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Simon had been working at the middle school for barely two months, and somehow, everyone already knew who he was.

The students knew him as the new metals teacher with one arm who could somehow demonstrate every project better than they could. The faculty knew him as competent, punctual, and impossible to read. The boys' wrestling team knew him as the coach who had accidentally embarrassed their own coach during a demonstration match. 

And the girls' wrestling team? The girls' wrestling team seemed to know everything. Or at least they acted like they did.

Practice had officially ended fifteen minutes ago. At least, it should have ended fifteen minutes ago. Instead, half the team was still scattered around the wrestling room while Simon packed away equipment. A few students stretched on the mats. Others sat cross-legged in loose circles, talking about homework, friends, teachers, and whatever middle-school crisis had apparently become the most important event in the world this week. Simon listened with half an ear while organizing training pads. He'd learned quickly that teenage girls were remarkably willing to share information. Even with him!

For reasons Simon still didn't understand, the team had collectively decided he was trustworthy. Maybe it was because he rarely interrupted or because he didn't judge. Maybe it was because he wasn't particularly expressive, which apparently made him an excellent sounding board. Whatever the reason, Simon somehow knew who had a crush on whom, which friend groups were currently imploding, which teachers assigned too much homework, and which cafeteria worker was secretly everyone's favorite. 

Not because he'd asked. The information simply arrived daily and usually without warning.

"Coach Simon."

Simon glanced up from the equipment cart. One of the eighth graders sat cross-legged on a wrestling mat nearby. "Yeah?"

"You know Dr. Grace?"

Several nearby students immediately perked up. Simon recognized the tone at once: gossip.

Wonderful.

"I know who he is."

The answer somehow satisfied absolutely nobody.

One girl gasped dramatically. "Coach doesn't know Dr. Grace."

"I just said I know who he is."

"That's not the same thing."

Several heads nodded in agreement, as though this distinction was deeply important. Simon already regretted participating in the conversation.

The first girl leaned forward eagerly. "He's the biology teacher."

"I know."

"Everyone likes him."

Simon nodded. He had gathered that much already. In two months, he'd heard Grace's name more times than some of the faculty members he'd actually met. Usually, it was accompanied by stories, complaints, or excitement. Sometimes all three at once.

"He lets us name the classroom plants."

"He gave us extra credit for drawing cells as superheroes."

"He got emotionally attached to a bean plant."

Simon listened to the increasingly chaotic discussion with growing amusement. The students talked about Grace with a kind of affection usually reserved for favorite relatives. Nobody seemed capable of discussing him normally. Every story somehow became stranger than the last.

"He stayed after school for three hours helping me with my project."

"He came to my basketball game."

"He came to my orchestra concert."

"He showed up to the spelling bee."

That one caught Simon's attention. "Why?"

The students looked at him like the answer was obvious. "He likes supporting people."

Like that explained everything. Though maybe it did.

Another student groaned dramatically and flopped backward onto the mat. "He's the worst."

Several students immediately gasped in mock outrage.

"The worst?" one repeated.

"The absolute worst."

Simon raised an eyebrow. The girl pointed accusingly toward the ceiling. "His jokes."

The entire room erupted:

"Oh, my God."

"They're so bad."

"They're horrible."

"He made us listen to a joke about mitochondria for ten minutes."

"It wasn't even funny."

"He laughed at his own joke."

"He always laughs at his own jokes."

Simon found himself fighting back the smallest hint of a smile. Apparently, Dr. Grace's greatest crime was enthusiasm.

"He sounds terrible," Simon deadpanned.

The girls stared at him, then burst into laughter. "Coach Simon made a joke!"

Simon rolled his eyes and returned to stacking equipment while the conversation immediately resumed around him.

"Anyway, Dr. Grace said—"

"Did you hear what happened in biology?"

"He wore two different shoes last week."

"Again—"

"Again?"

Simon shook his head. The man sounded like a disaster. A well-liked disaster, but a disaster nonetheless.

As the conversation continued around him, Simon found himself thinking about the name.

Dr. Ryland Grace.

He'd heard it from students, faculty, administrators, and even parents during pickup. Everyone seemed to have an opinion about the biology teacher, and almost all of those opinions were positive. Almost suspiciously positive. Despite his best efforts, Simon couldn't stop a memory from surfacing. Because for all the stories he'd heard over the past two months, there was one thing he remembered very clearly.

The first time he'd ever met Ryland Grace.

Grace was not stalking the new teacher.

That was the first thing he told himself as he slowed to a stop outside the teacher's lounge and casually—not suspiciously, definitely not suspiciously—peeked through the narrow window in the door. He simply liked meeting new coworkers. That was all. The fact that he'd specifically chosen this route because he'd heard the new metals teacher was having lunch inside was completely irrelevant.

Grace leaned slightly closer to the glass and immediately regretted it when the assistant principal walked by. They made eye contact. Grace straightened so fast he nearly gave himself whiplash. The assistant principal continued down the hallway without saying a word. Somehow, that felt far more judgmental than if she'd actually said something. Grace sighed, accepted that he probably looked like a weirdo, and pushed open the door before he could lose what little dignity he had left.

The lounge was mostly quiet. A handful of teachers sat scattered around the room, eating lunch, grading assignments, or staring blankly into the distance while consuming alarming amounts of caffeine. Grace barely noticed any of them.

Because there was the new teacher.

Grace had caught glimpses of him throughout the past couple of weeks: passing encounters in hallways, faculty meetings, and brief sightings during dismissal, but this was the first time he'd actually gotten a chance to look at him up close. And unfortunately for Grace's peace of mind, the man was ridiculously handsome.

Mr. Simon, as his students had referred to him, sat alone at one of the tables, reviewing a stack of papers with an expression that suggested he took grading very seriously. Dark hair fell to his shoulders in loose waves, framing a face that looked carved from stone. He had a neatly maintained beard that somehow made him look both rugged and approachable, though the effect was somewhat undermined by the fact that he seemed to radiate an aura that clearly said, please do not perceive me. His eyes were dark, almost black from a distance, focused intently on the papers in front of him. What struck Grace the most was the lack of a left arm. It didn't make Simon any less handsome, though.

Grace had spent enough years teaching middle school to know that students often exaggerated things. Apparently, the stories about Simon's intimidating presence had not been exaggerated. The man looked like he belonged in a wilderness survival documentary. Or chopping wood in a mountain cabin. Or silently rescuing people from natural disasters. Instead, he taught metalworking to sixth graders.

Life was strange.

Grace's gaze drifted lower and settled briefly on the empty left sleeve pinned neatly against Simon's side. The observation registered for a moment before fading into the background. Whatever had happened, Simon clearly wasn't interested in letting it define him. He moved with complete confidence, managing paperwork and materials without hesitation. If anything, he carried himself with the kind of self-assurance that made Grace suspect he could probably solve most problems through sheer stubbornness. Which, admittedly, was attractive.

Grace realized he had been staring for far too long. Before he could talk himself out of it, he walked over. 

"Hi."

Simon looked up.

Grace immediately forgot every prepared introduction he'd come up with. The man's eyes were even darker up close.

"Uh. Hi. Ryland Grace. Biology."

Simon held out his right hand. Grace shook it. His grip was firm and steady.

"Simon."

Grace smiled. Simon looked at him. 

Grace waited.

Simon waited.

Several painfully long seconds passed before Grace realized that had apparently been the entire introduction. "Oh."

Simon continued looking at him. 

Grace scrambled. "Well. Nice to meet you."

"You too."

And then Simon looked back down at his papers.

That was it. The conversation had simply ended. Grace walked away feeling strangely defeated.

The next day, he tried again because maybe Simon had just been busy. That was reasonable. People got busy. Teachers practically lived in a permanent state of being busy.

"Morning, Simon."

Simon glanced up from a toolbox he was carrying. "Morning."

"How's your day going?"

"Good."

"That's good."

"Yep."

The conversation died instantly. Grace stood there for a second, waiting for literally anything else to happen. Simon gave him a polite nod and continued down the hallway. Grace stared after him. 

What was he supposed to do with that?

Over the following weeks, the pattern repeated itself with almost scientific consistency. Grace would approach Simon with genuine enthusiasm and a perfectly normal conversation starter. Simon would answer politely, then somehow the conversation would collapse like a dying star.

"Settling in okay?"

"Yeah."

"Need help with anything?"

"No."

"Okay."

"Okay."

Grace would leave. The next attempt wouldn't go much better.

"How's wrestling season going?"

"Good."

"Any competitions coming up?"

"A few."

"Excited?"

"Sure."

Then silence. Always silence.

Simon wasn't rude. In fact, that was part of the problem. If he had been rude, Grace could have simply decided the man didn't like him and moved on with his life. Instead, Simon was consistently polite, respectful, and completely impossible to get to know. It became something of a spectacle among the faculty.

