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The rain was pouring outside the sunroom,
the clouds setting the mood for Lu Guang’s spiraling train of thought.
Cheng Xiaoshi was still asleep in their shared room,
or at least he was the last time Lu Guang had sought
his pressence to make sure he was alright.
Lu Guang didn’t know what he had done to deserve
Cheng Xiaoshi and all the light
he brought to every room he walked into. The nerve
he always had to tease
Lu Guang like it meant nothing.
And, it should have, but Lu Guang couldn’t help the feeling that made him freeze
where he was after reliving every moment he had with Cheng Xiaoshi countless times. The realization had been a long time coming,
but Lu Guang knew then that he would do anything to save him.
Even if it meant reliving his worst moments over and over again for a chance that was far too slim.