his neck before disappearing into the collar of his shirt. He doesn’t bother wiping it off immediately.

Instead, he reaches for his toothbrush.

The motion is automatic, practiced to the point where he doesn’t have to think about it. Toothpaste, water, brush.

The bristles are firm, slightly rough against his teeth and gums. The mint hits a second later, sharp and clean, cutting through the last traces of sleep. He leans one hand against the counter again as he brushes, gaze drifting back up to the mirror.

He watches himself, but not closely.

Just enough to register that he’s there.

That this is happening.

His movements are steady. Normal.

The word lingers somewhere in the back of his mind, quiet but present.

He finishes, rinses, sets everything back exactly where it belongs.

Then he pauses.

For a second, his eyes flicker back to his reflection again.

There’s nothing wrong.

Nothing out of place.

Just—..it must be nothing.

“hm.” He pushes away from the sink.

Getting dressed is easier.

Faster, too—but still not rushed.

He moves back into his room, the air feeling different now that he’s awake enough to notice it properly. Cooler than the bathroom, quieter. The faint hum of the house exists somewhere beyond the walls, subtle but constant.

His closet door slides open smoothly.

He doesn’t hesitate much when picking something out—just a quick scan, then a decision. Casual. Comfortable. Something that doesn’t draw attention but still feels put together.

Fabric brushes against his fingers as he pulls pieces free, the textures different in small, noticeable ways. Softer cotton. Slightly thicker material. The familiar weight of it all settles in his hands before he changes.

The process is simple.

Shirt. Adjust the collar. Pull it down properly.

Pants. Straighten the fabric along his legs.

Each movement is deliberate, not rushed but not dragged out either.

When he’s done, he smooths his hands briefly over the front of his shirt, pressing out wrinkles that barely exist.

He glances at the mirror one more time.

Better.

Not perfect—but good enough.

He hesitates at the door.

Not long—but there was something about the moment before stepping out that felt heavier than it should. Like there’s a shift waiting on the other side, something small but important.

First day.

The thought comes back, clearer now.

He exhales.

Then he opens the door, the hallway is louder than his room.

Not too loud—but less quiet. The sounds of the house are less distant here, echoing faintly through the space instead of surrounding him directly.

His footsteps are light against the floor as he starts moving.

There’s a rhythm to it, something easy and familiar. The hallway passes by slowly, decorated in ways he’s seen a thousand times but still registers in passing—frames, small details, nothing he stops to look at but nothing he fully ignores either.

The air shifts slightly as he moves further from his room, warmer now, carrying something else with it.

A smell.

Food.

It’s faint at first, barely there—but it gets stronger with each step.

His pace slows just a little.

There are voices.

Muffled at first, blending together into something indistinct. Then clearer.

One voice is calm, steady, measured in a way that makes everything else around it feel more grounded.

Another is lighter, easier, carrying a kind of energy that leaks into the space even when it’s quiet.

There’s a third—quieter, more focused.

And another.

Familiar.

He reaches the bottom of the stairs and stops.

Just for a second.

The sounds are clearer here. The clink of dishes. The low murmur of conversation. The subtle rhythm of a morning that’s already started without him.

His hand rests lightly against the banister.

The wood is smooth under his palm, worn in a way that feels intentional, like it’s meant to be held onto.

His shoulders settle, something in him easing without him fully realizing it.

Then he starts down the stairs.

Each step quiet but solid beneath his feet.

The voices grow clearer with every step, the warmth of the kitchen reaching him fully now. The smell of food settles in around him, familiar and grounding in a way that makes the anxiety in his chest loosen just a little more.

By the time he reaches the bottom, he can hear them clearly.

Alfred.

Bruce.

Dick.

Tim.

Duke.

All there.

Damian pauses just before stepping into view, his hand brushing lightly against the wall as he steadies himself without thinking.

The house feels alive.

And for a brief moment he just stands there, listening.

He lingers just outside the kitchen for half a second longer than necessary, fingers still resting lightly against the wall, the faint hum of voices settling into something clearer now that he’s close enough to make out individual tones instead of just sound.

There’s movement inside. The quiet rhythm of morning—utensils against plates, the soft scrape of a chair, the low murmur of conversation that doesn’t demand attention but fills the space anyway.

He exhales once through his nose, straightens slightly, and steps in.

The shift is immediate.

The kitchen is brighter than the hallway, sunlight spilling in through the windows and catching on polished surfaces, on the edges of glasses, on the faint steam rising from something still warm on the counter. The air feels warmer here too, carrying the scent of breakfast—something savory, something sweet underneath it, something familiar enough that he doesn’t need to identify it.

Alfred is nearest the counter, posture straight as always, movements precise and controlled as he finishes setting something down. Bruce is seated, already halfway through coffee, the cup held loosely in one hand, gaze flicking up the second Damian enters without turning his head fully.

Tim is at the table, one leg stretched out slightly under his chair, something in his hands—phone maybe, or just something to occupy his fingers. Duke is leaning back just enough to look relaxed without actually slouching, shoulders loose, attention split between whoever’s speaking and whatever’s happening around him.

And Dick is right there.

Half-turned in his chair, like he’d been in the middle of saying something, one hand gesturing loosely as Damian steps into view. “—and I’m telling you, Blüdhaven traffic is worse when—”

He cuts off mid-sentence, grin already forming as his eyes land on Damian “There he is, took you long enough to get up.”

The energy shifts almost instantly.

Energy always radiates from Dick, Damian wouldn't say this out loud but it's one of the many things he loves about him.

He steps fully into the room, the familiar rhythm of this moment settling into place almost automatically. This is normal. This is easy.

“Wow,” Damian starts, voice still carrying that faint edge of sleep but sharpened now with something more familiar, something dry and deliberate without being cold. “You all managed to start without—”

He stops.

Not because he loses his words.

Because something doesn’t line up.

It’s small at first, something he wouldn't really notice.

Just a flicker of something out of place as his eyes move over Dick’s face, something his brain doesn’t immediately process as wrong—just different.

Then it clicks.

The words don’t come back.

Dick is smiling. Still relaxed, still leaning back slightly in his chair like nothing’s off, like this is just another morning.

But there’s a bandage along the side of his jaw. Not large. Not dramatic. But clean and deliberate, placed carefully enough that it stands out against his skin without drawing too much attention.

There’s another one near his cheekbone, smaller, partially hidden unless you’re looking directly at him.

And just beneath that a faint blister. Or maybe more than one poking out from the side of it.

It’s not severe. Not enough to make anyone panic.

But it’s there.

Clear.

Unmistakable.

Something in Damian’s chest tightens.

It’s not sharp. Not sudden. Just a quiet shift, like something settling into place in a way he doesn’t like.

His expression almost drops all at once.

The sarcasm fades first.

Then the edge.

Then the ease.

By the time he moves again, it’s gone completely.

“When did you get here?” he asks instead. The words are quieter than before. Not as soft and missing something they had a second ago.

