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1. To Have and Not to Hold by has2be

   Fandoms: Thai Actor RPF  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/F
   • Complete Work

   20 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Bonnie Pattraphus Borattasuwan/Emi Thasorn Klinnium
   • Bonnie Pattraphus Borattasuwan
   • Emi Thasorn Klinnium
   • Film Rachanun Mahawan
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Cheating
   • Compulsory Heterosexuality
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Oral Sex
   • Semi-Public Sex
   • Scissoring
   • Smut
   • Angst
   • Alternate Universe
   • Friends with Benefits
   • Ambiguous Relationships
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Homophobia
   • Face-Sitting

   Summary

   Bonnie has been with her boyfriend, Sean, for three years. When she laid eyes on Emi, the intensity of the woman's gaze left her confused and unable to forget her.

   After Emi approaches her at a bar, they begin an affair that forces Bonnie to reconcile with the fact that she's not the perfect straight daughter she'd previously believed.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   24,475

   Chapters:

   12/12

   Comments:

   40

   Kudos:

   193

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