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Becoming Yourselves (Ft. Gumi & Miku)

Summary:

Gumis life after breaking up with her boyfriend & moving, both things she has no memory of doing.

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Do not feed any of my works into AI

Notes:

This is inspired the song 10 faced by YM, more specifically the translyrics by JubyPhonic, so it won't be fully accurate to the original song. On top of that we really strayed from the original personalities of each headmate because we wanted to make the characters more in-depth.

Also we're not saying the song was/is perfect rep for DID (or OSDD) we are well aware it's not.

I (Clem!) write the diary enteries, and Okyay writes the full chaps! (but ze's saying I should take credit for the fic idea)

okyay: our plan is to have each diary entery have a full chapter about what happened througout that day (maybe exluding Jan 05) but with Clem writing for the first time & my slow writing pace i'm publishing this with just the diary enteries right now. Hopefully it's still fun to read for the time being!

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Content warnings (some of these haven't shown up yet!):

Pluralmisia (from the ex boyfriend, & internalized)

Abuse (from the ex boyfriend, may be seen in future chapters)

Time loss / blackout amnesia

Brief struggles with eating

Drinking to cope

Self denial / denial of the system

Attempted self harm

Self hate

Chapter 1: January 05

Chapter Text

January 05

The new house is alright, it's a bit small but I think I just got used to a house built for two people. I was able to get most of our stuff but he decided that I was taking too long so I had to leave some boxes behind. I also left the alchohol, he can drink himself to death if he wants, but I'm not letting one of us do that.

I got us a job as a cashier, that should be easy for whoever does the work now. It's at a craft store too, maybe the people we see will be nicer than the assholes at our old job. The boss seemed alright, if a bit desperate.

I was able to work yesterday too, I wanted to put it off so whoever normally works won't make us seem like we don't pay attention but I know if our coworkers are assholes no one else would tell them off until it's too late, they seem fine though. And I can just write down a note where everything is kept.

The customers are nice too, a lot of younger people. There was this lady with blue hair who kept up the line by talking about a band, maybe her band? Our coworker said she's a regular so I hope she's not annoying.