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1. My Head is Full of Poison (And my Heart is Full of Doubt) by InsomniacAndBi

   Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   12 Jul 2026

   Tags

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   • Natalie Scatorccio/Shauna Shipman
   • Shauna Shipman/Jackie Taylor (referenced)
   • Shauna Shipman & Shauna Shipman's Wilderness Baby
   • Natalie Scatorccio & Shauna Shipman's Wilderness Baby
   • Shauna Shipman
   • Natalie Scatorccio
   • Shauna Shipman's Wilderness Baby
   • Travis Martinez
   • Lottie Matthews
   • Taissa Turner
   • Van Palmer
   • Mari (Yellowjackets)
   • Misty Quigley
   • Shauna Shipman's Wilderness Baby Lives
   • post-partum
   • Paranoia
   • But you should expect that from Shauna
   • Angst
   • Codependency
   • Morally Grey Shauna Shipman
   • Manipulation
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • But they're both exactly where they want to be
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Antler Queen Shauna Shipman
   • deification
   • Jackie Taylor Haunts the Narrative (Yellowjackets)
   • but doesn't actually appear
   • Shauna Shipman-centric
   • Protective Shauna Shipman
   • Protective Natalie Scatorccio
   • Tension
   • Intimacy
   • Shauna's canon hair thing
   • Jealousy
   • Jealous Shauna Shipman
   • Jealous Natalie Scatorccio

   Summary

   “I’ll be back,” Nat promised. She reached across the bed slowly, her hand stretching out painstakingly slow. It was so slow Shauna was sure the ground would thaw by the time it reached. She was sure that years would pass and chasms would form and the lake would dry up.

   Nat’s fingertips were cold as they met Shauna’s. Cold and featherlight like she wasn’t sure whether she was allowed to touch.

   “I’m going to come back,” Nat said softly.” To you and Jack, I promise, Shauna. I’m not going anywhere.”

   OR

   Natalie saves Wilderness Baby's life and Shauna proceeds to make it everyone's problem

   OR,

   Alternatively, Antler Queen Shauna and her surprisingly willing consort Natalie

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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