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1. my pale blue star (bring me down and bury me with ashes) by lecterova

   Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Enjin/Zanka Nijiku
   • Enjin (Gachiakuta)
   • Zanka Nijiku
   • Angst
   • Possibly Unrequited Love
   • Crushes
   • First Kiss
   • First Time
   • Age Difference
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Power Imbalance
   • Drinking
   • Making Out
   • Hand Jobs
   • Come Eating
   • Finger Sucking
   • Hand & Finger Kink
   • Virginity
   • No Aftercare
   • more like bad aftercare
   • Insecurity
   • Internalized Victim Blaming
   • Workplace Sex
   • Abuse of Authority
   • Mildly Dubious Consent
   • on account of said authority
   • Enjin is a Little Shit (Gachiakuta)
   • Zanka Nijiku is Down Bad
   • Zanka Nijiku Needs a Hug (Gachiakuta)
   • LITERALLY
   • Angst with No Happy Ending

   Summary

   "Breathe," Enjin whisper-laughs into his ear. "No one's scoring you on this."

   Zanka takes in a shuddering inhale, realizing that he did, in fact, forget to breathe. No one's ever touched him like this before.

   Having Enjin, his Enjin, be the first one, feels like skipping a lot of steps.

   Zanka acts on his crush on Enjin and gets more than he bargained for.

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   English

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