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From the Land of No Return

Summary:

Supernatural/Bones Crossover.

Dean made a deal.

Then Dean was brought back, and Sam was gone, for good.

Whole heap of hurt/comfort.

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# From the Land of No Return

*A Supernatural and Bones crossover*

## Chapter One

### A Dead Man in Room 103

The cold helped.

Not much, but enough that Dean kept his forehead pressed against his folded arms and his arms pressed against the steel table, letting the chill seep through his jacket and into his skin. It dulled the headache behind his eyes. It gave him something solid to feel that wasn’t the remembered bite of hooks or the drag of chains or the screaming that waited whenever the room became too quiet.

The interrogation room was very quiet.

Dean had been inside it for hours.

He knew because the guard had taken him to the bathroom twice, shackled at the wrists and ankles as if he might vault through a concrete wall and disappear. He probably could have got out if he had needed to. The lock was ordinary, the guard inattentive, and the camera left a narrow blind spot beside the door.

But he had nowhere he urgently needed to be.

The thing beneath the abandoned church was contained for another night. The iron nails Dean had driven through the crypt door would hold until dark tomorrow, probably. After that, someone else would have to notice the bodies.

Someone else would have to care.

Dean closed his eyes.

For half a second, the steel beneath his arms became something else.

Heat. Blood. A blade against bone.

He jerked upright so violently that the chain between his cuffs struck the edge of the table.

The sound cracked through the room.

Dean stared at his own distorted reflection in the steel and breathed through his nose.

In.

Out.

The fluorescent light hummed.

No screams. No hooks. No Alastair.

Just a room.

Just cuffs.

Just the FBI.

He had survived worse.

That thought did not comfort him as much as it once had.

---

When Special Agent Seeley Booth was handed the Winchester file, his first thought was that someone in administration hated him.

His second thought, approximately fifteen minutes later, was that someone in administration might be criminally incompetent.

By the end of the first hour, he was considering both possibilities equally.

The file was nearly four inches thick.

It contained allegations of grave desecration, credit-card fraud, impersonating federal officers, assault, kidnapping, bank robbery and multiple murders. It also contained two separate official declarations of Dean Winchester’s death, one autopsy report complete with photographs, at least four incidents in which witnesses had placed the man in two locations at once, and a truly impressive number of contradictory statements.

Booth leaned back in his chair and looked again at the autopsy photographs.

The dead man on the slab was unquestionably Dean Winchester.

The fingerprints matched. Dental records matched. The identifying marks matched.

Except Dean Winchester had been arrested alive in Washington that morning.

Booth rubbed both hands over his face.

“Great,” he muttered. “Zombie fugitive. That’s what my week needed.”

The autopsy was not even the most troubling part.

Dean Winchester, born January 24, 1979. Lawrence, Kansas. Mother killed in a house fire when Dean was four and his brother, Samuel, six months old.

After that, the Winchester family had moved constantly.

Minnesota. Wisconsin. Nebraska. Texas. Arizona. Ohio. Iowa. New Mexico. Town after town, motel after motel, school after school.

There were reports buried in the file that Henricksen’s team had treated as background noise: two boys left alone for days; a teacher noting that the older child routinely saved food from lunch; a motel manager finding an eight-year-old Dean trying to lower his feverish brother’s temperature in a bathtub because their father had not returned; unexplained bruises; suspected neglect.

Every report ended the same way.

By the time anyone followed up, the Winchesters were gone.

Booth understood bad fathers. He understood what a child could learn when the person meant to protect him instead taught him that home was dangerous.

What he did not understand was why Henricksen’s profiler had apparently read the same records and decided they supported the theory that Dean had grown into a remorseless killer.

Booth turned another page.

In 2001, Samuel Winchester had been accepted into Stanford on a full scholarship.

Dean and John Winchester had vanished almost entirely from official records at roughly the same time.

Booth frowned.

The file framed that as evidence that the family had fractured.

