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1. In The Throes Of Increasing Wonder by Quip24

   Fandoms: My Chemical Romance (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   21 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Frank Iero/Gerard Way
   • Frank Iero/Illi McMillin
   • Vampires
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Trans Gerard Way
   • Trans Female Gerard Way
   • Porn with Plot
   • mostly plot
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Frank Iero Is a Sweetheart
   • Healing
   • Vampirism as an allegory for rape
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Coming Out
   • Not Beta Read

   Summary

   Illi was 30 when she died. She had been on hormones for a little over 8 months. She hadn't even gotten the chance to tell anyone: not her coworkers, not her friends, and not even her brother. She just wanted to keep this small, beautiful thing to herself, just long enough that it felt real to her, and nobody could have an opinion on it.

   But, like most things in her life, she never got the chance.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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