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1. All the Words You Never Said by venilor

   Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   04 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Itoshi Sae/Shidou Ryuusei
   • Itoshi Rin & Itoshi Sae
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Itoshi Sae
   • Shidou Ryuusei
   • Itoshi Rin
   • Depression
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Bittersweet Ending
   • Hopeful Ending
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • Shidou Ryuusei-centric
   • Therapy
   • Past Character Death
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Past Suicide Attempts
   • Panic Attacks
   • Platonic Relationships
   • Racism
   • Xenophobia
   • Past Bullying
   • Harassment

   Summary

   It's been a year since Shidou Ryuusei lost the one person who made everything make sense.

   Without Sae, the passions that once defined him have become painful reminders of everything he's lost. Soccer no longer feels like home, and even the canvases that once overflowed with colour remain stubbornly blank.

   Now he's forced to confront what remains of himself when the person he built his future around is no longer there.

   TLDR: A year after Sae's death, Shidou is still grieving

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   31,038

   Chapters:

   4/8

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   19

   Bookmarks:

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