Booth saw an older brother dropping off the map at the exact moment the younger one escaped it.

He continued reading.

In November 2005, Samuel’s girlfriend had died in a fire. Dean had appeared in Palo Alto shortly beforehand, and the brothers had begun travelling together.

The death had occurred on November second.

The same date their mother had died.

The fires had started in almost identical locations.

Henricksen’s profiler had noted that the similarities might indicate an obsession shared by one or both brothers.

Booth wrote something much less charitable about the profiler in the margin.

The farther he read, the less sense the allegations made.

A murder blamed on Dean had occurred while traffic cameras placed his car two states away. During the Baltimore case, one of the arresting detectives had later been exposed as a murderer himself. Witnesses to the Milwaukee bank incident insisted the Winchester brothers had tried to protect the hostages. A woman supposedly murdered by Dean had been seen alive beside her own corpse.

Then came Colorado.

Henricksen had finally caught both brothers. Hours later, he reported them dead in a helicopter explosion.

A second explosion killed Henricksen and nearly everyone who had been inside the sheriff’s station.

After that, Dean vanished for six months.

Samuel continued driving Dean’s Impala, collecting a string of public-intoxication reports and minor altercations that read less like a criminal spree and more like a man coming apart.

Then, in November, Dean reappeared.

Samuel disappeared.

Booth stared at the dates.

Something had happened to Dean in May.

Something had happened to Samuel in November.

And now Dean Winchester was sitting alone in interrogation room 103 after being arrested for trespassing in an abandoned church.

Booth picked up the telephone.

“Bones,” he said when Brennan answered. “Round up the squints.”

“Why?”

“Because I have a dead man in custody.”

There was a brief pause.

“That statement is internally contradictory.”

“Yeah,” Booth said. “Welcome to my morning.”

---

The conference platform at the Jeffersonian disappeared beneath paper.

Brennan read the autopsy reports.

Cam reviewed the photographs and medical records.

Angela compared the images attached to witness statements. Zack constructed a chronology. Hodgins muttered darkly about interdepartmental cover-ups while Caroline Julian went through the charging documents with a red pen and increasing irritation.

Sweets sat slightly apart from them, reading the childhood records.

Booth watched his expression change.

The psychologist’s academic interest faded first. Then his professional distance.

By the time Sweets reached a school counsellor’s report from 1989, he had gone very still.

“What?” Booth asked.

Sweets looked up. “Dean was ten. His father had been absent for nine days. Dean told the counsellor that his father travelled for work and had left sufficient money.”

“He hadn’t?”

“The motel owner stated that the boys attempted to pay for their room using coins. Dean had been collecting refundable bottles. He was also caught stealing bread, peanut butter, cold medicine and infant electrolyte solution.”

“Sam wouldn’t have been an infant.”

“No. He was six.”

Booth swore softly.

Sweets turned another page. “The counsellor noted that Dean appeared more concerned about being separated from his brother than about any possible consequences for himself. He retracted everything the following morning. Their father collected them that afternoon.”

“And nobody followed up?”

“The file says the case was closed after John Winchester produced documentation showing employment with a private security firm.”

Hodgins snorted. “Fake documentation.”

“Probably,” Booth said.

“No, definitely. The company didn’t exist until eleven months after the date on the letterhead.”

Caroline lowered her glasses. “How do you know that?”

“I checked.”

“In the last twelve minutes?”

“I’m efficient when fuelled by righteous fury.”

Brennan placed two photographs beside one another.

“This is not the same man.”

Everyone turned towards her.

Booth pointed. “Bones, they’re identical.”

“The faces are identical. The bodies are not.”

Cam leaned closer.

Brennan indicated the autopsy photograph. “The deceased individual has a healed fracture of the left ulna. The arrest records from Baltimore include radiographs taken seven months later. Dean Winchester’s left ulna had never been fractured.”

“A twin?” Angela suggested.

“Sam is four years younger and structurally dissimilar,” Brennan said. “There is no record of another sibling.”