Dick doesn’t seem to notice.

Or maybe he does, and just doesn’t react to it.

He leans back a little further in his chair, like he’s settling in. “Got in late last night. Figured I’d stick around for a bit.”

There’s a brief pause, just long enough for him to glance toward Bruce before adding, “Told you, remember?”

Bruce gives a small nod, barely looking up from his coffee. “You did.”

“Promised I’d stay a week,” Dick continues, grin returning fully now, like nothing’s off, like everything is exactly how it should be. “And—” he gestures vaguely toward Damian, “—I’m taking you to school today.”

The words land.

Normally, Damian would have something for that. A comment, something dry, something dismissive to try and hide his excitement.

He doesn’t.

Instead, his gaze flicks back to the bandage.

Then the blister.

Then back to Dick’s eyes.

“How'd that happen?” it didn't really sound like a question. He's never really liked it when Dick comes home with cuts and bruises.

The room shifts again.

Not enough to stop everything—but enough that it’s there.

Dick’s grin falters for just a fraction of a second before smoothing back into place. “It’s nothing,” he says immediately, waving it off with a small motion of his hand. “Seriously. You should see the other guy.”

There’s a faint snort from Tim at that, quiet but noticeable.

“Pretty sure the other guy is fine,” Tim mutters, not looking up from whatever’s in his hands.

Dick shoots him a look. “You don’t know that.”

“I do,” Tim replies calmly. “You literally texted me.”

“I—” Dick pauses, then shrugs. “Okay, yeah, but that was before—”

“It was after.” Tim cuts in.

There’s a beat.

“..Details,” Dick says, dismissive.

Duke huffs a quiet laugh from where he’s sitting, shaking his head slightly. “You walked into that one.”

Dick points at him. “Whatever.”

Damian doesn’t react to any of it. He’s still looking at Dick, still focused on the same thing.

The casual way it’s being brushed off doesn’t help. If anything, it makes that tight feeling in his chest settle heavier.

“You said you’re taking me to school,” Damian says, voice steady but lacking the usual sharpness.

“Yeah,” Dick nods, like this is normal, like this is easy. “Figured I’d make a good impression on your first day. Show up, be charming, embarrass you a little—”

“But you’re hurt.”

He says it again.

Same tone. Same weight.

This time, it lands a little differently.

Dick exhales through his nose, not quite a sigh, not quite frustration—just something in between. He leans forward slightly, resting his forearms against the table as he looks at Damian more directly. “It looks worse than it is,” he says. “Seriously. I’m fine, plus I'm sure it won't cause much attention.”

“How did that even happen.”

Dick’s gaze flickers, just for a second.

Then he shrugs.

“Work.”

The answer comes easily.

Too easily.

“Blüdhaven PD isn’t exactly...you know quiet,” he adds, tone light, like it’s just another story or some routine. “Things get messy sometimes.”

Damian’s eyes narrow slightly.

Not in suspicion.

In thought.

“You’re a police officer,” he says.

“Last time I checked.” Dick replies, faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.

“You shouldn’t be getting injured like this, I thought your job was supposed to be safer than that.” he adds almost sarcastically.

Dick opens his mouth to respond—

“Damian,” Bruce cuts in, voice calm, measured.

Damian doesn’t look away from Dick.

“Law enforcement is not without risk,” Bruce continues. “Even in controlled situations.”

“That doesn’t sound very controlled if he’s getting hurt.” Damian says immediately.

Bruce studies him for a moment. “It likely wasn’t. But things like that happen.”

There’s a brief silence after that.

Not heavy.

Just present.

Alfred moves quietly in the background, setting a plate down in front of an empty seat without drawing attention to it.

“Master Damian,” he says, tone as composed as ever, “your breakfast.”

Damian blinks once, like the words take a second to register.

Then he walks over to the table, and pulls out the chair beside Dick.

He sits.

The chair makes a soft sound against the floor as it settles.

For a moment, he doesn’t reach for the food.

Doesn’t even look at it.

His attention is still angled slightly toward Dick, even if he’s not staring as directly now.

Dick notices.

Of course he does.

“Hey,” he says, quieter this time, nudging Damian lightly with his elbow. “Seriously. I’m okay.”

The contact is brief.

Light.

But noticeable.

Damian glances at him, then down at the spot where their arms touched, then back up again. “You should be more careful.” he says.

It’s not sharp.

It’s not even particularly harsh.

Dick lets out a small breath, something almost like a laugh but softer. “Yeah,” he says. “I’ve been told that.”

“Frequently,” Tim adds without looking up.

“Okay, wow,” Dick shoots back. “I don’t need a panel discussion on my life choices.”

Duke smiles slightly.

There’s a faint shift in the air again.

Lighter, this time.

Damian finally looks down at his plate.

The food is warm. He can feel it faintly through the air rising from it, the scent settling in around him now that he’s closer.

He picks up his fork. The metal is cool against his fingers.

For a second, he just holds it.

Then he starts eating.

Dick leans back slightly in his chair again, like he’s trying to give Damian space without making it obvious.

“So,” he says after a moment, tone shifting back toward something easier. “First day of ninth grade.”

Damian doesn’t look up. “Yes.”

“You excited?”

“No.”

“Wow. Enthusiasm. Love it.”

Damian exhales quietly through his nose. “I'd rather do nothing then go to hell,” he says instead.

Tim snorts again, quieter this time.

Duke shakes his head slightly, a small smile pulling at the corner of his mouth.

Bruce doesn’t say anything—but his gaze flicks briefly between them, taking it all in.

Damian doesn’t respond.

But there’s the faintest shift in his posture.

Just less tense than before.

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The drive starts quietly.

Not in an awkward way. Just in that natural, early-morning silence where neither of them feel the need to fill the space immediately.

The car hums steadily beneath them, the low vibration barely noticeable but constant. The road outside is still waking up, traffic lighter than it will be in an hour, not empty but just enough movement to keep things flowing without forcing stops every few seconds.

Damian sits in the passenger seat, one arm resting against the door, fingers lightly curled where they touch the cool surface near the window.

The glass is colder than everything else.

He notices it without meaning to.

His fingertips shift slightly against it, dragging just a fraction before settling again. Outside, the city moves past in slow, familiar patterns—buildings, intersections, people walking with that half-aware morning pace, not fully rushed yet but getting there.

Dick doesn’t say anything at first.

One of his hands rests loosely on the wheel, the other tapping lightly against it in an uneven rhythm that doesn’t quite match the music playing softly through the speakers. It’s low enough to blend into the background, something present but not demanding attention.

Damian glances at him once.

Dick looks normal.

Relaxed.

Like the bandages on his face don’t exist, or at least don’t matter enough to change anything about how he moves or talks or sits behind the wheel, it technically doesn't but Damian feels like it should.

He looks away again. “..You didn’t have to take me,” he says after a minute.

His voice isn’t sharp—just quiet, casual, like he’s stating something obvious. That's because he is.

