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1. You State a Feeling Like a Fact by Maineslighthouse

   Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   20 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard
   • Neil Josten
   • Andrew Minyard
   • Betsy Dobson
   • Riko Moriyama
   • Jean Moreau
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Flashbacks
   • POV Neil Josten
   • Hurt Neil Josten
   • Protective Andrew Minyard
   • Trauma Recovery
   • Trauma
   • Torture
   • Riko Moriyama Being an Asshole
   • Dead Riko Moriyama
   • Warning: Riko Moriyama
   • Post-Canon
   • Post-Book 3: The King's Men (All For The Game)
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Andrew Minyard Takes Care of Neil Josten
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • The Nest (All For The Game)
   • Neil Josten's Winter Break at The Nest

   Summary

   Neil swallowed tightly. ‘I think I tried to kill myself last night.’
   Bee’s pause lasted a second longer than it should’ve, her surprise a heavy thing between them, but then she asked, ‘Can you elaborate on what you mean by “I think”?’
   ‘I mean that I don’t remember,’ he repeated, articulating each syllable. ‘I don’t remember what caused it. I don’t remember why I felt the urge. I only realised what I was doing after Andrew tackled me and pinned my wrists so I couldn’t grab the knife. I don’t remember, but I have to.’

   When Neil starts having vivid flashbacks of his time at the Nest during Christmas Break, Andrew urges him to talk to Bee about it. Turns out, his trauma isn't as easily repressed as he thought it would be—and the memories he'd managed to forget will find their way to the surface, whether he wants them to or not.

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