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Raw Instinct and a Refusal to Lose (1864)

Summary:

September 2, 1864, Hamilton residence, Atlanta, Georgia

When Melanie goes into labor, Scarlett looks for help and finds none—so she becomes a soldier.

Notes:

Scarlett married Melanie's brother, Charles, as revenge for Melanie marrying Ashley, unaware of his womanizing ways. Melanie had accepted her quickly, but it's taken three years for Scarlett to truly see Melanie as someone special. Not as a sister, but *soemthing*. She has the chance to leave with Rhett, and again with Melanie’s Aunt Pitty, but she stays—even after her husband dies (July 1861) and her son is born (Feb 1862).

Melanie is now 21; Scarlett is now 19

[Posting in honor of what would be my mama's 57th birthday, so I'm only posting in fandoms she liked/would've liked]

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The heavy, oppressive heat of a Georgia September hangs thick inside the Hamilton residence, smelling of dust, cheap cologne, and the distinct, metallic tang of blood and sweat. Outside, the world is ending. The rhythmic, earth-shaking thud of Yankee siege guns has ceased, replaced by an even more terrifying sound: the chaotic, desperate retreat of General Hood’s defeated Confederate Army. Inside the dim hallway, nineteen-year-old Scarlett O'Hara stands frozen. Her stays are cut tight, her breath coming in shallow, ragged gasps. Upstairs, Melanie—twenty-one, frail, and bleeding—cries out again. It is a weak, animal sound that claws at Scarlett’s nerves.

 

"Prissy!" Scarlett’s voice cracks, sharp as a whip crack in the stifling air. She grabs the young slave girl by the shoulder, shaking her hard. "Go get Dr. Meade. Run, you lazy thing! Tell him Miss Melly’s time has come!"

 

Prissy’s eyes roll back, showing rings of whites, her face slick with terror. "Lawsy, Miss Scarlett, I done went to the car-shed. Dr. Meade, he can't come! He dynamically yelled at me, sayin' there's thousands of dyin' boys at the depot and he can't leave 'em for no one n*gger baby!"

 

Scarlett’s heart thuds violently against her ribs. The doctor isn't coming. The reality settles over her like a suffocating blanket. She can hear the distant, terrifying screams of mutilated men drifting up from the railway station. "Then you'll have to help me," Scarlett breathes, her fingers digging deeper into Prissy's arm. "You said you knew all about midwifery! You boasted about it all summer!"

 

Prissy bursts into loud, hysterical wails, dropping to her knees and clutching Scarlett’s skirts. "I lied, Miss Scarlett! I don't know nothin' 'bout birthin' babies! I ain't never seen it done, I swear to God!"

 

A sick wave of nausea washes over Scarlett. She looks toward the front door. The road outside is a churning river of red dust, retreating soldiers, and panicked civilians. She could leave. Rhett Butler had offered her a way out just yesterday, his dark eyes mocking yet heavy with an invitation to flee. Aunt Pittypat had already packed her china and skedaddled to Macon weeks ago, begging Scarlett to come along. Scarlett looks down at her own hands, trembling and pale. Charles is dead—felled by measles before he ever fired a shot in 1861. Her two-year-old son, Wade Hampton, is hiding beneath the dining room table at this very moment, clutching a wooden horse.

 

She has every reason to run. She has a son to save. She doesn't even like Melanie—or at least, that is the lie she has told herself for three long years. She had married Charles in a fit of spite, a desperate, childish revenge because Melanie was marrying Ashley Wilkes, the only man Scarlett fancied she loved. She had expected to hate Melanie. She had expected a rival. Instead, Melanie had opened her arms with a fierce, unconditional devotion that baffled and irritated Scarlett. For three years, while the South burned, Melanie had looked at Scarlett as if she hung the moon. And slowly, imperceptibly, the irritation had morphed into something heavy, terrifying, and profoundly intimate. It isn't sisterhood. It is a magnetic, desperate tether. Melanie is the only anchor left in a world that is dissolving into ash.

 

Another agonizing scream echoes from the upper floor—a sharp gasp, then a low, whimpering groan that sounds like a dying animal. *Scarlett, please...* Scarlett closes her eyes. If she leaves, Melanie dies. If she stays, she might die too. But as Melanie's whimpers fade into a breathless silence, Scarlett realizes with absolute, staggering clarity: she cannot live in a world where Melanie Hamilton does not exist. She is entirely on her own.

 

Something shifts inside Scarlett O'Hara. The frantic, spoiled girl from Tara—the one who wept over spoiled dresses and pouted for compliments—wears away in a single heartbeat, stripped like dead bark from a tree. She releases Prissy, shoving the crying girl aside with a cold, detached strength. Her chin goes up. Her green eyes, usually flashing with petulance or flirtation, narrow into hard, brilliant emeralds. She draws a long, deep breath of the hot, smoke-tainted air, and a strange, icy calm settles over her. There is a steel-willed survivor waking up beneath her corsets, born from sheer necessity and an fierce, territorial possessiveness over the woman upstairs.

 

"Stop that noise, Prissy," Scarlett says. Her voice is no longer a nineteen-year-old girl's; it is flat, authoritative, and chillingly quiet. "Go to the kitchen. Light the fire. Boil every drop of water we have, and find every clean sheet in this house. If you stop crying, I won't whip you. If you don't, I'll skin you alive. Do you hear me?"