Dick snorts softly. “Wow. That’s how we’re starting this?” he says, glancing over briefly before looking back at the road. “Not even a ‘thanks for the ride,’ just straight to ‘you didn’t have to’?”

Damian shrugs slightly, shoulder brushing the side of the seat. “I could’ve gone with Dad,” he says. “Or one of his personal drivers could've taken me.”

“Yeah, you could’ve,” Dick agrees easily. “But you didn’t.”

There’s a small pause.

“Also, I wanted to.”

Damian doesn’t respond to that.

He shifts slightly in his seat instead, adjusting the way his arm rests against the door, his fingers pressing more firmly against the glass before relaxing again.

The silence settles back in for a few seconds.

“So,” Dick says after a minute, tone shifting just enough to signal he’s about to start something, “first day.”

Damian exhales through his nose. “You already said that.”

“I’m saying it again,” Dick replies. “Because it’s important.”

“It’s school.”

“It’s ninth grade,” Dick corrects. “New classes, new people, it's also important for your next few grades—”

“Same building, plus I've already passed ninth grade intelligence.” Damian cuts in.

Dick glances at him again, one eyebrow lifting slightly. “Okay, first of all, rude interruption,” he says. “Second—yeah, I know you're a genius and it's the same school, but that doesn’t mean everything’s the same.”

“It mostly does.”

“That’s not the point.”

Damian doesn’t argue further.

But the way his fingers tap once, lightly, against the door says enough.

Dick notices.

He hated how everyone in his family so observant.

“Alright,” Dick starts, easing back a little in his tone. “Let me ask you something.”

Damian doesn’t look at him. “What.”

Dick smiles slightly at that. “How many people are you actually planning on talking to this year?”

Damian’s expression doesn’t change. “I talk to people.”

Dick hums. “Do you?”

“Yes.”

“Regularly?”

Damian finally turns his head, just enough to give him a look. “I’m not antisocial.”

“I didn’t say you were,” Dick replies immediately. “I’m just saying—you don’t exactly go out of your way to—”

“I have friends.”

Dick pauses.

That’s a different tone.

Not defensive, exactly—but firmer.

“Okay,” he says after a second. “Name them.”

Damian’s gaze shifts back toward the window. “..Colin.”

Dick nods slowly. “Okay. Colin. Good start.”

There’s a brief pause. “And?” he prompts.

Damian’s fingers press slightly harder against the glass. “I talk to people in art class,” he says.

“That’s not the same as having friends.”

“It’s enough, I'm socializing.”

Dick glances at him again.

This time, he studies him a little more closely. “You don’t think you should have more than ‘enough’?” he asks.

Damian shrugs.

The movement is small, almost dismissive.

“I don’t need a lot of people.”

“That’s not what I’m saying.”

“It sounds like it.”

Dick exhales softly, one hand lifting briefly from the wheel before settling back down.

“I’m not telling you to go become, like, the most popular kid in school,” he says. “I’m just saying—it wouldn’t hurt to actually...connect with people more.”

Damian’s expression tightens slightly.

Not in anger.

Just resistance. “I do connect with people,” he says.

“Talking in class doesn’t count.”

“It does.”

“Not really.”

Damian turns his head again, this time fully, his gaze settling on Dick with a faint edge of annoyance. “You’re acting like I sit in a corner and don’t speak to anyone,” he says.

“I’m saying you could do more.”

“Well I don’t want to.”

There’s a small pause.

Dick lets that sit for a second. “Why not?”

The question is simple.

No pressure behind it.

Just curiosity.

Damian looks at him for a moment.

Then away again.

The city outside has picked up slightly—more cars now, more movement, more noise filtering faintly through the glass even with the windows closed. “It’s unnecessary and useless.” he says.

Dick tilts his head slightly. “Having friends is useless?”

“I have a friend.”

“You have one friend.”

“That’s enough.”

Dick’s fingers tap lightly against the wheel.

Uneven.

Thoughtful.

“Okay,” he says slowly. “But what about, like—group projects? Lunch? Just being around people?”

“I can handle that by myself.”

“That’s not what I meant.”

Damian exhales, quieter this time. “I don’t see the point,” he says. “People just...talk. About nothing.”

Dick huffs a small laugh. “Wow. Harsh.”

“It’s true.”

“Not always.”

“Most of the time.”

Dick glances at him again, something softer in his expression now. “Sometimes talking about nothing is better than not talking.” he says.

Damian frowns slightly. “That doesn’t even make sense.”

“It does,” Dick replies. “It’s easy. You don’t have to think too hard about it. You just—exist around someone.”

Damian’s fingers still.

Just for a second.

Then they shift again, dragging lightly against the glass. “I do that,” he says.

“Yeah,” Dick agrees. “With us.”

There’s a small pause.

“But school is different Damian.”

Damian doesn’t respond immediately.

His gaze stays fixed outside, watching as the buildings start to look more familiar, the route becoming more recognizable the closer they get. “I don’t need it to be the same,” he says finally.

Dick nods slowly. “Okay.”

The word is simple.

Not dismissive.

But he doesn’t leave it there.

“I’m still gonna say you should try,” he adds.

Damian sighs. “I do try.”

“Do you?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

Damian hesitates.

Just slightly.

“I talk to people.”

Dick smiles faintly. “We’ve already established that.”

“And it’s enough.”

“For you,” Dick says.

Another pause.

Then, a little more gently, “But it might not be for them.”

That lands differently.

Damian’s brow furrows slightly, his attention shifting—not fully to Dick, but not fully outside anymore either. “They can talk to other people,” he says.

“They probably do.”

“Then it doesn’t matter.”

Dick doesn’t answer immediately.

The car slows slightly as they approach a light, the movement smooth, controlled.

“It might matter more than you think,” he says after a moment.

Damian doesn’t respond.

Not right away.

The light turns red.

The car comes to a stop.

For a second, everything stills.

The hum of the engine. The faint sound of another car passing somewhere nearby. The distant noise of the city fully awake now.

Damian’s fingers press once more against the glass.

Then relax.

“..I’ll think about it,” he says, it’s quiet.

Dick smiles. “Hey,” he says. “That’s all I’m asking.”

The light turns green.

The car moves again.

The school comes into view not long after—familiar in a different way than the rest of the city, something more contained, more structured. There are already students outside, some standing in small groups, others walking toward the entrance, backpacks slung over shoulders, conversations overlapping in low, constant noise.

Dick slows the car as they pull up near the front. “Alright,” he says, glancing over. “Moment of truth.”

Damian looks at the building.

At the people.

At the movement.

His hand lifts from the door, fingers curling slightly before settling back into his lap. “It’s just school,” he says quietly almost to himself.

Dick huffs a quiet laugh. “Yeah,” he says. “It is.”

The car comes to a stop.

The engine is still running when Damian reaches for the door.

