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1. so what if im crazy? the best people are . by b3llaaisstranger for onlyxxlarry

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Texting Fic
   • Social Media
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Blow Jobs
   • Threats of Rape/Non-Con
   • Homophobic Language
   • Used in a Sexual Manner
   • texting on Twitter
   • nsfwtwt
   • Dark Ilya Rozanov
   • Dark Shane Hollander
   • Sexting
   • Fear Play
   • Breathplay
   • Bloodplay
   • Impact Play
   • Slight feet kink ?
   • Degradation Kink
   • Under-negotiated Kink
   • Size Kink
   • Slight religious worship
   • Bruises
   • Face Punching
   • Broken Bones
   • Chapter two everything unfolds
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Piss Drinking
   • Emetophilia
   • Vomiting
   • sloppy blowjobs
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • Top Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   He has just always had this dark urge in him, the urge to be hurt.
   He has always been in control of everything his whole life. Everything down to a tee. The way he dresses, the way he talks, the way he handles situations, and even the way his posture has shifted over the years.
   Shane will always and forever be in control, that’s what he wants right? Whatever it is he wants anyways he knows will never happen. He has a career and family and friends to maintain.

   Series

   • Part 1 of fics from hell

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   English

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