 

Prissy gulps, nodding rapidly, terrified into obedience by the sudden, terrifying change in her mistress. She scrambles toward the back of the house. Scarlett walks to the formal parlor. Wade is crouching beneath the mahogany table, his thumb stuffed securely in his mouth, his large eyes wide with a child's unspoken terror of the roaring world outside. Scarlett kneels, her silk skirts rustling. She doesn't have time for softness, but she places a firm, grounding hand on his small shoulder.

 

"Wade," she says, looking directly into his eyes. "You are a soldier's son. You must be very quiet and very brave. Come with me. You must stay in the room with Mommy and Aunt Melly, and you must not make a sound. Do you understand?"

 

The little boy nods solemnly, gripping his wooden toy tighter. He crawls out, his tiny hand slipping into hers. His fingers are sticky and cold. Scarlett turns toward the grand staircase. Each step she takes upward feels like an ascension into a battlefield. The wood groans beneath her slippers. The air grows hotter, heavier, trapped under the roof. She doesn't look back at the open front door, or the road to safety. She keeps her eyes fixed on the bedroom door at the end of the hall. Her face is a mask of grim, unbreakable determination.

 

The bedroom is a furnace. Melanie lies twisted in the center of the four-poster bed, her chemise soaked through with sweat, her usually neat brown hair matted against her pale forehead. Her face is drained of all color, her lips bitten raw and bleeding. When the door opens, Melanie turns her head weakly. A faint, heartbreaking smile touches her lips at the sight of Scarlett.

 

"Scarlett..." she whispers, her voice barely a rasp. "I'm so sorry... to be such a trouble..."

 

"Hush your mouth, Melly," Scarlett says briskly, though her stomach twists painfully at the sight of the dark stains on the mattress. She leads Wade to the corner of the room, sitting him on a low stool. "Wade, stay right here."

 

She marches to the bed, rolling up her fine lace sleeves past her elbows. She remembers watching the sheep-shearing and the cattle-birthing at Tara, remembers her mother, Ellen, moving with quiet grace through the slave quarters with medicines. She tries to channel Ellen, tries to force her hands to stop shaking. Melanie arches suddenly, her thin fingers clawing at the headboard as another contraction rips through her frail body. A choked, terrible scream escapes her bloody lips.

 

"Prissy! Bring that water!" Scarlett roars, throwing herself onto the edge of the bed. She grabs Melanie’s hands, forcing them down, gripping them with all her might. Melanie’s fingers clamp onto Scarlett’s with a desperate, crushing strength.

 

"It hurts, Scarlett... oh God, Ashley, it hurts..." Melanie gasps, tears leaking from her swollen eyes.

 

"Don't you think about Ashley!" Scarlett snaps, leaning down so close she can smell the fever on Melanie's breath. Her green eyes bore into Melanie’s brown ones, commanding her attention, forcing her to stay anchored. "You look at me, Melanie Hamilton. You look right at me. I'm right here. I'm not letting you go."

 

For hours, the battle rages in the stifling room. The world outside explodes; a massive detonation shakes the house—the Confederates are blowing up the ammunition trains at the depot. The windows rattle violently, and Wade lets out a muffled sob from his corner, but Scarlett doesn't even flinch. She is drenched in sweat, her hair falling out of its pins, her hands covered in blood and fluid. Melanie is fading. Her pulses are fluttering, her voice dropping to a terrifying rattle.

 

"You can't die!" Scarlett fiercely whispers fiercely into Melanie’s ear, pressing her weight against Melanie's trembling knees. The raw emotion she has buried for three years bubbles up, fierce and hot. It isn't just about a promise to Ashley. It is about the fact that Melanie is the only soul who truly *knows* her and loves her anyway. "Do you hear me, Melly? You push! You push, damn you, or I'll never forgive you!"

 

With a final, agonizing cry that sounds like it tears Melanie’s very soul from her body, she makes one last, desperate effort. Scarlett reaches down, her hands slick and certain, guided by nothing but raw instinct and a refusal to lose. She catches the tiny, slippery form as it slides into the world. For a terrifying second, there is silence. Scarlett quickly clears the baby's mouth with her finger, holding her breath. Then, a sharp, angry squall fills the smoky room.

 

It is a boy. A loud, healthy, howling boy.

 

Scarlett drops the infant onto Melanie’s belly, her own breath coming in ragged, sobbing gasps. She quickly, clumsily ties and cuts the cord with a pair of embroidery scissors Prissy had brought up, her hands working with a terrifying efficiency. She cleans Melanie up as best she can, stanching the bleeding with the fresh linens, her heart hammering a frantic rhythm against her ribs. Melanie’s eyes flutter open, glassy but aware. She looks down at the tiny, thrashing baby, then lifts her gaze to Scarlett. The devotion in Melanie's eyes is no longer just sweet; it is profound, a reverent worship.

 

"A boy..." Melanie whispers, her voice lighter than air. "We... we saved him. You saved us, Scarlett."

 

Scarlett collapses back against the pillows beside Melanie, utterly spent, her face streaked with soot and sweat. She reaches out, her bloody fingers gently brushing a damp lock of hair from Melanie’s forehead. The touch is lingering, tender, and entirely devoid of the pretense she has carried for years.

 

"We'll name him Beauregard," Scarlett says, her voice thick with an emotion she can barely contain. "For the general. He's a fighter. Just like us."

 

Wade creeps out from his corner, peering over the edge of the bed at his new cousin. Outside, the fires of Atlanta paint the twilight sky a fierce, bloody red, casting long, dancing shadows across the room. The city is falling, their lives are shattered, and the future is a terrifying void. But as Scarlett looks at Melanie, and Melanie looks back at her with unyielding love, Scarlett knows the Yankee army cannot touch them. They have survived the night.