For a second, his hand just rests there—fingers curled loosely around the handle, not pulling yet. The interior of the car feels warmer than it did when they started driving, the air settled, familiar in a way that makes stepping out feel like more of a shift than it should.

Outside, the sound of the school bleeds faintly through the glass.

Voices. Movement. The low, constant noise of too many people in one place too early in the morning.

He exhales once.

Then pulls the handle.

The door opens with a soft click, followed by the immediate rush of cooler air slipping inside. It brushes against his face, his arms, the exposed parts of his skin, carrying with it the sharper scent of outside—pavement, morning air, something faintly metallic from the cars idling nearby.

He steps out.

One foot, then the other, his shoes hitting the ground with a quiet, solid sound. The door stays open behind him for a second longer than necessary before he reaches back and pushes it shut.

It closes with a muted thud.

For a moment, he just stands there.

The space feels bigger out here.

Louder.

Not overwhelming—but enough that it presses in at the edges of his awareness.

Students move past in loose clusters, some talking too loudly, others barely awake, their movements slower, less coordinated. There’s a rhythm to it, uneven but constant, like everything is in motion even when it doesn’t need to be.

Damian adjusts his posture slightly, shoulders settling back into something more neutral, more composed.

He turns back toward the car.

Dick is already looking at him, one arm draped casually over the steering wheel, the other resting against the open window.

“Alright,” Dick says, a small grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Try not to scare anyone on your first day back.”

Damian gives him a look. “I don’t scare people.”

“Debatable.”

“That’s not—” Damian exhales sharply through his nose, cutting himself off before the argument can fully form. “You’re exaggerating.”

“Am I?” Dick tilts his head slightly, still smiling. “Because I’m pretty sure I’ve seen at least three people rethink their entire life choices after talking to you for five minutes.”

“That sounds like their problem.”

Dick laughed softly at that.

The noise of the school fills the space between them, not enough to drown out the conversation, but enough to remind Damian that he’s still standing just outside of it.

He shifts his weight slightly, one foot pressing more firmly against the ground.

“..You should go,” he says.

Dick raises an eyebrow. “Oh, I’m being dismissed now?”

“Kinda.”

“Wow.”

Damian doesn’t respond to that.

But there’s the faintest shift in his expression—something softer, just barely there. “..Thanks,” he adds after a second.

The word is quiet.

Not forced—but not emphasized either.

Dick's expression changes just slightly—not dramatically, but enough to smooth out into something a little more genuine. “Anytime,” he says.

Another small pause.

Then, lighter again, “And hey—try talking to at least one new person today.”

Damian sighs. “I said I’d think about it.”

“I guess that counts.”

“It does.”

“I didn't say it doesn't.”

Damian shakes his head slightly. “You’re impossible.”

Then he steps back. Just enough to put a little more space between them. “I’ll see you later,” he says.

Dick nods once.

Damian hesitates for a fraction of a second.

Then turns.

The walk toward the school is short.

Shorter than it feels.

Each step brings the noise into sharper focus—the overlapping conversations, the occasional laugh, the scrape of shoes against pavement, the distant sound of something metallic being dropped and quickly picked up again.

He doesn’t rush.

But he doesn’t slow down either.

His pace is steady, deliberate, cutting through the movement without fully blending into it. People move around him without really noticing him, adjusting slightly without thinking about it, like he’s just another part of the flow.

The building looms closer with every step.

The entrance is already crowded—students gathering near the stairs, some lingering, others moving up and inside in uneven waves. The steps themselves are wide enough to handle it, but the edges are cluttered with people who don’t seem in any hurry to move.

Damian’s gaze flicks over them briefly.

Assessing.

Not judging—just looking.

Where the gaps are.

Where he can move through without getting stuck.

He adjusts his path slightly, angling toward the side where the crowd thins just enough to make things easier.

The first step is right there.

Just a few feet away.

He can already feel the shift in elevation before he even takes it, the way his body prepares for it automatically, adjusting balance, stride—

Something hits him.

Not hard.

But sudden.

A shoulder, maybe, or an arm—enough force to throw off his step for half a second, his foot landing slightly off where he intended.

His body reacts before he thinks.

Balance shifts.

Weight adjusts.

He stumbles slightly as he tries to catch himself.

His head turns immediately. “What—”

The word cuts off as he faces the person who ran into him.

They’ve already stopped.

A boy—around his age, maybe a little taller, standing just a step behind where the collision happened. His posture is awkward, slightly hunched forward like he’d tried to stop too late, one hand half-raised like he wasn’t sure what to do with it.

His expression is—

Embarrassed.

Obviously so.

“Oh—uh—sorry,” the boy says quickly.

The words come out a little too fast, slightly uneven, like he’s trying to catch up with himself. His hand lifts a little higher, then drops again, then lifts halfway again before settling awkwardly at his side.

“I wasn’t—I didn’t see—” He gestures vaguely behind him, like that explains anything.

Damian watches him for a second.

The way his gaze flickers briefly away and then back again, like he’s not sure where he’s supposed to look.

“It’s fine,” Damian says. Not irritated—but not inviting anything further either.

He turns slightly, already shifting his weight back toward the stairs.

“Wait—”

Damian pauses.

Not fully turning back.

Just enough to glance over his shoulder.

The boy looks like he immediately regrets saying it. “Oh—I just—” he starts again, then stops, then tries again. “I didn’t mean to—like—run into you like that.”

Damian blinks once. “Yeah...you already said that.”

“Right,” the boy says quickly. “Yeah. I just—”

He exhales sharply, like he’s trying to reset.

There’s a second where he looks like he’s considering just stopping.

Then—“Are you—uh—are you new?” he asks.

The question lands awkwardly.

Not wrong—just slightly off, like it wasn’t the best thing he could’ve said, but it’s what came out anyway.

Damian turns a little more this time.

Not fully.

Just enough to face him properly.

“No.” The answer is immediate.

Clear.

The boy nods quickly. “Right. Okay. Yeah, I just—I'm new here and I didn't see anyone come up to you so I thought you were a new student too.”

“That’s not unusual.”

“Yeah.”

There’s a pause.

A small one—but noticeable.

The kind where the conversation should end.

But doesn’t.

The boy shifts his weight slightly, one foot moving back half a step, then forward again. His hands hover near his sides, like he’s not sure whether to keep them still or do something with them.

“Um—what class do you have first?” he asks.

Damian’s expression tightens just slightly.

Trying to steady his annoyance.

He doesn’t want to be having this conversation.

“Art,” he says. The answer is shorter this time.

Less willing.

“Oh—cool,” the boy replies quickly. “I—uh—I have—”

He stops himself.

For a second, it looks like he’s about to keep going.

Then he hesitates.

Like he’s realizing something. “Sorry,” he says again, quieter this time. “I’m probably—keeping you.”

“Yes.”

The honesty is immediate.

Not harsh—at least, not to him.

Just direct.

The boy blinks.

Then lets out a small, awkward breath—half a laugh, half something else. “Right. Yeah. Sorry.”

Another pause.

