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1. I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love by crystalnoire666

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   07 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Rose Landry/Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Rose Landry
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Brandon Wiebe
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais
   • Zane Boodram
   • Farah Jalali
   • Galina Molchalina
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov
   • Emo Shane Hollander
   • AU
   • Alternate Universe
   • mentions of grooming/rape
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Mechanic Ilya Rozanov
   • Angst
   • Fluff
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Depressed/Anxious Shane Hollander
   • mentions of eating disorders
   • Ilya's father is a bad person
   • Insecure Shane Hollander
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Curious Ilya Rozanov
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • no beta read we die like Grigori Rozanov
   • Mentions of Suicide
   • Pining
   • Trust Issues
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
   • Smut
   • Frottage
   • Miscommunication
   • Homophobic Language

   Summary

   "You don't have money, no"?, the man suddenly asked, his eyes focused on the holes on Shane's
   black jumper.
   "I beg your pardon"?, Shane's brows knitted with confusion as he pulled on the sleeves of his
   jumper, a habit he picked up when he was twelve and when he learnt he needed to get a hold of something whenever he was nervous.
   "The holes in your jumper are big. You should have it sewn", the man replied honestly, his eyes still
   scanning Shane's appearance and his eyes travelling from his freckles to his lip ring and back to
   his jumper. There was too much of everything.

   ***
   It all started on a windy day when Ilya Rozanov remembered his mum and thought he could some sort of comfort if he looked for a book written in Russian. But, he found something deeper than the comfort.

   Language:

   English

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   46,706

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