Cam studied the images. “The autopsy report also gives his blood type as AB positive. His military-hospital records—assuming those are real—say O negative.”

Booth looked at the dead man’s face again.

“Someone looked exactly like him.”

Hodgins lifted both hands. “Thank you. Finally. We have entered the conspiracy portion of the program.”

“We have entered the portion where the evidence is unreliable,” Brennan corrected.

“All of it is unreliable,” Caroline said. “Witnesses contradict the reports, the reports contradict the physical evidence, and half these charges were never properly filed. Even the valid warrants rely on cases that subsequently collapsed.”

“Can we hold him?” Booth asked.

Caroline gave him a long look. “Do you want to?”

Booth did not answer immediately.

Sweets closed the childhood file.

“I want to see him.”

---

Dean knew there were three people behind the glass.

One stood close to it. Lighter steps, minimal movement. Probably the shrink.

One paced twice before stopping. Male. Heavy enough to be armed.

The third shifted her weight with the precise impatience of someone unaccustomed to waiting for answers.

Dean kept his gaze on the table.

The door opened.

A dark-haired man in a suit entered first, followed by a tall woman with sharp blue eyes.

The suit carried himself like a soldier no matter what his badge said. He checked the corners automatically. He positioned himself between Dean and the door without seeming to.

The woman looked at Dean as if she could see beneath his skin and was deciding whether the arrangement of his bones made sense.

Dean almost smiled.

Sam would have liked her.

The thought opened something raw inside his chest.

“Dean Winchester?” the agent asked. “I’m Special Agent Seeley Booth. This is my partner, Doctor Temperance Brennan.”

“Yeah,” Dean said hoarsely. “I know.”

Brennan’s brows drew together. “We have not met previously.”

“Saw your picture on a book jacket.”

“You read my books?”

The answer should have been easy.

Dean had not expected the name to hurt so much when spoken aloud.

“My brother did.”

He watched understanding register first in Booth’s face, then confusion in Brennan’s.

“Sam?” Booth asked carefully.

Dean’s throat closed.

He nodded.

“He liked the one in Canada,” Dean managed. “Said you didn’t dumb down the science. Used to read bits at me when I was driving.”

A memory surfaced without mercy: Sam’s feet on the dashboard, Dean slapping his boots down; Sam ignoring him and continuing to describe cut marks on a fictional victim’s ribs; Dean complaining about spoilers while secretly listening to every word.

Dean swallowed.

“He’d be asking you about decomposition rates by now. And whether you actually did all the fieldwork yourself. Then he’d pretend he wasn’t impressed when you said yes.”

“I do perform my own fieldwork,” Brennan said. Her voice had changed, losing some of its clinical sharpness. “Your brother’s assessment was accurate.”

Dean let out a sound that tried to be a laugh.

It broke halfway through.

He looked down quickly, but not before Booth saw.

The agent lowered himself into the chair opposite.

“Where is Sam, Dean?”

There it was.

Dean had spent weeks avoiding the question. Bobby had stopped asking after Dean put his fist through a cupboard. Ellen had not stopped, exactly, but she had learned to do it without words.

Castiel had looked at him with that ancient, unbearable pity and said Samuel Winchester’s soul was beyond his reach.

Dean stared at the chain between his wrists.

“Dead.”

Brennan sat beside Booth.

“How?”

Dean’s mouth twisted.

“Bad deal.”

“That is not medically specific.”

“Bones,” Booth warned softly.

“No.” Dean rubbed a thumb over the edge of the cuff. “She’s right.”

He could tell them a dog attack. A stabbing. A car accident. Any ordinary lie.

Sam deserved better than a lie.

But the truth would put Dean in a psychiatric ward if the murder charges did not put him in prison first.

“A woman killed him,” he said finally.

“Who?”

“Doesn’t matter.”

“It matters if she committed murder.”

“She wasn’t human.”

Silence.

Booth’s expression did not alter as much as Dean expected.