This one longer.

Damian shifts his weight slightly again, his body already angled toward the stairs, toward the entrance, toward anything that isn’t this.

The boy notices.

“Uh—yeah. You should—go,” he says quickly, stepping back half a step to clear the path. “Sorry. Again.”

Damian nods once.

Brief.

Acknowledging.

Then he turns fully this time and starts up the stairs.

Behind him, the noise of the school swallows the moment almost immediately, folding it back into the larger rhythm of everything else happening around them.

Damian doesn’t think about it.

Not really.

Just another interaction.

Another person.

Nothing that matters.

The hallway outside the stairs spreads out into a wider corridor, and for a moment Damian just stands there, letting the flow of students pass around him.

It’s not loud in a chaotic way—just layered. Footsteps on tile, lockers opening and closing, fragments of conversation that overlap without fully connecting. A bell hasn’t rung yet, so everything still has that “in-between” feeling, like the building hasn’t fully settled into its next rhythm.

He adjusts the strap of his bag once, fingers briefly pressing into the fabric before letting go.

Art room.

The number was on his schedule, but the path itself is already starting to form in his head as he moves. Not because he’s memorized it, but because the school layout is simple enough that patterns become obvious quickly: classrooms grouped by subject, hallways branching in predictable ways, signs on the walls that don’t require much interpretation.

As he walks a few students pass him going the other direction, and someone brushes past his shoulder accidentally. There’s a quick “sorry” that he doesn’t respond to, not because he’s ignoring it, but because it doesn’t require anything further.

By the time he reaches the art corridor, the noise shifts slightly.

Less rigid. More scattered. Like sound behaves differently here. Because to Damian it does.

He slows just a fraction.

The door is open.

𝐀𝐫𝐭 𝐑𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝟏 is printed on a sign above it in block letters, slightly faded at the edges.

He steps inside.

The room is brighter than the hallway.

Not just from the windows, but from the way everything inside feels more open. Tables instead of desks. Supplies visible on shelves. Paper, paint, pencils—organized but not sterile.

There’s a faint smell of graphite and something slightly chemical, like dried paint or cleaning solution that never fully fades.

Students are already seated.

Not many yet—just enough to fill most of the tables without crowding them.

Damian scans quickly.

Not looking for anything specific. Just mapping.

He chooses a seat near the middle.

Not the front. Not the back.

Neutral.

He sits, placing his bag at his feet, then adjusts the chair slightly so it doesn’t scrape too loudly against the floor.

Around him, people are still settling in.

Some talking. Some not. One person sharpening a pencil too aggressively, like they’re trying to make a point out of it. Literally.

Damian ignores it.

He opens his sketchbook.

The paper inside is clean, untouched. That familiar blankness that most people seem to hesitate over, but he doesn’t.

A pencil rests in his hand.

He rotates it once between his fingers.

“Good morning, everyone.” a voice cuts through the room gently.

Damian looks up.

A teacher is standing near the front, holding a clipboard in one hand. She looks to be in her late thirties or early forties, calm posture, hair tied back in a way that suggests practicality more than style.

“Miss Eliza Hart,” she says, writing something quickly on the board behind her. “You can call me Miss Hart.”

She turns slightly toward the class. “Today, we’re keeping things simple. I want you to draw an animal. Any animal you like. Focus less on detail, more on form.”

A few students react quietly—some relieved, some unsure.

“Doesn’t have to be perfect,” she adds. “Just observe and translate what you see onto paper.”

Damian’s gaze drops back to his sketchbook.

An animal.

That’s simple enough.

His mind doesn’t search for long.

𝘛𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘴.

The idea comes immediately, without effort.

When he begins his pencil moves lightly.

He doesn’t press hard into the page at first—just enough pressure to leave a faint structure, lines that can be adjusted without commitment. The shape starts to form gradually, not as a full figure but as a suggestion of one.

He doesn’t overthink proportions.

Just placement.

Head. Body. Legs.

Soft curves rather than sharp definition.

A few lines for structure, then he pauses briefly, eyes flicking between the imagined image in his head and what’s appearing on the page.

He corrects when he knows something is wrong bit he erases nothing yet.

Just adjusts.

The sketch remains simple. Minimal but intentional.

Around him, other students are working differently. Some are pressing too hard. Some are already erasing repeatedly. One person across the room sighs loudly like the pencil is personally offending them.

Damian doesn’t look up again.

The image takes shape under his hand.

Not perfect, a sketch never needed to be perfect.

The only thing that matters is recognizing what someone is drawing just by sketch, even if it's only simple shapes.

Large, steady frame. Relaxed posture. Something in the angle of the head that suggests familiarity rather than tension.

Damian pauses for a moment, pencil hovering just above the page.

Then he adds a few final lines.

Nothing extra.

Just enough.

A tap lands lightly on his shoulder.

Not forceful.

Just unexpected enough to break his focus.

Damian stops immediately. His pencil lifts from the page and he turns his head.

A girl is standing beside him.

She looks slightly surprised that he turned so quickly, like she expected a slower reaction. Her posture is a little uncertain, but her expression is anything but.

It’s...impressed.

Not subtle about it either.

Her eyes are fixed on his sketchbook.

“Wait,” she says, leaning just slightly to see better. “Did you—did you just draw that?”

Damian doesn’t respond immediately.

He looks at her.

Then at his sketch.

Then back at her.

“Yes.”

Her expression brightens instantly.

“That’s—” she hesitates, like she’s trying to find the right word, “—that’s actually really good.”

Damian blinks once.

It’s not that he’s unused to people reacting to his work.

It’s just...usually not like this.

“You barely used any lines,” she continues, still looking at the page like she’s trying to understand it. “How did you make it look like that with so little detail?”

“It doesn’t need more,” Damian says.

The answer is simple.

Not dismissive.

Just factual.

She stares at him for a second longer.

Then laughs quietly—not mocking, just surprised.

“I spend like twenty minutes overworking everything,” she admits, pointing vaguely at her own blank page. “And you just...do that?”

Damian glances at her paper briefly.

It’s still mostly empty.

He doesn’t comment on it.

Instead, he looks back at his sketchbook and lightly adjusts one line near the leg, barely changing anything. “It’s just observation, and referencing memory.” he says.

“That doesn’t make it less impressive,” she replies immediately.

There’s a pause.

Damian doesn’t really know what to do with that.

So he doesn’t do anything.

The girl seems to notice the lack of response and shifts slightly, suddenly more aware of herself.

“Oh—sorry,” she says quickly, stepping back a little. “I didn’t mean to interrupt or anything. I just—your drawing stood out.”

“It’s fine,” Damian says.

The conversation, if it can even be called that, doesn’t continue after that.

She hesitates for another second, then gives a small nod like she’s decided not to push further. “Anyway yeah,” she says awkwardly. “Sorry again.”

Then she walks back to her seat.

Damian watches her go for a moment.

Then looks back down.

His pencil rests lightly against the page.

He continues.

