Adult Content Warning

This work could have adult content. If you continue, you have agreed that you are willing to see such content.

• Yes, Continue
• No, Go Back

If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Yes, Continue", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again.

1. Depends on me by Balls_licker69

   Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M, F/F
   • Complete Work

   06 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Andrea Kimi Antonelli/Oliver Bearman
   • Oliver Bearman & Gabriel Bortoleto
   • Oliver Bearman/Gabriel Bortoleto
   • Oliver Bearman
   • Andrea Kimi Antonelli
   • Gabriel Bortoleto
   • Angst
   • Guilt
   • The Author Regrets Everything
   • Author Is Not Religious
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • Complicated Relationships
   • LGBTQ Themes
   • LGBTQ Character
   • Islam
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Andrea Kimi Antonelli Loves Oliver Bearman
   • Female Oliver Bearman
   • Female Gabriel Bortoleto
   • Self-Harm
   • Pain
   • The author made this to feel better about herself
   • Cry for help
   • Crying
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Based on a True Story
   • Feeling of guilt
   • Teen Angst
   • Alternate Universe - Middle School
   • Alternate Universe - No Girlfriends/No Wives
   • disgust
   • The author is not proud of her actions
   • Oliver Bearman is self insert character
   • Oliver Bearman is Not a Driver
   • Andrea Kimi Antonelli is Not a Driver
   • Gabriel Bortoleto is not a driver
   • Failed attempt
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Religious Guilt
   • Religion
   • Punching yourself

   Summary

   Your Dreams are finally becoming true, but that one feeling is making it worse. You're in a relationship with a guy, but your heart is yearning for a girl that doesn't want you in a romantic way.

   You love your boyfriend, but the feelings of guilt won't go...

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,615

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   2

   Kudos:

   4

   Hits:

   145