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1. the weight of your gravity by shliapnikovvv (nnoitraszayel)

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Pressure Seeking
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • Post-Book 2: Heated Rivalry (Game Changers)
   • Pre-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • the timeline jumps around a lot in this one
   • there are scenes from
   • Ilya Rozanov's Last Year Playing in Boston
   • Ilya Rozanov's move to Ottawa
   • Ilya Rozanov's First Year Playing in Ottawa
   • basically a lot from the years between the end of Heated Rivalry and the start of The Long Game
   • a character study of Shane Hollander through the heart eyes of Ilya Rozanov
   • mostly Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov as boyfriends
   • Long-Distance Relationship
   • Ilya Rozanov Acting as a Weighted Blanket
   • mentions of Transition Anxiety
   • Actual Weighted Blankets
   • Weighted Stuffed Animals
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Panic Attacks
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander's Freckles
   • Oral Sex
   • Blow Jobs
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anilingus
   • Rimming
   • Top Ilya Rozanov
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • 69 (Sex Position)
   • cowboy shane
   • Shane Hollander Has a Big Dick
   • Ilya Rozanov Calls Shane Hollander "Sweetheart"
   • Among other things lol
   • featuring special guest appearances by
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Unreliable Narrator Ilya Rozanov
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • eventually also includes
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • and sometimes we have
   • Shane Hollander Speaks Russian
   • oh and also (sorry not sorry)
   • Ilya Rozanov has the Bear Tattoo
   • Shane Hollander Takes Care of Ilya Rozanov
   • Texting
   • Established Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Calls Shane Hollander a Slut
   • Nightmares
   • Wake-Up Sex
   • Consensual Somnophilia
   • Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Headaches & Migraines

   Summary

   “I feel bad, Shane. I want you to be able to sleep, if that is with twenty blankets, there will be twenty blankets. If that is with your duck, is okay, I can share you. Is not important, not as long as you are there with me.”

   “I don’t need them. Not… not when I have you. When you hold me or lie on top of me and let me hold you, it’s like I can finally relax. Like, um,” Shane's voice was gradually getting quieter, and he turned his face away from Ilya. “It’s like I can maybe just be… just Shane.”

   --

   In the years that follow their first summer at the cottage, Ilya notices that Shane likes to sleep a certain way. As the years go by, he learns it was always about more than just sleep.

   Series

   • Part 1 of if lost, please return to ilya rozanov

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