The rest of the class passes quietly.

Not in silence—but in a way where nothing demands attention. Just the sound of drawing, occasional movement, the teacher walking between tables and giving small comments to students without interrupting their focus.

Miss Hart stops briefly near Damian’s table.

She looks at his sketch.

“Good use of structure,” she says simply. “Keep that clarity.”

Then she moves on.

Damian gives a small nod without looking up fully.

Time passes in a way that doesn’t feel divided into clear segments.

Just progression.

Line by line, the sketch finishes itself.

Eventually, he stops.

Not because he’s unsure.

But because there’s nothing else to add.

The bell rings.

It’s sudden, cutting through the room with a sharp, collective signal that shifts everything at once.

Chairs scrape.

Papers shuffle.

Conversations begin before people are even fully standing.

Damian closes his sketchbook. He places the pencil back where it belongs, gathers his bag, and stands.

The room around him starts to dissolve into movement.

He doesn’t join the rush immediately, he just waits a second for space to oopen naturally.

The hallway feels louder than it did before.

Not by much, but enough that Damian notices the difference almost immediately as he steps out of the art room, he's never really liked loud noises.

The bell has shifted everything into motion. What had been scattered movement before is now directional and urgent in a way that presses people forward whether they want to move or not.

Lockers slam.

Voices overlap.

Footsteps quicken.

Damian adjusts the strap of his bag once more, fingers tightening briefly before relaxing as he steps into the flow.

He doesn’t stop to check his schedule again.

He already knows where he’s going.

English.

The corridor leading toward that side of the building is narrower, forcing people closer together. Shoulders brush. Someone laughs too loudly just ahead of him. Another person nearly walks backward into him while trying to talk to someone behind them.

Damian shifts around it without breaking movement. His movements stay controlled, avoiding contact rather than reacting to it.

The classroom door is open by the time he gets there. A few students are already inside and more are filtering in.

The english room is smaller than the art room.

More contained.

Rows of desks instead of tables. A whiteboard at the front. Books stacked neatly on a side shelf that looks like it’s been organized too many times.

The air feels different here too.

Less open.

Damian’s gaze sweeps once across the room.

Colin.

He’s already seated, one leg hooked loosely around the side of his chair, leaning back just slightly as he scrolls through something on his phone. He looks up almost immediately, like he sensed Damian walking in before actually seeing him.

His expression shifts the second their eyes meet.

“Hey,” Colin says, straightening slightly in his chair.

Damian walks over without changing pace. “Hi.”

He drops his bag beside the desk next to Colin’s and sits down, adjusting the chair again just enough so it doesn’t scrape too loudly against the floor.

For a second, neither of them says anything.

Not awkward.

Just normal.

Colin leans back again, glancing briefly toward the front of the room before looking back at Damian. “First class already over?” he asks.

“Yes.”

“How was it?”

“Fine.”

Colin huffs a quiet laugh. “That sounds like it was thrilling.”

Damian shrugs slightly. “It was art.”

“That doesn’t answer anything.”

“It was still fine.”

Colin studies him for a second. Then he smirks a little. “Did you draw something?”

“Yes.”

“What?”

“A dog.”

Colin tilts his head. “..That’s it? Just ‘a dog’?”

Damian glances at him. “It was Titus.”

There’s a brief pause.

Then Colin’s expression shifts again—this time into something more amused. “Oh,” he says. “Okay, that makes more sense.”

Damian doesn’t respond.

Colin leans forward slightly now, resting his elbows against the desk. “So,” he starts, tone changing just a little, “my foster parents are back from their trip.”

Damian’s attention shifts back to him immediately. “They are?”

“Yeah,” Colin nods. “They got back late last night.”

There’s something different in his voice now. “They brought me back something,” he adds.

Damian tilts his head slightly. “What?”

Colin pulls his phone up again, tapping the screen a couple of times before turning it toward Damian.

A picture.

It’s a sketchbook.

Not new—but well-made. The cover is worn just enough to show it’s meant to be used, not displayed. “They said they saw it at some small shop,” Colin explains. “Thought I’d like it.”

Damian studies the image for a second. “Well it looks like they were right.”

Colin smiles a little at that. “Yeah,” he says. “They usually are.”

Damian looks back at Colin. “They sound good.”

Colin’s expression softens slightly. “They are,” he says. “Like—really good.”

He leans back again, one hand lifting to rub briefly at the back of his neck. “It’s still kind of weird sometimes,” he admits. “Not in a bad way. Just y'know different.”

Damian doesn’t interrupt.

“They 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 ask about my day,” Colin continues. “Like—specific things. Not just ‘how was school’. They’ll ask about classes, or something I said the day before, or..” He trails off slightly, then shrugs. “Stuff like that.”

Damian listens.

“They remember things too,” Colin adds, a little quieter now.

There’s something in that sentence that lingers.

Damian notices it. “That’s good,” he says.

Colin nods. “Yeah.”

Another pause.

Then Colin glances at him again, something more curious in his expression now. “What about you?” he asks.

Damian’s brow furrows slightly. “What about me?”

“Your family,” Colin clarifies. “You’ve got, like—what, a full house?”

Damian exhales softly through his nose. “Sadly.”

Colin smiles faintly. “That sounds chaotic.”

“It can be.”

Colin shifts again, resting his chin briefly against his hand. “So what was the whole thing you mentioned before?” he asks. “About them wanting you to do something?”

Damian’s expression changes slightly. “They want me to "socialize" more,” he says.

Colin blinks. “That’s it?”

“Yes.”

“That’s not even bad.”

“I didn’t say it was bad.”

“You’re acting like it is.”

Damian looks at him. “I just don’t see the point.”

Colin laughs quietly at that.

“I don't.” Damian insists. “I already talk to people.”

“Do you?”

“Yes.”

Colin tilts his head slightly, studying him in a way that’s not judgmental—just curious. “Outside of class?” he asks.

Damian pauses.

Just slightly.

“..Sometimes.”

Colin’s smile shifts into something a little more knowing. “Right.”

Damian narrows his eyes slightly. “What?”

“Nothing,” Colin says quickly, holding up a hand like he’s backing off. “I’m just saying—it wouldn’t kill you.”

Damian exhales. “I don’t see the point.”

Colin leans forward again, more engaged now. “The point is you might actually talk to someone you like.” he says.

“I already like...some people.”

“You tolerate people.”

“It’s basically the same thing.”

“It's really not.”

Colin raises an eyebrow. “But still—you never know unless you try.”

Damian’s fingers tap lightly once against the desk. “I mean—I do try.”

“How?”

“I talk to people.”

Colin stares at him for a second, then shakes his head, smiling. “That’s not enough and you know it.”

Damian doesn’t respond.

Not immediately.

Colin leans back again, giving him space without fully dropping the conversation. “I’m not saying you need a hundred friends,” he says. “Just more than one.”

Damian glances at him. “I have you.”

Colin pauses.