At first, people merely noticed. Then they started anticipating it. Eventually, they started treating it like a recurring television show. One time, Grace entered the teacher's lounge carrying a coffee and immediately noticed several teachers looking up from their lunches. The math teacher, Ms. Olesya Ilyukhina, nudged the English teacher, Mr. Yáo. Mr. Yáo immediately sat up straighter.

Grace narrowed his eyes. "What?"

"Nothing," Yáo said.

"That's a lie."

"No, really," Olesya replied. The math teacher pointed toward Simon, who sat in his usual spot grading papers.

Grace immediately understood. "Oh, come on."

Yáo grinned. "We're just curious."

"You're taking bets, aren't you?"

The guilty silence answered the question. Grace closed his eyes. "I hate all of you."

The entire table burst into laughter. Grace pointed accusingly at them before marching toward Simon's table. This was ridiculous. People were acting like Simon was some kind of wild animal. He was a coworker! Albeit, a very quiet coworker— an extremely handsome coworker. Okay, a frustratingly handsome coworker. But still just a coworker!

Grace sat down across from him. "Hey, Simon."

Simon glanced up. "Grace."

Grace nearly celebrated. The man knew his name. "What are you grading?"

"Projects."

"What kind?"

"Metalworking."

"Interesting."

Simon nodded.

Absolutely nothing. The silence stretched between them while Simon calmly continued grading papers.

Grace waited.

Simon graded.

Grace waited longer.

Simon continued grading.

Finally, Grace sighed. "Well."

Simon looked up. "Well."

"Have a good afternoon."

"You too."

Grace stood and walked away. The second he reached the other side of the room, Yáo laughed. Olesya triumphantly slapped a twenty-dollar bill onto the table. "I had three minutes."

Yáo groaned. "I had five."

Grace buried his face in his hands while the faculty celebrated whatever bizarre betting pool they'd apparently created around his failed attempts at friendship. Across the room, Simon looked up from his papers. For the briefest moment, Grace might have caught the faintest hint of amusement in those dark eyes before Simon lowered his gaze again.

Unfortunately, Grace's repeated failures did not go unnoticed.

At first, only the faculty seemed aware of his ongoing attempts to befriend Simon. Grace refused to investigate because he knew exactly what he would find. Then the students noticed. Grace still wasn't entirely sure how information spread through a middle school so quickly. The students seemed to operate through some kind of collective consciousness. One person learned something at lunch, and by the seventh period, half the school somehow knew about it.

It started with small questions. Some students lingered after class, asking about Mr. Simon, whether the new teacher liked the school, and whether Grace and Simon were friends. 

The questions gradually became more specific. 

One afternoon, while Grace was putting away lab materials after class, a student casually asked why he always seemed to be talking to Mr. Simon. Another wondered whether the new teacher was shy. A third asked if Grace was trying to "adopt an introvert." Grace had laughed so hard at that one he nearly dropped a tray of glass slides.

Eventually, after enough questions, he admitted the truth. He'd been trying to welcome the new teacher. Or at least, that was how it had started. The students looked genuinely sympathetic, the kind reserved for someone whose favorite sports team had just lost a championship. Several assured him that Simon would probably warm up eventually. Others pointed out that the wrestling coach seemed nice, just quiet. One student confidently informed Grace that introverts were like stray cats and required patience. Grace had no idea where she learned that.

Another promised that Simon definitely liked him because "he doesn't look annoyed when you talk to him."

Well, Grace would consider that a positive sign.

Grace accepted the encouragement with as much dignity as possible, though he couldn't deny that it made him feel a little better. Something was endearing about a classroom full of twelve-year-olds becoming emotionally invested in his social life. By the end of the week, he had somehow become the protagonist of a friendship campaign he had never agreed to join.

A few days later, Grace found himself at the small kitchen table in the apartment he shared with Rocky Erid-- the high school foreign geology teacher-- grading biology quizzes and complaining. The apartment was quiet except for the occasional scratch of a pen and the distant hum of traffic outside. Evening sunlight filtered through the blinds, casting long shadows across the stacks of papers spread across the table. Rocky sat across from him, methodically working through a box of cereal while reviewing geology assignments.

Grace had spent the better part of twenty minutes recounting every failed interaction he'd had with Simon since the start of the school year. Rocky listened with the patience of a man who had heard this exact story multiple times already. Or, more accurately, the patience of a man who knew he was right and was waiting for Grace to catch up.

When Grace finally finished, Rocky looked up from his papers. "You are attempting to speed-run friendship," he said, his accent lulling the edges of his vowels.

Grace groaned immediately. "Not you too, man."

Rocky's expression didn't change. The geology teacher possessed a remarkable ability to remain completely serious while saying things that sounded ridiculous. "You have known Simon for two months."

"That's not a short amount of time."

"It is."

Grace sighed dramatically and slumped farther into his chair. 

Rocky remained entirely unmoved. "He is new. New job. New coworkers. New environment."

"I know."

"Then why are you surprised he is not immediately comfortable?"

Grace opened his mouth. Then closed it again. Annoyingly enough, Rocky had a point. That happened far too often.

The geology teacher set down his pencil and fixed Grace with the same look he usually reserved for students who had confidently arrived at the wrong conclusion. "You keep approaching him."

"I'm trying to be welcoming."

"You are aggressively welcoming."

Grace stared at him. Rocky stared back. The worst part was that Rocky genuinely believed that was a real thing.

"I don't think that's possible."

"It is. It may have worked for me, but I am more-- how do you say?-- responsive to your aggressive affection."

The response came with such confidence that Grace briefly questioned whether it actually was possible. Rocky leaned back in his chair and folded his arms. "You are treating friendship like a science experiment, Grace."

Grace pointed at himself. "I am literally a scientist."

"Friendship is not an experiment."

"What is it, then?"

Rocky considered the question. "Plant."

Grace blinked. "A plant."

"Yes."

"A friendship is a plant."

"You cannot pull on a plant to make it grow faster."

Grace stared at him for several seconds, then sighed. "That was annoyingly wise."

"I know."

The smugness in Rocky's voice was immediate. Grace resisted the urge to throw something at him, mostly because Rocky would probably consider that proof he was winning. 

Silence settled over the apartment for a moment as Grace looked back down at the quizzes scattered across the table. His gaze lingered on them without really seeing the pages. Because beneath all the frustration, he knew Rocky was right. Simon had never been rude, dismissive, or unkind. Quiet wasn't the same thing as rejection, and reserved wasn't the same thing as dislike. The more Grace thought about it, the more he realized he'd been approaching the situation entirely from his own perspective. He wanted Simon to feel welcome. He wanted Simon to feel included, but maybe Simon needed something different.

The realization settled heavily in Grace's chest, just enough to make him feel a little guilty. Rocky noticed the shift almost immediately.

"There," he said.

Grace looked up. "There what?"

"You are thinking."

"I always think."

"Not usually before speaking."

Grace rolled his eyes. Rocky looked unbearably pleased with himself. For a moment, Grace considered arguing. Then decided he was too tired. Instead, he let out a long sigh and nodded.

"Fine," he said. "I'll stop trying so hard."

Rocky's smile widened.  "Good."

Grace picked up his pen again and glanced down at the stack of papers waiting to be graded. It felt strange to give up, even temporarily. But perhaps Rocky was right. Perhaps not every friendship needed to begin with enthusiasm and persistence. Maybe some things grew better when they were allowed to grow naturally.

Across town, completely unaware of the conversation taking place, Simon was probably grading papers of his own. And for the first time since the school year began, Grace decided he would stop chasing the friendship. If Simon wanted to know him, the door would be open. The rest would happen when it happened.

Simon had never been particularly good at making friends. 

It was just the truth. People tended to fall into one of two categories around him. Either they were intimidated and kept their distance, or they tried far too hard to get past his walls. The first group left him alone while the second group exhausted him. So when Ryland Grace appeared during Simon's first week at the school with an eager smile and enough enthusiasm to power a small city, Simon immediately assumed he belonged to the second category.

The first meeting had happened in the teacher's lounge.

"Hi. Ryland Grace. Biology."

Simon had looked up from his paperwork. The man standing in front of him looked nothing like Simon had expected from a middle school science teacher. The first thing Simon noticed was the smile. It wasn’t particularly flashy or perfect, but it was genuine. It was the sort of smile that reached all the way to a person's eyes and stayed there, warm and effortless, like happiness was simply Grace's default setting.

The second thing he noticed was the eyes themselves. They were the kind of blue that reminded Simon of the ocean on a clear day, the kind that made it difficult to look away from them once you'd started.

Then there was the hair. Blond, slightly messy, like Grace had attempted to style it that morning and immediately forgotten about it afterward. The bright overhead lights of the lounge had caught in those golden strands, creating a halo effect that Simon absolutely refused to think about too hard. Unfortunately, his brain had already made the comparison.

And unfortunately, the comparison had stuck.

