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1. jagged edges, corners, and the future we lost by ilovep1zza

   Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Major Character Death
   • Park Jongseong | Jay/Park Sunghoon
   • Park Sunghoon (ENHYPEN)
   • Park Jongseong | Jay
   • Suicide
   • Suicide Notes
   • Pre-Slash
   • Kind of...
   • i used their stage names im terribly sorry
   • dont flame me
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • The Author Regrets Everything
   • Angst with a Sad Ending
   • Teen Angst
   • Angst
   • Angst with No Happy Ending
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • I'd say at least
   • I'm Bad at Tagging
   • Written in 1st Person
   • PLEASE BEAR WITH ME OKAY IT'S BETTER LIKE THIS PLS
   • i thought of 505 by am when i finished writing this
   • Song: 505 (Arctic Monkeys)
   • Cuddling & Snuggling
   • Platonic Cuddling
   • OR IS IT
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • ive been working on this for a year
   • Boys in Love
   • Miscommunication
   • fellas is it miscommunication if they dont talk at all
   • My First Fanfic
   • First Kiss
   • it's complicated - Freeform

   Summary

   I let him stay pressed against me, feeling the warmth of his skin radiating toward me and his lips on my own. I gently moved my free hand up to his face, pushing back a stray strand of hair and letting my hand rest against his cold cheek, making him flinch and pull back.

   We were both breathing heavily, exchanging air between us. I just looked into his eyes, those brown eyes that always looked so empty and heavy, now ignited with a flame of heat.
   He blinked, took a slow and shaky breath and looked away, then it was like I wasn’t even there at all.

   He pulled back, took his bag, then his pen and closed the door with a slight slam, leaving behind only the phantom of himself and his notebook in my room without hesitation. I stared at my door for a few moments longer, heart throbbing with pain and hope that he might come back, but he didn’t. The door kept shut and my heart continued to scream.

   or, Jay finally faces the loss of his best friend who could have been more

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