The words land a little differently than the rest of the conversation. “Yeah,” he says after a second, quieter now. “You do.”

There’s a brief silence after that.

“Well, I’m still gonna say your family has a point,” Colin adds, tone lightening again.

Damian sighs. “They usually do.”

“That sounds like a complaint.”

“It is.”

Colin grins slightly. “Yeah, but you don’t hate it.”

Damian doesn’t answer that.

The classroom door opens fully then the teacher walks in.

Conversations drop almost immediately.

The teacher moves to the front, setting down a stack of papers and glancing briefly around the room. “Alright,” she says. “Let’s get started.”

Damian shifts slightly in his seat, posture straightening just enough to signal attention without stiffness.

Colin does the same beside him, though less precisely.

The lesson begins.

Notes, discussion, small assignments.

Damian follows easily.

Not because it’s simple—but because it makes sense.

Time moves differently here.

More segmented.

More defined.

At one point, Colin leans slightly toward him. “Hey,” he whispers. “Did you actually consider what they said?”

Damian doesn’t look at him. “Maybe.”

Colin smiles faintly. “Progress.”

Damian doesn’t respond, but his fingers tap once lightly against the desk again.

The rest of the class passes without interruption.

The bell rings again.

Chairs scrape.

Voices rise.

The day continues.

____________________

The ride home feels different.

Nothing obvious enough to point at—but there’s a subtle shift in the air compared to the morning. The city is louder now, fuller, the roads carrying more weight in the form of cars, voices, movement layered over movement.

Damian sits in the back seat.

Alfred drives.

The interior of the car is quieter than the outside world, the sounds of traffic softened into a distant, steady hum. The leather beneath Damian’s hands is smooth, slightly warmed from the afternoon heat filtering through the windows earlier, though it’s cooled now under the steady circulation of air.

His bag rests beside him, one strap twisted slightly where he’d dropped it without looking.

He doesn’t fix it.

Instead, his fingers rest lightly against the seam of the seat, tracing it absentmindedly, feeling the slight dip where the stitching runs through.

He’s not tired.

Not really.

But there’s a heaviness in his body that wasn’t there this morning—not exhaustion, just the weight of a full day settling into him.

School had been...fine.

The word repeats in his head, the same one he’d used earlier.

It still fits.

Nothing had gone wrong. Nothing had stood out enough to shift the day into something memorable. Conversations had happened. Classes had passed. Time had moved the way it was supposed to.

And yet—

He exhales quietly through his nose.

“How was your day, Master Damian?” Alfred’s voice is calm, steady, cutting gently through the quiet without disrupting it.

Damian shifts slightly, his fingers pausing against the seat before relaxing again. “Fine,” he says.

There’s a small pause.

Alfred hums softly, not dismissive, just acknowledging. “I see.”

The car turns smoothly at an intersection, the motion barely noticeable except for the slight shift in pressure against Damian’s side.

“Your first day back, and ‘fine’ is all I am granted?” Alfred continues, tone light.

Damian glances toward the front, though Alfred’s eyes remain on the road. “It wasn’t bad,” Damian adds after a second.

“Ah,” Alfred says. “An improvement.”

Damian doesn’t respond immediately.

He shifts his posture slightly instead, leaning back more fully into the seat, letting his head rest briefly against it. The material is firm, supportive, grounding in a way he doesn’t think about unless he focuses on it. “It was normal,” he says finally.

Alfred nods once, subtle.

Damian watches the back of Alfred’s seat for a moment.

“Dick talked too much this morning,” he says.

Alfred’s mouth curves faintly. “Master Richard does tend to do that.”

“He said I need to ‘socialize more’.”

“And do you disagree?”

“Yes.”

The answer is immediate.

Alfred’s expression doesn’t change, but there’s something in the slight tilt of his head that suggests interest rather than surprise. “And why is that?”

Damian’s fingers press lightly into the seat again. “Because I already do.”

“Of course.”

“I have friends.”

“I’m certain you do.”

Damian narrows his eyes slightly, even though Alfred can’t see it. “You don’t sound very convinced.”

“That's not true,” Alfred replies smoothly. “I merely suspect,” he continues, “that your definition of ‘socializing’ may differ slightly from others.”

Damian exhales softly, something just short of a sigh. “I talked to people,” he insists.

“Mm.”

“And I already have a friend.”

“Master Colin,” Alfred says, without hesitation.

Damian pauses. “..Yes.”

Alfred nods once, satisfied. “A good young man, from what I understand.”

“He is.”

There’s a brief silence after that.

Comfortable.

The car continues moving, the rhythm of the road steady beneath them. Outside, the buildings begin to shift into more familiar territory, the route home settling into something Damian recognizes without needing to think about it.

“Master Jason and Miss Cassandra may be visiting soon.”

The words are casual.

Almost too casual.

Damian’s fingers still just for a second.

Then they shift again, slower this time.

“Do you know when?” he asks.

“Within the next few days, I believe,” Alfred replies. “Master Jason's schedule has been...unpredictable, but he mentioned the possibility earlier.”

Damian’s gaze shifts toward the window. The glass reflects faint shapes of passing buildings, blurred slightly by motion.

“Are they staying long?” he asks.

“That has not yet been determined.”

Damian nods once.

It’s small.

But there’s a shift in him—barely noticeable, something that settles just beneath the surface.

He doesn’t say anything else about it.

But the thought stays.

Jason.

He doesn’t remember much from when he was younger. He doesn't really visit anymore much outside of some holidays and he never shows up at galas.

But Jason has always been...present.

In stories. In conversations. In the way the house shifts slightly when he visits.

It’s different.

Not bad.

Just...different.

Cass visits more frequently, but she never stays long.

Damian misses them, though he'll likely rather die than tell them that. Jason's ego is high enough already.

The car slows as they approach the manor.

The gates open smoothly, familiar and quiet in their movement. The gravel beneath the tires makes a soft, steady sound as they pull up toward the entrance.

By the time the car comes to a stop, the world outside feels quieter again.

Alfred turns off the engine.

The hum disappears, leaving a brief silence in its place.

“We have arrived,” Alfred says.

Damian nods once, already reaching for his bag. “Thank you,” he adds, quieter.

Alfred smiles slightly.

Damian opens the door.

The air outside is cooler than it had been earlier, the late afternoon beginning to soften into evening. It brushes against his skin as he steps out, carrying the faint scent of the grounds—grass, stone, something clean and familiar.

He closes the door behind him.

The steps up to the entrance are easy, automatic. His body doesn’t hesitate, doesn’t slow—just follows the path it knows.

Inside, the manor feels the same as always.

Quiet.

Structured.

𝘚𝘢𝘧𝘦.

The door closes behind him with a soft click, sealing off the outside noise almost completely.

Damian adjusts the strap of his bag once as he walks, his steps light against the floor.

He doesn’t stop.

Doesn’t check for anyone else.

He goes straight to his room.