Simon had shaken Grace's hand. "Simon."

Grace had waited.

Simon had waited.

Eventually, Grace had realized that was all he was getting. The memory still made Simon feel slightly guilty. At the time, he'd assumed Grace would react the same way most people did when faced with Simon's conversational abilities. Most people gave up.

The thing was, Simon wasn't trying to be rude. Conversation simply took energy. New people took energy, and being perceived took energy. And after uprooting his life, moving to a new town, starting a new job, and trying to learn the names of several hundred students, Simon didn't have much energy left.

Grace, however, seemed determined. For several weeks, the biology teacher appeared with almost alarming consistency. He greeted Simon in the hallways, asked about his classes, wrestling, and if the students were behaving. Simon answered every question. Technically, the answers were usually just one word long. Sometimes two, occasionally three if he was feeling generous. 

Looking back, Simon wasn't entirely sure why Grace kept trying. Most people would have interpreted those interactions as a clear sign to back off. Grace never seemed offended by them. Confused, maybe, and occasionally bewildered, but never offended. That made Simon feel worse because every time Grace walked away after another failed conversation, he still smiled as though Simon hadn't disappointed him at all. It was more annoying than the fact that Grace remained impossible to ignore.

The man was everywhere: students waved at him constantly, teachers stopped him in the hallways, and parents greeted him by name during pickup. Grace knew everyone, and everyone knew Grace.

Simon would be walking through the building and hear laughter coming from a classroom before immediately recognizing which teacher was inside. He'd glance through a doorway and catch sight of blond hair moving between lab tables while students laughed at some joke that probably wasn't funny.  Not that the students seemed to care. They laughed anyway, mostly because Grace laughed first.

Simon had noticed that. The biology teacher laughed at his own jokes with complete confidence. It should have been embarrassing. Instead, it was oddly charming. Which was irritating.

One afternoon, Simon found himself watching Grace from the far end of the hallway while students poured out of classrooms at dismissal. Grace stood outside his room talking to a group of seventh graders. One student appeared to be telling an elaborate story involving a pet snake. Another was gesturing wildly. A third looked moments away from falling over from excitement. Grace listened to all of them with complete attention, like every word mattered.

Then one of the students said something Simon couldn't hear. Grace laughed. The smile that followed was bright enough to make Simon look away.

This was absolutely ridiculous. He was a grown man, not a teenager with a crush. There was no reason a smile should have that much power. And yet, the thought lingered longer than Simon cared to admit.

Thankfully, the problem eventually solved itself.

Or at least Simon thought it did.

One day, Grace stopped trying. The greetings and smiles remained, but the constant attempts at conversation disappeared. There were no more random questions, invitations to lunch, or determined efforts to pull Simon into discussions. Grace simply treated him like any other coworker. The change was immediate enough that Simon noticed within days.

He missed it. The conversations themselves had always been awkward, but what he missed was the effort. It was the simple fact that somebody had wanted to know him. The realization was uncomfortable enough that Simon immediately shoved it aside.

Still, he found himself paying closer attention afterward, watching for signs of resentment, frustration, or that Grace had finally decided Simon wasn't worth the trouble.

They never came. Grace didn't sulk or make passive-aggressive comments. He simply… backed off. Respectfully, as though he'd recognized Simon's boundaries and decided they were worth honoring.

Simon found himself appreciating that more than he expected. Most people interpreted distance as a challenge, something to overcome or fix. Grace had simply accepted it with no questions asked. Somehow that simple act of respect made Simon trust him more than all the previous conversations combined.

The strange thing was that once Grace stopped trying, Simon started noticing him everywhere. He wasn't seeking the biology teacher out. He wasn't scanning hallways for flashes of blond hair or unconsciously listening for the sound of Grace's laugh whenever he passed a classroom. He certainly wasn't paying attention to where Grace sat during staff meetings or what days he stayed late after school. Those would have been concerning developments. Instead, Simon simply became aware of him.

With all the pressure removed, Simon finally got the chance to actually look at him.

The first notable incident happened during wrestling season. The boys' wrestling coach had always been friendly with Simon. Loud, competitive, and possessed of the confidence that came from having spent years around teenagers, the man had taken it upon himself to "welcome" Simon into the athletic department. Unfortunately, his definition of welcoming largely involved issuing challenges.

One afternoon after practice, the boys' coach decided it would be hilarious to challenge Simon to a demonstration match. The students reacted exactly as expected: chaos. Word spread through the gymnasium in less than thirty seconds. Wrestlers abandoned water bottles, students appeared from seemingly nowhere, and even a few athletes from other sports wandered in to investigate the commotion. By the time Simon stepped onto the mat, a crowd had already formed around them.

The boys' coach was still talking. Simon wasn't listening. The match lasted approximately twenty-two seconds. Not that anyone was counting.

The boys' coach attempted a takedown. Simon countered. A few movements later, the coach found himself pinned to the mat while students erupted into cheers loud enough to shake the walls. The coach groaned dramatically. The students lost their minds. Simon released him and stood.

Then he noticed Grace. The biology teacher stood near the gym doors, a stack of papers tucked beneath one arm. Apparently, he'd been passing through when the challenge started and had stayed to watch. Or maybe he'd simply been curious. Either way, he was there.

The realization hit Simon immediately because Grace wasn't looking at the crowd, the coach, or the students celebrating around them. His attention was fixed entirely on Simon. There was something strangely unguarded about it. Admiration, maybe.

Then Grace realized he'd been caught. His eyes widened. Immediately, he looked away, pushing his glasses up his face as he turned toward a nearby wall with such obvious determination that Simon almost laughed. The image stayed with him far longer than it should have.

Several days later, Simon found himself thinking about it while cleaning equipment after practice. Then again, while driving home. Then again, while standing in line at a grocery store. 

It was ridiculous! The man had looked at him. People looked at other people all the time! There was no reason to spend three consecutive days thinking about it. And yet, the memory lingered.

The second notable incident happened in the teacher's lounge.

Simon had discovered fairly quickly that Grace stayed late almost as often as he did. During the day, Grace seemed to possess enough energy for three different people. He bounced between classrooms, chatted with students, attended school events, volunteered for extra projects, and somehow remembered the names of every child in the building. Simon had assumed the man went home and collapsed immediately afterward.

One evening, Simon walked into the hallway carrying a stack of grading and found Grace still in his classroom. Outside, the sky had begun fading into evening colors. The fluorescent lights overhead cast long shadows across the tables. Grace sat near the window. He looked exhausted. Dark circles lingered beneath those bright blue eyes. His tie had disappeared sometime during the day. His sleeves were rolled to his elbows. His blond hair looked increasingly messy, as though he'd spent hours dragging his hands through it while grading.

For a moment, Simon considered leaving him alone. Instead, he knocked on the doorframe. Grace glanced up, and the smile was immediate. It was also somehow genuine despite how tired he looked. Simon sat down across from him at a student desk and finally spoke. "Long day?"

Grace laughed softly. "You have no idea."

Simon looked at the stack of assignments sitting beside him. Then at the stack beside Grace. Then at the stack still waiting untouched on the floor. There were quizzes spread across half the table, lesson plans tucked beneath open textbooks, sticky notes clinging to folders at impossible angles, and at least three coffee mugs in various stages of abandonment. The biology teacher appeared to be drowning in paperwork, yet somehow looked completely unsurprised by the fact. It was less a workspace than the aftermath of a controlled academic explosion.

"You could go home."

Grace blinked. Then he actually looked around the classroom, taking in the papers, the whiteboard still half-covered in diagrams from that afternoon's lesson, the microscope left sitting beside a stack of lab reports. "...I could."

Simon waited.

Grace waited.

"...Then why don't you?" Simon finally asked.

Grace leaned back in his chair, stretching until several joints protested audibly. His shoulders slumped again almost immediately afterward, too tired to remain straight for long. He rubbed absently beneath one eye, where dark circles had settled in from too many late nights, and smiled with a kind of quiet contentment that somehow made every sign of exhaustion seem almost irrelevant.

"This is the happiest I've ever been," he finally said.

Simon stared at him. Nothing about the statement fit the evidence sitting in front of him. Grace looked exhausted. His hair had escaped whatever attempt he'd made to tame it that morning, several blond strands falling untidily across his forehead. His glasses had slipped low enough that he kept unconsciously nudging them back into place with his knuckle.  He had worked well past contract hours, skipped whatever reasonable people considered an appropriate stopping point, and was currently surrounded by enough grading to bury a less determined teacher alive. And yet there wasn't the slightest hint of irony in his voice.

He wasn't trying to convince Simon. He wasn't trying to make teaching sound noble. He wasn't pretending to enjoy something miserable. He simply looked happy. It wasn’t the excited happiness Grace carried into the classroom every morning. It didn’t carry the exaggerated enthusiasm he used to coax reluctant seventh-graders into caring about photosynthesis or genetics. This was the sort of happiness that settled into someone's bones after they'd found exactly where they were supposed to be.