Brennan’s did.

“You are asserting that another species killed your brother?”

Dean laughed once, bitterly. “Sure. Let’s go with that.”

Booth set the file on the table.

“Do you know what’s in here?”

“Some of it.”

“Henricksen believed you and Sam were responsible for a couple dozen felonies and a body count that would make a cartel nervous.”

“Henricksen changed his mind.”

“Right before he died.”

Dean looked up.

“Yeah.”

Something in his face must have answered a question Booth had not asked.

The agent leaned back.

“What happened in Colorado?”

Dean thought of black smoke pouring through vents. Of Nancy’s rosary. Of Henriksen’s stunned face after the demon left him. Of Ruby’s knife sinking into bodies that had once belonged to people.

He thought of Lilith wearing a child.

“He found out monsters were real.”

Brennan glanced at Booth.

Booth did not look away from Dean.

“And the church where you were arrested?”

“Monster.”

“What kind?”

“Dead one.”

“That is even less specific,” Brennan said.

Despite himself, Dean looked at her.

She was serious.

Something almost warm moved through the frozen space behind his ribs.

“Ghost,” he said.

Brennan folded her hands on the table. “There is no reproducible scientific evidence establishing the existence of ghosts.”

“Probably why you haven’t reproduced one.”

Booth’s mouth twitched.

For the first time, Dean could see the partnership Sam had described after reading an interview with Brennan. Booth believed in things Brennan rejected. Brennan asked questions Booth avoided. Somehow, instead of pulling them apart, the difference fitted.

It made Dean aware of the empty chair that should have been beside him.

He looked away.

Booth opened the file.

“Here’s the problem. We have enough paper to bury you, but not enough uncontaminated evidence to make half of it stand up in court. You’ve officially died twice. One of the bodies wasn’t yours, and the second death doesn’t appear to have left a body at all.”

“Funny how that works.”

“Caroline is arranging a temporary release while we review the case.”

Dean’s gaze snapped back to him.

“What?”

“You heard me.”

“Why?”

“Because holding a man indefinitely on invalid warrants tends to annoy judges.”

“That’s not why.”

Booth studied him.

“No,” he admitted. “It isn’t.”

Dean’s muscles tightened.

Kindness had never arrived without a cost. Not from strangers. Not from people with badges. Sometimes not even from family.

“What do you want?”

“The truth.”

“Can’t help you.”

“You can start with the church.”

“I can handle the church.”

“You got arrested handling the church.”

“Occupational hazard.”

Booth leaned forward. “Listen to me. I don’t know what you are mixed up in. I don’t know what happened to your brother. But I know what a soldier who has reached the edge looks like.”

Dean went still.

“I’m not a soldier.”

“No uniform,” Booth said. “Same eyes.”

The room disappeared for one terrible second.

Alastair smiled through blood and said he had made Dean into something finer than a soldier.

Dean’s cuffed hands curled into fists.

Booth noticed.

So did Brennan.

“Agent Booth,” she said, “his respiration has increased.”

“I see it.”

“Dean.” Booth’s voice lowered. “Where are you?”

The question made no sense.

Dean was in an interrogation room. Dean was in Hell. Dean was standing over Sam’s body. Dean was under a church with a dead thing whispering his brother’s voice through a sealed door.

“Dean.”

Booth’s hand came down flat on the steel, not touching him, but close enough to pull his attention towards the sound.

“Room 103,” Booth said. “FBI building. Washington, D.C.”

Dean dragged air into his lungs.

The light hummed overhead.

No fire.

No rack.

He forced his fingers to uncurl.

“I’m fine.”

Brennan tilted her head. “That statement is demonstrably false.”

“Lady, you don’t know the half of it.”

“I suspect that is accurate.”

The door opened again.

Caroline Julian swept in carrying a folder and the expression of a woman who had spent the last ninety minutes threatening several people with professional ruin.

