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“You're staring again.”
Across the table, Sherlock drew in a slow breath.
“How do you always know?”
William smiled faintly as he lifted the delicate teacup. The blend the café served carried just enough sweetness to soften the tea without overwhelming it. He took a measured sip before setting the cup back onto its saucer. His fingers lingered around the warm porcelain, idly tracing the fluted edge.
“You always go quiet,” he said finally. “But not your focused quiet.”
Sherlock tapped a fingernail against the table.
“There's a difference?” he asked, a smile in his voice.
“Oh, they're very different.” William shook his head, locks of hair brushing his cheeks. “Your focused quiet comes with quicker breaths. Your foot starts tapping, sometimes you click your tongue. Your voice goes silent, but the rest of you never does.”
“And this quiet?”
William hummed and angled his face toward the patch of warmth he'd felt creeping across the table.
“This quiet is… more absolute. You don't move, you breathe slowly through your nose. I can almost feel your eyes on me.”
A huff of laughter came from across the table.
“They usually are.”
William brought his teacup to his mouth, hiding the upward tilt of his lips.
“What was it,” he set the cup down, running his thumb over the fragile curve of the handle, “that captured your attention this time?”
Sherlock was quiet for a moment. William could hear the rustle of fabric as he shifted in his seat.
“I was watching the way the sunlight caught your hair,” he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
The words settled warm in William’s chest.
“Describe it to me.”
He heard Sherlock take in another deep breath and William could almost imagine those eyes flicking across him, studying, analyzing.
“The afternoon sun is spilling in through the window behind you, the curtains tied open,” Sherlock began. “It's turned everything around you a soft gold. The edge of the table, your teacup, the steam rising from it…”
He trailed off, falling quiet. That watchful quiet.
“Your hair… That's where it all gathers. Every time you move, even a little, it catches another strand.” Sherlock cleared his throat and William heard him take a gulp of his drink. “...It's almost translucent at the ends. The sunlight passes through them instead of stopping, so they seem to glow from within.”
The tips of William's ears grew warm for reasons that had nothing to do with the sunlight resting against his back.
“You always seem to know exactly where the sun is. I think watching you seek it out has become one of my favorite things.” Sherlock's voice softened. “I keep meaning to look away, but I haven't quite managed it yet.”
As Sherlock fell silent, the café slowly drifted back into William's awareness. A teaspoon clinking softly against the edge of a cup. A man and a woman bickering a table away. The bell above the door chiming as it opened for another patron.
“That sounds awfully more dramatic than I remember,” William said at last.
“Perhaps you misremember.”
“Perhaps you embellish.”
He could hear Sherlock's shrug in the movement of his jacket.
“I suppose we'll never know.”
William smiled to himself and lifted his teacup once more. The tea had cooled slightly, the sweetness lingering at the back of his tongue.
Across the table…
No tapping foot. No thoughtful click of Sherlock's tongue. No restless shift of fabric. Only the slow, steady sound of Sherlock's breathing, quiet proof he hadn't disappeared.
“You're staring again.”
“I know.”