Grace noticed Simon's expression and laughed softly. 

"I know," he admitted. "It's a weird answer."

"It doesn't make sense," Simon said.

"No," Grace agreed cheerfully. "Objectively? Not even a little."

His smile widened as he looked around the room. "I'm tired all the time." He gestured vaguely toward the mountain of papers surrounding him. "I take grading home when I swear I won't. I answer emails at ten o'clock because I accidentally opened my inbox before bed. Every year I tell myself I'm going to have better work-life balance..."

He looked back at Simon. "...and every year I fail spectacularly."

Simon found himself almost smiling. Almost.

"But..." Grace continued, his voice softening. "Every morning I get to come back."

His gaze wandered around the classroom again, lingering on things Simon hadn't paid much attention to before. Student projects hanging crookedly from the walls. Terrariums full of moss and tiny insects near the windows. A class pet lizard sleeping beneath a carefully arranged heat lamp. Small things. Ordinary things. "I get to watch kids figure out they're capable of things they never thought they could do."

His smile became almost wistful. "I get to watch the ones who insist they're terrible at science suddenly understand something. You can actually see the moment it clicks." He snapped his fingers quietly. "It's like someone turned a light on behind their eyes."

He chuckled under his breath. "The loud kids eventually realize they're allowed to be curious. The quiet kids eventually realize they're allowed to ask questions. And every once in a while—" His voice dropped into something almost reverent. "—one of them starts believing in themselves."

The room fell comfortably silent. Grace looked down at the quiz resting beneath his hands. "That's worth being tired for."

Simon looked at the papers in front of him, though he wasn't really seeing them anymore. His fingers straightened the edge of one worksheet, then another, searching for something to do while thoughts he hadn't expected began surfacing.

"I wasn't exactly..." He hesitated. The words resisted him. "...an easy kid."

Grace looked up, a blond brow raising. “How so?”

"I got into fights." Simon gave a small, humorless laugh. "More than I probably should've." His thumb traced absent circles against the edge of a pen. "I didn't trust teachers. Didn't trust adults." He stared at the tabletop for a long moment. "There were a few who actually tried, but I made their lives difficult."

"You were a kid," Grace said quietly.

Simon shook his head. "I wasn't trying to be difficult. I just…” He searched for words that had never been easy to find. "I didn't know what it looked like when someone genuinely wanted to help."

A patient silence settled over the room again.

"When I took this job," Simon said, his eyes still resting on the papers scattered across the table, "I figured I'd probably be a good metals teacher. Maybe a decent wrestling coach."

Grace smiled faintly. "The girls in my classes tell me good things."

That earned the smallest huff of laughter Simon had managed all evening. It wasn't much, but it softened the hard lines around his face. "They're good kids," he said quietly. "I wasn't actually expecting... them."

He searched for the words, turning a pen between his fingers as though the right phrasing might be written somewhere along its barrel.

"I thought they'd ask about wrestling. Technique. Conditioning. Weight classes. Maybe complain about morning practices." Another small smile appeared, one that seemed to surprise even Simon. "And they did, at first."

His expression drifted somewhere farther away. "But then one of them stayed after practice because she didn't want to go home yet."

Grace didn't say anything. Simon appreciated that.

"Another asked if I thought she was disappointing her parents because she'd lost two matches in a row." His voice grew quieter, more thoughtful. "One was terrified about starting high school. One broke down crying because she'd failed a math test and thought her mom was going to be angry. Another spent twenty minutes telling me about some enormous fight she'd had with her best friend, and before I knew it..." He let out a quiet, almost bewildered laugh. "...I somehow knew who was dating who, who'd gotten grounded, whose dog had surgery, who secretly wanted to quit wrestling but didn't want to let the team down."

He shook his head, still sounding faintly amazed by it. "They trusted me."

Simon leaned back in his chair, looking toward the darkened windows where only faint reflections of the classroom stared back at them. For a long time, he'd wondered why. Every conversation, every quiet confession after practice, every student who lingered in the doorway instead of heading home had felt almost accidental, as though they'd mistaken him for someone else.

"I kept asking myself what I was doing differently," he admitted. "Why they kept coming back. Why they seemed so... comfortable." His shoulders relaxed a fraction. "And eventually I realized I'd stopped wondering."

Grace watched him carefully.

"I think..." Simon said slowly, almost tasting the thought as it left him, "I think somewhere along the way I became the kind of adult I needed when I was their age."

The admission left the room unusually quiet. Simon folded his hands together, his gaze lingering on them rather than meeting Grace's eyes.

"I was a difficult kid," he said. "Not because I wanted to make people's lives miserable. I just... never really believed adults when they said they wanted to help." His voice remained calm, but there was an old ache woven quietly beneath it. "You spend enough years waiting for someone to prove they're going to leave, and eventually you stop giving anyone the chance to stay."

He paused, taking a slow breath. "I always wished there'd been one place where I didn't have to be on guard all the time." His voice dropped almost to a murmur. "One classroom. One coach. One teacher who made walking through the door feel... safe."

His smile returned then, bittersweet but genuine. "I never really found that. So when those girls started trusting me..." He glanced toward the wrestling gym visible through the hallway window. "I realized I didn't need to understand why anymore."

His shoulders lifted in a small shrug. "I could just be grateful." He looked back at Grace. "If they feel safe enough to tell me about the worst parts of their day," He smiled more fully now, warmth finally reaching his eyes. "Then maybe I've done something right."

Grace had gone completely still. There was something shining behind his blue eyes now, subtle enough that Simon wondered if he was imagining it.

"I think," Grace said after a long moment, his voice carrying a quiet reverence that hadn't been there before, "that might be the best reason I've ever heard for becoming a teacher."

Simon looked at him. Grace folded his hands atop the mountain of ungraded quizzes between them, his smile impossibly gentle.

"We spend years convincing ourselves that our job is to teach biology. Or metals. Or math. We spend hours worrying about lesson plans and test scores and state standards." He laughed softly, shaking his head. "But if you ask most adults what they remember about middle school, they won't tell you what chapter they studied. They'll tell you about the teacher who believed in them, the classroom where they finally felt like they belonged, or the coach who noticed they were having a bad day without making them explain why."

He looked at Simon with a kind of quiet certainty that seemed to come from years of watching children grow into themselves.

"You never really know what a kid is carrying when they walk through your door,” he continued. “Some of them have wonderful lives. Some of them are surviving things nobody their age should ever have to survive. Most of the time, we never find out which is which. So all we can do is make our classrooms places where they can put those burdens down for a little while."

He glanced around the room—the stacks of papers, the crooked student posters, the forgotten lab goggles on the counter—and laughed softly. "If one student walks out of here believing they're smarter than they thought they were, or kinder, or stronger, or simply believing that one adult in the building genuinely cares whether they show up tomorrow..."

He looked back at Simon. "Then every late night, every stack of grading, every exhausted drive home is worth it."

Simon didn't answer. He simply looked at the man sitting across from him: the exhausted biology teacher with ink on his fingers, circles beneath his eyes, and a smile bright enough to make all of it seem worthwhile. For perhaps the first time since they'd met, Simon thought he finally understood what Grace had meant. Happiness wasn't the absence of exhaustion. Happiness was knowing exactly who you were tired for. It wasn't because the work was easy but because the work meant someone else didn't have to carry quite so much of the world by themselves.

Simon found himself admiring Dr. Grace a little more than before.

Then there were the lunches. 

The lunches happened so gradually that neither of them seemed to notice when they became a routine. The first time was accidental. Simon entered the teacher's lounge and discovered every table occupied except the one where Grace was eating. So he sat down. It was practical, nothing more.

The next time happened because Grace was already there when Simon arrived. Then it happened again. Soon, without either of them acknowledging it, a pattern emerged. Simon would walk into the lounge. Grace would look up. Simon would sit across from him. Conversation would happen. Other times, they simply ate together in comfortable silence while grading papers or scrolling through emails.

Weeks passed, and one afternoon, Simon walked into the lounge and discovered Grace wasn't there. Without thinking, he found himself looking around for him. The realization hit immediately, and Simon hated it. Normal coworkers didn't scan rooms searching for specific people, and they certainly didn't feel disappointed when those people weren't present. Fortunately, Grace arrived a few minutes later, carrying a tray from the cafeteria. The disappointment vanished before Simon could examine it too closely.

The transition to friendship had happened too gradually to pinpoint. There was no defining conversation, no dramatic breakthrough, no singular moment where walls came crashing down, and trust suddenly appeared. Instead, it happened the way most meaningful things happened—quietly, almost invisibly. A conversation here. A shared lunch there. An afternoon spent grading papers. A dozen small acts of kindness that accumulated one day at a time until eventually, it felt strange to remember a time before they existed.

One of the first signs came during faculty meetings. 

