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1. so when i'm with you i have fun by brightfragment

   Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 Jun 2026

   Tags

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   • Matt Johnson/Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Matt Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Getting Together
   • Friends to Lovers
   • basically psychological exploration of mattjay falling in love from jay's POV
   • webseries era but specifically buena vista social club bonus ep circa 2010
   • Not RPF
   • Period-Typical Language
   • fighting is fucking
   • Eventual Smut
   • schrödingers virgin matt
   • Premature Ejaculation
   • Mild Kink
   • excessive media references
   • i feel like that deserves a tag but also. its the media reference show

   Summary

   A week and a half ago, Jay stumbled on an opportunity to write a spec score for the new Madagascar movie. A week and a half ago, he locked in on the knowledge he could actually, really, just be Jay, and not Matt & Jay. So a week ago, Jay was trying to figure out a way to let Matt down easy, un-embed him from his flesh a bit, loosen the grip of Matt’s teeth on his calf enough that they could just be normal friends, who hang out, and aren’t embroiled in a bizarre psychodrama together, so Matt doesn’t think they’re more than they are, that Jay feels the same intense way he does, that they’re going to get buried together and have one headstone: Here Lies Jay McCarrol (1983-2065) and His Best Friend Forever, Matt Johnson (1985-2066), They Will Be Roommates In Heaven :D

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