The door opens smoothly, the familiar space settling around him immediately. The air is still, undisturbed, exactly as he left it that morning.

He drops his bag near his desk. It lands with a soft thud, the strap falling loosely against the side.

For a second, he just stands there.

Then he exhales.

The day presses off him in a quiet wave—not overwhelming, just enough that he feels the difference between being out there and being here.

Home.

His fingers move to the hem of his shirt, pulling it up and over his head in one smooth motion. The fabric slides against his skin, warm from wear, before he drops it onto the bed without looking.

Shoes. Socks. The rest of his clothes, removed with the same movements practiced and unhurried.

By the time he’s done, the room feels cooler against his skin.

He doesn’t linger.

He moves toward the bathroom.

The light flicks on, brighter than the room behind him, filling the space instantly.

The mirror is there.

But he doesn’t look at it right away.

Instead, he steps toward the sink, turning the water on. The sound fills the room, the stream clear as it hits the basin.

He rests his hands on the edge of the counter. The porcelain is cool beneath his palms.

For a second, he just stands there.

Breathing.

Then his gaze lifts.

It happens naturally.

Not intentional.

Just a shift.

His reflection stares back at him.

Same as this morning.

Same posture. Same face. Same—

His eyes narrow slightly.

Something is off.

It’s small. So small he almost doesn’t catch it.

At first, he thinks it’s just the lighting.

The way the overhead light hits his hair differently than the softer light from his room. Shadows fall in slightly different places, strands catching brightness in uneven ways.

He leans forward slightly.

Just a little.

His fingers lift, brushing lightly through his hair near his temple.

There.

He pauses.

His hand stills.

A single strand.

White.

Bright, but not obvious unless you’re looking for it.

But it’s there.

Thin.

Sharp against the darker brown strands around it.

Damian blinks once.

Then again.

He tilts his head slightly, trying to catch it from a different angle, like maybe it’ll disappear if he looks at it differently.

It doesn’t.

His fingers move again, slower this time, separating the strands carefully until he isolates it completely.

There’s no mistaking it.

“..What?” It barely comes out. More air than sound.

His eyes stay fixed on it.

He doesn’t move at first.

Doesn’t blink.

Like if he just looks at it long enough, it’ll correct itself—shift back into something that makes sense.

It doesn’t.

His fingers lift slowly, almost hesitant, before brushing into his hair again, isolating the strand more carefully this time. He pulls it forward just enough to see it clearly.

It’s real.

Not a trick of the light.

Not something reflective.

Actually there.

His grip tightens slightly.

“..That’s—”

He stops.

Because he doesn’t have a word for it that feels right.

It shouldn’t be there

Not for any reason he can think of.

His brows pull together.

He lets the strand slip from his fingers.

It falls back into place, blending just enough to almost disappear again—but not completely.

Now that he’s seen it, he can’t not see it.

His gaze lingers on his reflection.

Scanning.

Looking for anything else out of place.

There isn’t.

Everything else is the same.

Exactly the same.

That almost makes it worse.

“..Weird,” he says under his breath. The word is quiet. Flat. More observation than reaction.

He leans back a little, like distance might help somehow.

It doesn’t.

His eyes flick back to where the strand sits again.

Still there.

Still wrong.

For a second, he considers pulling it out.

Just removing it. Getting rid of it entirely.

The thought fades almost as quickly as it comes.

That wouldn’t explain anything.

Wouldn’t fix anything.

It would just be gone.

And he’d still be left with the question.

His jaw tightens slightly. “..It’s probably nothing.” This time, it sounds more like a decision than a guess.

Not fully convinced.

Just choosing not to dig into it.

He watches himself for one second longer.

Then turns away.

The mirror falls out of view.

The water is still running.

He steps forward, adjusting the temperature slightly, watching the steam shift as the heat settles again. His hand moves under the stream, testing it, focusing on the sensation—something immediate, something real.

Something that makes sense.

The water ran over his hands for another few seconds before Damian finally shut it off.

The silence returned immediately.

Not complete silence—there was always something. The faint hum of the ventilation system. The distant creak of old pipes somewhere in the manor. The muffled sounds of people existing beyond the bathroom door.

Normal sounds.

Familiar sounds.

Damian stared at the sink for a moment longer before shaking his head.

A white streak.

One.

That was all.

People got white hairs all the time.

Probably.

Maybe.

He wasn't actually sure.

With a final glance toward the mirror that he deliberately didn't linger on, Damian stepped toward the shower.

The hot water helped.

At least a little.

The ache behind his eyes softened as steam filled the bathroom, easing some of the tension he'd been carrying all day.

School had been exhausting.

He washed quickly, wanting little more than to crawl into bed and forget the day had happened.

By the time he stepped out of the shower, the bathroom was filled with steam.

The mirror had fogged over completely, hiding his reflection beneath a layer of white haze. Damian found himself staring at it for a second anyway.

Then he looked away.

He dried his hair thoroughly, changed into a loose t-shirt and sweatpants, and forced himself through the rest of his evening routine. Brushing his teeth felt strangely exhausting. Even standing in front of the sink required more effort than it should have.

He splashed cool water onto his face one final time before shutting off the bathroom light.

The darkness returned instantly.

Damian stepped back into his room and quietly closed the door behind him.

The day felt distant already.

His room was dark when he returned.

The soft glow of his bedside lamp cast warm light across the floor.

Damian barely paid attention.

He crossed the room, dropped onto his mattress, and immediately sank into the blankets with a relieved sigh.

The bed shifted beneath him.

Soft.

Warm.

Comfortable.

For the first time all day, his shoulders relaxed.

School was over.

No homework due tomorrow. No responsibilities demanding his attention.

Just rest.

His eyes drifted shut.

The events of the day floated lazily through his mind.

Damian opened his eyes to stare at the ceiling.

A quiet scratching sound came from the hallway.

Then another.

Then the unmistakable sound of a large dog pushing a door open.

Damian smiled despite himself.

The enormous Great Dane stepped into the room with all the confidence of someone who believed he owned the manor.

Which, honestly, he probably did.

Titus crossed the room without hesitation before approaching the bed.

His tail thumped once.

Twice.

Damian lifted a hand. Titus immediately shoved his head underneath it.

"Subtle."

Titus ignored the comment. Damian scratched behind his ears anyway.

The dog's eyes closed in obvious satisfaction. A minute later, Titus apparently decided this wasn't enough.

With all the grace of a falling building, he climbed partially onto the bed and promptly dropped his weight across Damian's legs.

Damian let out an offended noise. "Titus."

The dog remained completely unmoved.

"Titus."

Nothing.

The Great Dane sighed contentedly and settled further into pplace

A tail thumped against the mattress.

Once.

Twice.

Damian rolled his eyes but he didn't push him away.

The warmth of Titus's weight settled comfortably over his legs, grounding him in a way he hadn't realized he needed.

Eventually, with Titus snoring softly at the foot of the bed, Damian's eyes drifted closed.

Tomorrow would make more sense.