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1. in his arms, i find damnation by catinthesnow

   Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Ogata Hyakunosuke/Tsurumi Tokushirou
   • Ogata Hyakunosuke
   • Tsurumi Tokushirou
   • POV First Person
   • Character Study
   • LMAO
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Internal Monologue
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Kind Of
   • it's ogata
   • Ogata Hyakunosuke Has Issues
   • Anal Sex
   • Rough Sex
   • Sexual Overstimulation
   • Desk Sex
   • Not Beta Read
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Bottom Ogata Hyakunosuke
   • Light Dom/sub
   • Intimacy
   • they're fucking weird
   • Self-Indulgent

   Summary

   To be loved is to be seen. And perhaps, in his own twisted way, Tsurumi does love me. If he sees me—if he can make me feel seen—does it not mean that he loves me?

   Maybe this is the only he can love me.

   My stomach twists at the thought.

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   English

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