Simon didn't notice the pattern at first. He arrived one morning carrying a coffee and a folder of paperwork, only to find Grace waving enthusiastically from across the room. The biology teacher had already claimed a seat near the middle of the table, and the chair beside him sat conspicuously empty despite most of the others already being occupied.

"There you are," Grace had said brightly, gesturing toward the open seat.

The following month, it happened again. Then again, after that. Eventually, Simon stopped questioning it. If Grace arrived first, there was always a chair waiting beside him. If Simon arrived first, Grace somehow managed to locate him within minutes. Neither of them ever acknowledged the arrangement. They simply settled into it with the ease of people who had unknowingly built a routine together.

The same thing happened elsewhere. Simon stopped by Grace's classroom to drop off paperwork and discovered several damaged lab stools stacked in the corner. One had a bent support brace, another wobbled so badly it looked dangerous, and the third appeared to have suffered a catastrophic encounter with a particularly enthusiastic student. Simon didn't comment. He dropped off the paperwork and left.

A week later, the stools were fixed. The biology teacher stood staring at them for several seconds before eventually tracking Simon down in the hallway. "Did you fix those?"

Simon shrugged. "They were broken."

"Simon."

"They aren't broken now."

The smile that spread across Grace's face made Simon immediately regret looking directly at him. It wasn't one of the broad, animated smiles students usually received. This one was the kind that settled somewhere beneath Simon's ribs and refused to leave.

"Thank you," Grace said.

Simon muttered something unintelligible and escaped before the conversation could continue. Unfortunately, that only seemed to encourage the behavior. Grace started bringing him coffee. Not every day. That would have been suspicious. Simon would arrive in the morning and discover an extra cup sitting beside the grading he'd left behind the previous afternoon.

"Thought you looked tired yesterday."

Or:

"You mentioned liking this blend."

Or:

"They accidentally made an extra."

The excuses were never particularly convincing. Simon accepted the coffee anyway. In return, Simon carried things. 

This became such a common occurrence that neither of them thought much about it anymore. Grace would be attempting to transport several boxes, a collection of lab equipment, or some unwieldy science fair display, and Simon would simply appear. The item in question would disappear from Grace's arms and reappear in Simon's grasp. At first, Grace protested, then stopped. The routine became familiar, which was perhaps why neither of them realized how obvious it looked from the outside.

Grace attended wrestling meets. Sometimes he claimed he was already staying late. Sometimes he said he wanted to support the students. Occasionally, he pretended his presence was entirely coincidental. Simon never pointed out that Grace somehow always arrived shortly before the girls' matches began.

Likewise, Simon found himself attending science fairs. Initially, he had legitimate reasons. Several of his students had projects on display, and supporting them felt important. Then he started attending every science fair.  At some point, he'd learned enough biology terminology to follow the presentations. He found himself standing beside Grace while students eagerly explained experiments involving plants, cells, ecosystems, and subjects Simon had never cared about before. The enthusiasm on Grace's face during those events was impossible to ignore.

The man lit up: his eyes brightened, his smile widened, and his entire posture changed. Watching him talk to students about science was like watching someone step directly into the place they belonged most. Simon found himself watching those expressions more often than the projects themselves. He tried not to think about that too hard. That arrangement might have worked indefinitely, but middle school students existed. 

And middle school students noticed everything.

Simon discovered the situation entirely by accident. He had returned to his classroom after forgetting a folder and heard voices coming from inside. The school day had ended nearly an hour earlier. Most students had already gone home. Curious, Simon slowed his pace. The voices sounded excited and conspiratorial.

"...I'm telling you, they totally are."

"There is literally no other explanation."

"We need more evidence."

The word immediately set off alarm bells. Simon frowned as he approached quietly and glanced through the partially open door. Three students sat around a laptop. One girl appeared to be typing while the second girl was pointing aggressively at the screen. The third, a boy, looked invested enough to defend a doctoral thesis.

Then Simon saw the title: 

THE GRACE-FISCHER EVIDENCE BOARD

Simon nearly walked into the wall. The students continued speaking, blissfully unaware of their audience.

"They always sit together."

"Add that."

"I'm adding it!"

"They eat lunch together every day."

"Definitely evidence."

"Strong evidence."

The list continued for what Simon believed to be forever. Clearly, the students had been documenting things for months. There were categories, timelines, and even color coding. One section even appeared dedicated entirely to analyzing body language! Simon stared in horrified fascination.

"Dr. Grace smiles differently around Mr. Simon."

"Absolutely true."

"'Mr. Simon smiles around Dr. Grace…'"

The room fell silent. All three students exchanged looks. Then nodded solemnly.

"Honestly, that's our strongest evidence."

Simon closed his eyes. For one glorious moment, he considered transferring schools. The worst part wasn't the evidence board. The worst part was discovering it wasn't limited to those three students. The conspiracy had spread.

Students from biology knew about it. Students from wrestling knew about it. Students who had never been taught by either of them somehow knew about it. An entire underground network appeared to exist solely for monitoring Simon and Grace.

The situation escalated rapidly. Desks mysteriously ended up beside one another during events, group activities somehow paired their classes together, and volunteers repeatedly selected both teachers for school functions. One particularly ambitious student attempted to assign them as partners during a faculty fundraiser game.

Simon noticed every single attempt.  

Grace noticed absolutely none of them.

The biology teacher possessed the situational awareness of an exceptionally enthusiastic golden retriever. Meanwhile, Simon watched the students coordinate from the sidelines like tiny criminal masterminds. He should have been concerned. Honestly, he was concerned. If his assessment was correct, these students were going to spend the next several years shipping them. Some of the eighth graders looked committed enough to continue the project after moving on to high school.

And yet, every time Simon overheard another ridiculous theory or witnessed another suspiciously engineered coincidence, he found himself fighting back amusement. The students weren't malicious. They weren't even subtle. As far as they were concerned, the mystery had already been solved. The evidence board merely existed to document the obvious.

Simon still thought the entire thing was ridiculous, which was why he definitely didn't find himself searching for Grace at school events. He definitely didn't feel disappointed when he couldn't immediately spot him in a crowd. And he certainly didn't experience a strange sense of relief whenever those bright blue eyes eventually appeared somewhere nearby. Those things would have supported the students' conclusions, and Simon was absolutely not giving a group of middle schoolers the satisfaction of being right.

Too bad his students were about to hit the jackpot.

The realization arrived on a Tuesday, which annoyed Grace tremendously because he had always imagined a revelation of this magnitude would be accompanied by something dramatic. A thunderstorm, perhaps. Or a meaningful conversation. A cinematic moment of emotional clarity? Sure! Instead, it happened in the school parking lot while he was carrying a reusable grocery bag full of graded quizzes and mentally planning the next day's biology lab.

The school day had ended nearly forty minutes earlier. Most of the faculty had already gone home, leaving the parking lot quiet beneath the warm glow of the late afternoon sun. Grace stepped out of the building and headed toward his car, exhausted but content in the familiar way that always followed a productive day. Somewhere along the way, without consciously deciding to do so, his gaze drifted toward the section of the lot where Simon usually parked.

He frowned when he realized Simon’s gray truck wasn't there. 

The disappointment arrived immediately. Grace slowed his steps before coming to a complete stop. For a moment, he simply stood there staring at the empty parking space. Then he looked toward his own car. Then back toward the empty space again.

Suddenly, everything clicked into place: the way he automatically searched for Simon whenever he entered a room, the way his mood improved whenever he spotted him unexpectedly in the hallway, ot the fact that hearing Simon laugh had somehow become one of his favorite sounds. Time and time again, he always found himself wondering whether Simon was having a good day, wondering if the conversations felt brighter when Simon was part of them.

"Oh no."

The words slipped out before he could stop them. A nearby teacher glanced over. Grace immediately smiled and waved. "Nothing."

The teacher looked deeply unconvinced but continued walking. Meanwhile, Grace remained rooted to the pavement while the realization continued unfolding in horrifying detail.

He liked Simon. Not in a casual way. Not in a coworker way. Not in a friendship way.

No, he liked Simon.

A lot.

Grace groaned and pressed a hand over his face. Now that he'd recognized the feeling, he couldn't stop seeing all the evidence that had been there from the beginning. Simon was handsome, but not in the polished, magazine-cover sense. Simon looked solid, like someone carved from weathered stone and determination. His dark hair brushed his shoulders in loose waves that somehow always looked effortless. His beard was carefully maintained without seeming overly deliberate. His dark eyes carried a quiet intensity that could silence an entire room without him raising his voice.

Most people noticed those things first. Grace certainly had, but the longer he'd known Simon, the more other details had begun to matter.

He knew Simon stayed late to help struggling students, even when nobody asked him to. He knew Simon remembered things people casually mentioned months earlier. He knew the girls on the wrestling team trusted him with secrets, fears, and teenage drama because they knew he would listen without judgment. He knew Simon quietly repaired broken equipment around the school simply because he couldn't stand seeing things left unfinished. He knew Simon carried boxes for teachers, fixed desks, moved furniture, and solved problems without ever expecting thanks. The man cared so deeply about people while pretending he didn't.

