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1. it's hard to swallow, but tommorow we'll start anew by bakedcarroot

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   23 Jul 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Scott Hunter (Game Changers)
   • Troy Barrett
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
   • Men Crying
   • Sad Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Shane Hollander Needs Therapy
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • i am shane he is me we are one
   • probably ooc but this is fanfiction so who cares
   • The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known
   • Mental Health Issues
   • will add tags pertaining to each chapter as i go
   • 5+1 Things
   • might become a 3+1 things if i run out of ideas
   • Shane Hollander Has OCD
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Panic Attacks
   • Guilt

   Summary

   5 times Shane is consumed by his own mind + 1 time he finds his balance

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   English

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