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1. I finally look up—you're in front of me, blocking the pain by deardemon

   Fandoms: 大梦归离 | Fangs of Fortune (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   01 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Zhao Yuanzhou | Zhu Yan/Zhuo Yichen
   • Zhao Yuanzhou | Zhu Yan
   • Zhuo Yichen
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Slice of Life
   • Caretaking
   • Temporary Amnesia
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Panic Attacks
   • Self-Harm
   • Eventual Smut
   • Verse Couple
   • Enthusiastic Consent
   • Post-Canon
   • Canon Divergence
   • Ying Lei Lives (Fangs of Fortune)
   • Bai Jiu Lives (Fangs of Fortune)
   • Pei Siheng Lives
   • Minor Pei Sijing/Wen Xiao
   • they will all just make some brief appearance towards the end though
   • Past Li Lun/Zhao Yuanzhou | Zhu Yan
   • very little plot
   • Lots of dialogue
   • Fix-It of Sorts
   • Happy Ending
   • POV mainly ZYZ
   • but there's some POV ZYC and other head-jumping
   • No Beta
   • tags might be added/changed

   Summary

   "You've done all this before," Zhao Yuanzhou said softly, looking at Zhuo Yichen over his shoulder.

   Zhuo Yichen frowned again. "You said you remembered me?" he said, a little distraught.

   "I—" Zhao Yuanzhou blinked sheepishly, "I do, and I don't. It's… it's hard to explain." He shuffled around so they were sitting facing each other. "I seem to remember… feelings. I know you're Zhuo Yichen and I know I love you." He saw Zhuo Yichen face softening a little. "But I don't remember our lives." He swallowed. "I'm sorry."

   *****

   Zhao Yuanzhou is back. Most of his memories and demonic powers are not. While he recovers, he and Zhuo Yichen travel around leisurely. With heavy memories returning, there's lots of emotional hurt/comfort, and Zhuo Yichen really has the patience of an angel.

   (Can be read as a standalone, only has a few minor references to previous works.)

   Series

   • Part 6 of I'm willing - 我愿意

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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