Maybe that was the problem. Grace had spent so much time trying to get past Simon's walls that he hadn't realized he'd already succeeded. Once he got past those walls, Simon was gentle, steady, and thoughtful. He was the sort of person who made the people around him feel safe. Grace liked that version of Simon far more than he probably should have.

The drive home that evening was awful. The realization left him smiling like an idiot at random intervals, which only made the situation worse. Every time he thought about Simon, another memory surfaced. Another interaction. Another moment that suddenly seemed far more significant than it had before. By the time he arrived home, Grace had reached the unfortunate conclusion that he was absolutely, undeniably doomed.

The truly terrible part came later. 

Not because Simon realized he had feelings for Grace. That particular disaster had happened months ago. Simon had already lost that battle somewhere between shared lunches and late afternoons in the teacher's lounge, science fairs, and wrestling meets. At some point, watching Grace light up an entire classroom while explaining biology and listening to him laugh at his own terrible jokes with complete confidence. What had begun as a reluctant friendship had quietly become something much more dangerous. Simon had accepted that reality a long time ago.

No, the truly terrible part was realizing that Grace might actually like him back.

The suspicion didn't arrive all at once. It crept in gradually, slipping through cracks Simon hadn't realized existed: a glance that lingered a second too long or a smile that felt strangely personal, and small moments that were easy to dismiss individually but became increasingly difficult to ignore when viewed together. 

At first, Simon convinced himself he was imagining things. It wouldn't have been the first time someone mistook kindness for affection. Grace was kind to everyone. He remembered names, checked on people, brought coffee to exhausted coworkers, and stayed after school to help struggling students. It would have been easier—safer, even—to assume Simon was reading too much into ordinary kindness. Unfortunately, Simon was observant by nature, and once the possibility entered his mind, he couldn't stop noticing things.

Grace had always looked people in the eye when he spoke to them. It was one of the many reasons students trusted him. When Grace talked to someone, he gave them his full attention, making them feel as though they were the only person in the room. But lately, Simon kept catching him staring, not even listening.

Simon would glance up from paperwork during lunch and find those ocean-blue eyes already fixed on him. Grace would be standing across a gymnasium during a wrestling meet, supposedly watching the match, only for Simon to realize his attention had drifted elsewhere, usually toward him. The moment Grace noticed he'd been caught, he'd immediately find something else to look at, his face turning bright red.

The first few times, Simon assumed it was a coincidence. By the tenth time, coincidence seemed increasingly unlikely. Simon knew Grace smiled at everyone. The man treated smiling like breathing. Students received smiles. Teachers received smiles. Parents received smiles. The cafeteria staff received smiles. The school secretary probably received enough smiles to power the building. 

The smile Grace gave him seemed softer somehow. There was a warmth to it that felt strangely intimate, as though Grace was genuinely happy to see him specifically rather than simply happy in general. It was the sort of smile that appeared before Grace even realized it was happening. The sort of smile people couldn't fake.

Grace even found reasons to visit the metals classroom with surprising frequency. Individually, every excuse was perfectly reasonable. The frequency, however, was becoming increasingly suspicious. Likewise, Simon noticed Grace's uncanny ability to appear wherever he happened to be. If Simon stayed late grading papers, Grace somehow ended up grading papers too. If Simon attended a school event, Grace was already there. If Simon stopped by the teacher's lounge, it never took long before the biology teacher wandered in carrying coffee and a smile.

The man was becoming alarmingly predictable. Which gave Simon an idea. After all, if Grace was going to spend months making Simon fall in love with him, the least Simon could do was gather some data.

The next time he caught Grace watching him, Simon smiled; it wasn't one of the polite smiles he reserved for coworkers. This one was small, soft, and entirely intentional.

Grace froze. His usual rambling derailed so completely that he lost track of whatever story he had been telling. Simon watched the biology teacher blink several times, stare for a moment too long, then glance away as a faint flush crept across his cheeks. 

The discovery was both delightful and catastrophic because suddenly Simon couldn't stop testing the theory. If Grace saved him a seat during a staff meeting, Simon would sit beside him without hesitation and watch the pleased expression that immediately appeared. If Grace brought him coffee, Simon would make a point of thanking him warmly. If Grace stopped by his classroom, Simon would continue the conversation a little longer than necessary just to see what happened. The answer, every single time, was that Grace became adorably flustered.

The biology teacher never even seemed to realize he was being teased. He simply lost the ability to function normally. He forgot what he was saying, lost track of conversations, looked away, looked back, and then, finally, smiled helplessly. Then immediately looked away again as though he'd touched something hot. Simon found the entire thing embarrassingly endearing.

Grace remained blissfully unaware. Simon, meanwhile, was quietly losing his mind. Being in love with Grace had been difficult enough. He'd already spent months convincing himself that those feelings would remain one-sided forever. Discovering that Grace might love him back was infinitely worse. For the first time, hope had entered the equation.

Hope, Simon was beginning to realize, was far more terrifying than certainty had ever been.

Middle school mixers were proof that humanity had survived entirely through stubbornness. Simon had reached this conclusion approximately twenty minutes after arriving.

The gymnasium was packed wall-to-wall with students operating at maximum volume, music blasted from speakers that were probably too powerful for the room, and colored lights flashed across the floor. Somewhere near the refreshments table, two boys were arguing passionately about something involving Pokémon. Near the bleachers, a cluster of girls were filming dance videos. Every teacher in attendance wore the expression of someone attempting to maintain order while quietly accepting that order no longer existed.

The faculty had been encouraged to dress up for the event. Most had interpreted that suggestion loosely. Simon had not.

He stood near the edge of the gym in a charcoal-black tuxedo that fit his broad frame almost unfairly well. The jacket emphasized the width of his shoulders while the dark vest beneath sharpened the lines of his torso. His shoulder-length dark hair had been brushed back and neatly tied for once, revealing more of his face than usual. The silver cufflinks at his wrist caught the flashing dance lights whenever he moved, and the absence of his left arm only seemed to add to the commanding presence he carried so naturally. Several students had spent the first half hour of the mixer whispering about how their wrestling coach looked like he belonged in an action movie.

Simon had pretended not to hear them.

Chaos reigned. Simon spent most of the evening doing what he always did at school events. He kept an eye on students, intervening when necessary, and pretending he wasn't looking for a particular biology teacher. The last part proved surprisingly difficult. Not because Grace was hard to find. In fact, he looked like if Prince Charming had wandered out of a fairy tale by accident.

The biology teacher wore a navy-blue tuxedo. The color contrasted beautifully against his fair skin and blond hair, turning those already impossible blue eyes into something almost luminous beneath the gym lights. His tie had loosened slightly over the course of the evening, and a few golden strands had escaped whatever attempt he'd made to tame them earlier, falling across his forehead whenever he laughed. The jacket fit him well enough to be attractive without looking overly formal, and every time he smiled—which was constantly—the entire outfit somehow became secondary to the warmth radiating from his face.

Everywhere he went, students gravitated toward him. Grace spent most of the mixer circulating around the gym, chatting with students, redirecting overly enthusiastic dance battles before they became injuries, and generally ensuring nobody accidentally set something on fire. Which, considering middle schoolers, remained a legitimate concern.

Several times, Simon spotted him across the room, and several times he immediately looked elsewhere. He failed spectacularly. The problem was that once Simon noticed Grace, he found it difficult not to continue noticing him. By the time the evening was halfway over, Simon was beginning to suspect the students weren't the only people with a conspiracy board; his just happened to exist entirely inside his own head.

A particularly loud cheer erupted from the center of the gym as some sort of dance competition reached its inevitable conclusion. Simon glanced toward the commotion, determinedly focusing on literally anything besides Grace. Five minutes later, he realized he was looking for him again. Annoyed with himself, Simon scanned the room.

This time, he found him immediately. Grace stood near the edge of the gymnasium, slightly removed from the crowd. His arms were folded loosely across his chest as he watched students dance beneath the colored lights. A soft smile rested on his face, equal parts amusement and fondness. The sight made something warm settle in Simon's chest.

Before he could think better of it, he started walking. Grace noticed him approaching. The smile immediately widened. Simon hated how much he liked that.

"There you are," Grace said.

Simon raised an eyebrow. "There I am?"

"I haven't seen you in almost an hour."

Simon stared at him. Grace blinked. Then immediately realized what he'd said. A faint flush appeared across his cheeks. "I mean—"

"I know what you meant."

The conversation that followed was easy and comfortable. At some point, the silences weren't awkward anymore. Neither felt obligated to fill every gap. They simply stood together watching students dance while discussing whatever happened to come to mind— a science fair project gone horribly wrong, an upcoming wrestling tournament, and a student who had somehow managed to glue their own sleeve to a desk. Grace laughed so hard at the last story that he nearly doubled over. 

