Adult Content Warning

This work could have adult content. If you continue, you have agreed that you are willing to see such content.

• Yes, Continue
• No, Go Back

If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Yes, Continue", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again.

1. grow up weak or grow up tough by computergel

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Sadist Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Character Study
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Graphic Description of Corpses
   • Kind Of
   • Blood and Injury
   • russian prison culture makes an appearance
   • Snuff
   • Murder Kink
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Victim Blaming
   • briefly
   • Sadism
   • Rape Roleplay
   • Vomiting
   • Russian Orthodox Christianity
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Consensual Non-Consent
   • Freak4Freak Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   He imagines that their skin has started to blister from putrefaction. He would go to touch their bellies and rip the skin off cleanly, he’d rub salt into their bodies gently. One day he could build a house big enough to hang all of them up proudly like a museum. He doesn’t really like eating meat anyways.

   Obviously Shane was placating him, he’s not stupid. Like letting a stray dog eat whatever you’re carrying home in a plastic grocery bag so it doesn’t bite you. Ilya wouldn’t have bitten Shane if he wasn’t allowed, he wasn’t cruel. He’s never been.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,191

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   10

   Kudos:

   135

   Bookmarks:

   14

   Hits:

   1,645