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1. space Invader by indigoafterlife

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   09 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell & Louise Pentland
   • Phil Lester & PJ Liguori
   • Dan Howell
   • Phil Lester
   • Louise Pentland
   • PJ Liguori
   • Dan Howell's Family
   • Phil Lester's Family
   • Sophie Newton
   • Dan Howell and Phil Lester Are Not YouTubers
   • Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting
   • Tumblr
   • Internet
   • Closeted Dan Howell
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Identity Issues
   • Falling In Love
   • Coming Out
   • Eventual Smut
   • Eventual Romance
   • Past Suicide Attempts
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Additional Warnings in Author's Note
   • it's 2014 and these divas are on tumblr
   • POV Alternating
   • Slow Burn
   • Mutual Pining
   • Role Reversal
   • (in that Phil is the social media stalker rather than Dan lol)

   Summary

   Dan Howell keeps his real life and his work life separate, as much as he can. He's got a good life, a calm and quiet life, held steady by routine and knowing his limits. He has nothing to be unhappy about. After all he's been through, he should feel grateful for some peace. So why does he just feel like something is missing?

   Phil Lester has spent his twenties watching the lines between working and living slowly dissolve. He tells himself this life is exciting, not chaotic. He's doing everything he'd ever wanted and more. So why does he find himself still awake at three in the morning, desperate for one more minute of peace and quiet?

   (Or, an AU where Dan & Phil meet via the magic of the internet, just in a different way.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   18,940

   Chapters:

   8/?

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   Kudos:

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