Simon found himself smiling again. The sight clearly affected Grace because the biology teacher abruptly forgot what he had been saying. Simon pretended not to notice. Mostly because noticing would have required acknowledging how much he enjoyed it.

The music shifted. The loud dance song faded away, and a slower song replaced it. Students immediately reacted. Some groaned dramatically while others cheered. Several couples migrated toward the center of the gym floor. Grace watched the chaos unfold with visible amusement.

Simon watched Grace. Then an idea occurred to him. It was objectively a terrible idea. Naturally, he acted on it immediately. "Want to dance?"

Grace laughed. Simon remained silent. The laughter gradually died. Grace stared at him. "...Wait."

Simon raised an eyebrow.

"Oh my god, you're serious."

"I asked a question, Angel."

Grace looked genuinely stunned. The expression alone almost made the entire evening worthwhile. "You want to dance?"

"That's generally what people mean when they ask."

The biology teacher opened and closed his mouth several times. Color steadily climbed into his face. Simon found the reaction deeply satisfying. Around them, several nearby students had begun paying attention. Like a rapidly spreading infection, awareness moved across the gymnasium.

Conversations stopped. Heads turned. Phones appeared. Simon remained blissfully unaware.

Grace remained slightly less blissfully unaware. "Simon."

"Hm?"

"Everyone is staring."

"They'll survive."

Grace looked moments away from spontaneous combustion. "You're crazy."

"That’s a new one.”

The smile tugging at Grace's lips ruined any attempt at sounding annoyed. For a moment, neither moved. Then Simon held out his hand. Grace glanced down at it, then up at Simon. Something soft appeared in his expression that made Simon's pulse stumble.

Slowly, Grace accepted, and a wave of shrieks swept through the room. Several students appeared ready to ascend directly into the heavens. Others covered their mouths. One girl visibly grabbed her friend's shoulders and violently shook her. Simon ignored all of them. Grace tried to ignore all of them. 

The dance itself was simple. Neither of them were particularly good at dancing. Grace admitted that almost immediately. Simon had already figured as much. They found their own rhythm anyway.

Simon offered his right hand first. Grace slipped his left into it without hesitation, their fingers settling together almost instinctively. Rather than attempting a traditional dance hold, Simon gently guided Grace closer until there was barely any space between them. His right arm curved naturally around the small of Grace's back, his palm resting just above his waist, steady enough to lead but never restrictive. Grace adjusted without a second thought, his free hand coming to rest lightly against Simon's shoulder before slowly sliding nearer the base of his neck as they found a comfortable balance.

It wasn't the sort of posture anyone would have learned in a dance class. It belonged entirely to them—a dance shaped around Simon's missing arm instead of despite it. Grace followed Simon's lead effortlessly, the two of them swaying more than stepping, their movements small, unhurried, and almost private despite being surrounded by an entire gymnasium full of students.

Simon discovered he liked the arrangement far more than he probably should have. Holding Grace this close meant he could feel every quiet laugh that escaped him, every breath he took, every tiny adjustment as Grace instinctively leaned into his guidance. It wasn't elegant, but it didn't need to be. It was comfortable and warm.

The strange thing was how quickly the rest of the room faded away. The music remained and lights remained, but Simon stopped paying attention to any of it. Because Grace was smiling again. This one belonged entirely to Simon, and Simon suddenly found himself wanting to see it forever.

A very dangerous thought.

Grace said something. Simon didn't hear it. He'd been distracted by Grace's eyes, the warmth in his expression, and by the realization that the biology teacher seemed every bit as nervous as he felt. "What?"

Grace laughed softly. "I asked if you're having fun."

Simon considered the question, then considered the man asking it. "Yeah."

The answer came easier than expected. Grace's smile brightened. Simon immediately felt rewarded for his honesty. The feeling was embarrassing, but he decided to embrace it. 

Leaning slightly closer, Simon lowered his voice until only Grace could hear. "You know."

Grace swallowed. "What?"

Simon fought back a smile. "I think half the school is going to pass out."

The biology teacher snorted. Then laughed. Then looked relieved. Simon decided he could do better. So he leaned in again, closer this time. Close enough that Grace could probably feel the warmth of his breath against his ear.

"The other half," Simon murmured, "look disappointed it took us this long."

Grace made a strangled noise. His ears turned red, and his neck followed shortly afterward. Simon felt an entirely unreasonable amount of satisfaction. The reaction was adorable. More importantly, it confirmed several theories.

Eventually, Grace shook his head. "You're enjoying this way too much."

"Maybe."

Grace groaned, covering part of his face with one hand. Simon smiled.

The song continued drifting through the gymnasium, soft and slow, while students pretended not to stare and failed spectacularly. Somewhere near the bleachers, an entire group of girls appeared to be silently screaming into each other's shoulders. A teacher Simon vaguely recognized from the English department looked seconds away from recording the entire thing.

Neither of them paid much attention. Or rather, Grace didn't. Simon absolutely noticed. He simply didn't care. For once, the attention didn't bother him, not when those ocean-blue eyes kept finding his.

The song eventually faded toward its conclusion, and Simon was just beginning to think the evening couldn't possibly become any more entertaining when the music changed. The slow melody vanished, and a much faster beat exploded from the speakers. The students erupted immediately, rushing back toward the dance floor with renewed enthusiasm. Simon felt a grin tug at the corner of his mouth. Across from him, Grace's expression changed instantly.

The biology teacher froze. His eyes narrowed. "Oh no."

Simon smiled wider.

Grace pointed accusingly at him, like scolding a misbehaving puppy. "No."

"What?" Simon asked, completely knowing what he was doing.

"I know that look."

"What look?"

"That look!"

Simon's grin only grew. Grace looked genuinely alarmed now. Months of friendship had apparently taught him several things about Simon, one of which was that the metals teacher only smiled like that when he was about to cause problems.

"Simon."

"Hm?"

"What are you thinking?"

The question came out suspiciously nervous.

Simon didn't answer. Instead, the corner of his mouth lifted into a slow, unmistakably dangerous smirk. He tightened the gentle hold he already had around Grace's waist. His right hand shifted ever so slightly against the small of Grace's back, a silent signal instead of a spoken one. He gave Grace a playful tug, drawing him a half-step closer just as the slow song faded and an upbeat swing number burst through the gymnasium speakers.

Grace's eyes widened. "Oh no."

"Oh yes."

Before Grace could protest, Simon guided him into motion. Grace let out a startled yelp. Then another. Then an actual scream. "SIMON—"

The protest dissolved almost immediately into bright, helpless laughter. Simon couldn't remember the last time he'd heard someone sound so genuinely happy. The gymnasium erupted around them as students realized what was happening. Cheers broke out from every corner of the room. A group near the bleachers started clapping along with the beat.

Someone shouted, "LET'S GO!"

Another yelled, "I KNEW IT!"

Simon barely registered any of it. His entire attention had narrowed to the biology teacher currently laughing so hard he could barely remain upright.

Grace stumbled through the first few steps, completely missing the rhythm as Simon steered him across the floor. Without a second arm to guide him, Simon relied on smaller cues instead like a gentle pressure against Grace's side, a subtle shift of his own weight, or a slight lift of their joined hands before each turn. Every movement was deliberate, every signal quiet, and somehow Grace followed them all anyway, usually a fraction of a second after panicking.

"You—"

Grace laughed so hard the rest of the sentence disappeared.

"You absolute—"

Another burst of laughter swallowed the insult.

"I hate—"

More laughter.

The statement lost every ounce of credibility considering Grace was smiling so broadly his cheeks had begun to ache. His glasses were already threatening to slide off his nose, his tie had come loose, and blond hair kept falling into his eyes no matter how many times he puffed at it between fits of giggling.

Simon felt an entirely unreasonable amount of satisfaction. For someone insisting he hated this, Grace looked like he was having the time of his life.

The music picked up speed. So did they.

Simon wasn't anything close to a trained dancer, but years of wrestling had taught him balance unlike almost anyone else. Losing his left arm had only sharpened that awareness. Every movement he made began from his center, each step deliberate and controlled, allowing him to guide Grace without ever needing a second hand. His right arm remained secure around Grace's waist whenever they closed the distance, then loosened just enough to join hands to create room for another turn. He never pulled and never forced. He simply invited the movement, and Grace followed.

Grace, meanwhile, possessed exactly three qualifications for swing dancing: enthusiasm, blind trust, and absolute chaos. Mostly the last one.

Every unexpected change in direction produced a brand-new sound. One turn earned a startled squeak. Another produced something suspiciously close to a shriek. One particularly ambitious step made Grace gasp, "Simon, I swear to God—" before dissolving into another fit of laughter so contagious Simon nearly laughed himself. The students adored every second of it.

