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1. Melts all your Memories and Change into Gold by tropicalpanda

   Fandoms: Figure Skating RPF  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Ilia Malinin/Mikhail Shaidorov
   • Ilia Malinin
   • Mikhail Shaidorov
   • Anxiety
   • Self Confidence Issues
   • Post 2026 Olympic Mens Free
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Porn with Plot
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Love Confessions
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Blow Jobs
   • Anal Fingering
   • Fingers in Mouth
   • Anal Sex
   • Making Love
   • Switch Ilia Malinin
   • Bottom Ilia Malinin
   • Switch Mikhail Shaidorov
   • Top Mikhail Shaidorov
   • theres a bit of both in this story
   • Lots of Crying

   Summary

   “I’m sorry.” He shifts uncomfortably, staring at his lap as he blinks hard, praying no tears will fall. Any second now Misha is going to ask him to leave, tell him he’s too much and yet still not enough.
   A warm hand settles on Ilia’s cheek. “I’m fine,” Misha repeats softly. “I’m ready if you are?” He poses it like a question, as if the choice is Ilia’s to make. Ilia doesn’t know how he feels about that. All he knows is his chest still aches and he’s scared he’s going to cry again if he looks at Misha any longer.
   ~~~~~~
   Ilia feels utterly shattered after the Olympic Free. Misha's kisses may be the only thing putting him back together.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Golden Boy

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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