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1. I wish I knew how to quit you, but my body isn’t ready. by Iloveangstyheatedrivalry

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   26 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais
   • Wilson (Heated Rivalry)
   • Gilbert Comeau
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Hockey
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Rough Kissing
   • Happily Ever After
   • Shane Hollander Gets Outed
   • Ilya Rozanov Gets Outed
   • Angst
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending

   Summary

   Shane felt wrong. He never felt nervous before games. Never. They were playing against Boston.

   There was only one thing different this time. Ilya and him didn’t have plans after the game. Hadn’t had plans after any of the last 3 games against each other.

   Ilya had broken it off. It needed to happen anyway, so Shane didn’t know why he felt so empty and sad without Ilya.

   Or:

   Ilya had broken it off with Shane almost half a year back. Shane didn’t know what he felt, until Ilya Rozanov. The macho hockey man had a full on breakdown in the middle of their game.

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