At one point Simon caught Grace's hand a little higher, stepping backward while rotating his own body instead of relying on a second arm. The movement naturally carried Grace into a smooth spin beneath their joined hands. His loosened tie flared outward as he turned, blond hair catching flashes of colored light from the disco ball overhead.

Grace completed exactly one graceful rotation, then immediately stumbled straight back into Simon. Without thinking, Simon's arm tightened around Grace's waist to steady him before he could lose his balance. Grace collided lightly against his chest, blinking up at him with wide blue eyes before another helpless laugh escaped him.

"Oh my God..." He buried his face against Simon's shoulder for half a second, laughing so hard he could barely breathe. "You planned that!"

"I absolutely did."

Grace pointed accusingly at him, still laughing. "You're evil."

"A devil for an angel. Fitting."

By now Grace had stopped trying to anticipate what Simon was going to do. At some point during the dance, Grace had stopped watching Simon's feet. He no longer hesitated before each turn or braced himself every time Simon shifted directions. Whenever Simon adjusted his weight, Grace instinctively followed. Whenever Simon's hand pressed gently against his side, Grace moved without questioning where they were going.

Trust like that wasn't built in a single evening. It came from shared lunches, late nights grading papers, coffee left on desks, science fairs, wrestling meets, and hundreds upon hundreds of ordinary conversations that, somehow, had become extraordinary simply because they'd had them together.

The song finally began winding down several minutes later. Both of them were breathing hard by then. Grace's face was flushed, his hair was a mess, and his glasses sat slightly crooked. And he was still giggling.  Simon couldn't stop looking at him. 

He'd always known Grace was handsome, but watching him laugh like this, Simon decided then and there that there wasn't a more beautiful sight anywhere in the room. 

Or, quite possibly anywhere in the universe. 

By the time the mixer finally ended, the gymnasium had become a slow-moving sea of exhausted students, tired teachers, and parents arriving to collect children who had spent the last three hours operating at a volume level previously thought impossible. The music had long since stopped, leaving behind the ringing silence that always seemed louder after a noisy event. Chairs were being folded and stacked, decorations were coming down, and the faculty had collectively entered that strange state of exhaustion where everything felt slightly unreal.

Grace helped gather decorations and stack chairs, though his efforts were hampered by the fact that he kept smiling whenever he thought about the dance. Every so often a student would walk past and give him a look that suggested the story had already spread through half the school. Grace chose to ignore that.

Simon, meanwhile, lingered nearby under the guise of helping clean up. Grace noticed, but neither of them mentioned it.

The strangest part was that neither seemed particularly eager to leave. Normally, after a school event, everyone raced toward the nearest exit with the desperation of survivors escaping a natural disaster. Tonight, however, both men found reasons to move a little slower. Conversations that should have lasted thirty seconds stretched into several minutes. Tasks that could have been finished immediately somehow took longer.

Eventually, though, there were no more chairs to stack and no more decorations to collect. The students were gone, and the teachers were heading home. The building itself seemed to be winding down around them, so Simon walked Grace to his car.

The parking lot was quiet compared to the chaos they'd left behind. Overhead lights cast pale circles across the pavement while the cool evening air carried the distant sounds of traffic from somewhere beyond the school grounds. The sky above them had darkened into deep shades of blue-black, with only a few stars visible through the glow of the town's lights.

Their conversation wandered aimlessly as they walked. Neither seemed interested in reaching the end of it. They talked about the mixer, more about the collective meltdown that had occurred when two teachers had dared to dance together in public. Grace laughed himself breathless recounting the horrified expression on the vice principal's face when the students started cheering.

Simon listened, watched, and smiled. The sight alone was enough to make Grace's heart misbehave. By the time they reached Grace's car, neither had found a reason to leave. The conversation slowly faded as a comfortable silence settled between them.

Grace leaned lightly against the driver's side door, one hand resting on the roof of the car while Simon remained nearby. The distance between them wasn't large. Somewhere over the course of the year, personal space had quietly stopped being a concern.

Grace could feel his pulse beginning to speed up, though he wasn't entirely sure why. Maybe it was because the evening had felt different from the start or because Simon had looked at him during the dance as though he'd forgotten the rest of the room existed. The months of friendship had slowly become something neither of them could ignore anymore. Whatever the reason, something had changed.

Grace noticed the shift almost immediately. The teasing confidence that had carried him through the dance remained, but there was something else more vulnerable beneath it now. Simon wasn't a man who wore his emotions openly. Most people saw the intimidating wrestling coach with the stern expression and assumed that was all there was.

Grace knew better. He'd spent months getting glimpses of the softer parts hidden underneath. And right now, Simon looked nervous. Simon was brave in a hundred different ways. He could stand in front of an entire gymnasium full of students without blinking. He could command a wrestling room with a single look. He could face challenges that would make most people back down without hesitation.

But this scared him?

Simon took a slow breath before finally lifting his eyes to meet Grace's. "Can I kiss you?"

For one glorious, horrifying moment, Grace's brain stopped functioning entirely. Every coherent thought vanished. His heart immediately attempted to escape through his ribcage.

Grace blinked. "Oh."

Simon waited patiently, which somehow made everything worse.

Grace gulped. "You mean now?"

The question left Grace's mouth before he could process how ridiculous it sounded. A faint smile tugged at the corner of Simon's mouth. "Preferably."

Grace nodded. Then nodded again. Then immediately ruined everything. "Okay, see, the thing is, I've actually thought about that before."

The moment the sentence escaped, Grace wanted to disappear into the ground. Simon's eyebrows climbed noticeably higher. Grace continued talking anyway because apparently embarrassment had permanently disabled his ability to stop.

"I mean—not in a weird way." A pause. "Actually, that's definitely making it sound weird."

Simon was visibly trying not to laugh now, which only encouraged Grace's humiliation to reach new heights. "I just mean that—" Another pause. "Oh my God."

Grace covered his face with both hands. "This is awful."

The laugh that escaped Simon was warm and genuine. The sound made Grace peek through his fingers despite himself. That turned out to be a mistake because Simon's smile was full of so much affection that was both terrifying and wonderful.

Very gently, Simon reached up and touched Grace's wrist. The gesture was small, but it immediately grounded him. There was no pressure in it. Simon was simply waiting, giving Grace the choice. Giving him time. Grace lowered his hands, and their eyes met. 

The world seemed to narrow around them. The parking lot faded. The school disappeared. Even the distant sounds of traffic became little more than background noise. All Grace could focus on was Simon. 

The man who had spent months showing up for him in quiet ways. The man who fixed broken equipment without being asked. The man who sat beside him at lunch every day. The man who attended science fairs he had absolutely no reason to attend except that Grace was there.

The man he had fallen hopelessly in love with.

"Yes," Grace said softly.

Something akin to relief, wonder, and disbelief all together shifted in Simon's expression. Then, there was hope. Then Simon stepped closer and kissed him. 

The kiss was gentle from the very beginning, like Simon understood exactly how precious this moment was and intended to treat it accordingly. For a few seconds neither moved beyond that initial contact. The months they'd spent circling around each other seemed to gather quietly between them. Grace could feel it in the kiss itself. There was so much affection woven into it that it nearly stole his breath. Simon loved quietly. In the way he remembered things. In the way he listened. In the way he showed up again and again without ever asking for recognition.

Grace felt all of that now. Felt months of devotion that had never quite found words. And suddenly he understood just how much Simon loved him. The realization was so overwhelming it almost hurt. After all the reasons Simon had to keep people at a distance, he had still chosen to trust Grace with his heart. So Grace kissed him back. He couldn't imagine doing anything else.

When the kiss deepened slightly, it was driven by certainty. Two people finally allowing themselves something they had both wanted for far longer than either cared to admit. When they finally pulled apart, it happened slowly. Neither eager to be the first one to step away.

Grace opened his eyes. Simon was still there. Still close and still smiling. The sight filled him with so much happiness. Then he realized his cheeks ached. He was smiling so hard his face hurt.

The discovery only made him laugh. Simon laughed too. For several moments they simply stood there beneath the parking lot lights looking entirely too happy for two grown men standing beside a car after a middle school dance.

Eventually Simon shook his head. "You know."

Grace's smile widened immediately. "What?"

"You once told me this was the happiest you'd ever been."

Recognition flickered across Grace's face. He remembered the conversation instantly. The teacher's lounge. The grading. The exhaustion. The way he'd admitted that teaching, despite everything, made him happier than he'd ever been. A lifetime ago. "I did."

Simon reached for his hand. Grace threaded their fingers together without hesitation. For a moment Simon simply looked at him. "I think this is the happiest I've ever been."

Grace's heart nearly broke. He squeezed his hand and stepped closer until their shoulders brushed. And beneath the glow of the parking lot lights, with the school quiet behind them and the future stretching uncertainly ahead, they stood together smiling like two people who had finally stopped searching.