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1. The First Cut (Is The Deepest) by Strawberrywaltz

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • F/M, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   27 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Bobby Nash
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Bobby Nash
   • Athena Grant
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Alternate Universe - Soulmates
   • Prologue
   • Minor Character Death
   • Canonical Character Death
   • set in season one
   • Depressed Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Whump
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug
   • Bobby Nash Acting as Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parental Figure
   • Worried Bobby Nash
   • Protective Bobby Nash
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Warning: Dr. Wells (9-1-1 TV)
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • Non-Consensual Touching
   • Non-Graphic Rape/Non-Con

   Summary

   He’d waited for this day his entire life. For one fleeting moment he thought he might finally know what it feels like to be loved. It happened so quickly. So suddenly. Then, within the next breath, it was over. It ended before it even had the chance to begin.

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   On a call Buck meets his soulmate seconds before they die.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Try To Love Again

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,704

   Chapters:

   2/3

   Comments:

   26

   Kudos:

   46

   Bookmarks:

   6

   Hits:

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