“All right, cherie. These cuffs are coming off, and then you are going to sit somewhere that doesn’t look designed by a Soviet prison architect.”

Dean stared at her.

Caroline stopped beside him and looked at the bruises beneath his eyes, his bloodstained sleeve and the way his shoulders remained braced despite exhaustion.

Her expression softened for only a heartbeat.

Then she slapped the folder onto the table.

“You are being released into Agent Booth’s custody while the Department of Justice works out whether it can prosecute a man who is legally deceased.”

Dean looked from her to Booth.

“You’re serious.”

“Painfully,” Caroline said. “And before you start feeling clever, this isn’t freedom. You leave the District, Booth hauls you back. You commit a crime, I personally introduce your backside to a federal courtroom. You make me regret spending an hour arguing with the Deputy Director, and no ghost will be able to save you from me.”

Dean’s mouth moved before he could stop it.

“Technically, most ghosts aren’t big on saving people.”

Caroline pointed at him. “That. Keep that smart mouth under control.”

Booth rose.

A guard entered to unlock the cuffs.

When the metal came free, Dean rubbed his wrists and stood too quickly.

The floor tilted.

He caught the edge of the table before he fell.

Booth reached for him, then stopped when Dean flinched.

The hesitation was worse than being grabbed.

It meant Booth had noticed.

“I’m good,” Dean muttered.

“You haven’t eaten today,” Brennan said.

“Sure I have.”

“What?”

Dean searched for an answer.

Coffee did not count. He knew it did not count because Sam had spent years telling him so.

“Protein.”

“What kind?”

“The liquid kind.”

Booth sighed. “Coffee isn’t protein.”

“Had milk in it.”

Caroline closed her eyes briefly. “Get him out of here before I charge him for irritating a federal prosecutor.”

---

They took him to the Jeffersonian.

Dean objected.

Booth ignored him.

Cam met them in a private examination room, where she took one look at Dean and told Booth to stop pretending this was optional.

Dean refused a hospital.

He refused blood tests.

He refused to remove his shirt until Cam offered to let Booth hold up a sheet so Brennan could not observe him.

“I have examined thousands of human remains,” Brennan said. “Your torso is unlikely to contain anything surprising.”

“That is not helping, Bones.”

Dean compromised by removing his overshirt and allowing Cam to clean the cut along his ribs.

The room became progressively quieter.

The recent wound was superficial.

The scars beneath it were not.

Knife wounds. Bullet wounds. Burns. Ragged claw marks. Surgical scars that did not match any procedure Cam recognised.

And deeper marks, pale and twisted, that covered more of Dean’s body than uninjured skin.

Cam did not ask in front of everyone.

That was the only reason Dean remained seated.

Sweets hovered near the doorway, trying not to look like he was watching.

Angela arrived with food. Hodgins and Zack followed with photographs from the church. Caroline came because, in her words, nobody involved could be trusted unsupervised.

Dean found himself surrounded.

He hated it.

He also hated the small, traitorous part of him that did not.

Cam taped gauze over his ribs.

“You’re dehydrated, underfed, severely sleep-deprived and running a low-grade fever. You probably have a concussion.”

“Had worse.”

“I’m sure you have. That doesn’t make this good.”

Angela set a takeout container beside him.

“Cheeseburger. Fries. Pie.”

Dean looked at her.

“What?”

“I was told pie was persuasive.”

Booth appeared smug.

Dean picked up a fry.

It tasted like nothing for the first few seconds.

Then salt and grease registered, and his stomach cramped so hard he had to stop himself from folding over.

Angela noticed but pretended not to.

She began talking to Zack about image resolution.

The kindness of that pretence nearly undid him.

Hodgins spread the church photographs across the counter.

“So, our allegedly haunted building.”

“It is haunted,” Dean said.

“Great. Love the confidence. What’s this?”

The image showed the crypt door below the church. Iron spikes had been driven through the frame. Symbols marked the stone in red-brown paint.

“Devil’s trap?” Hodgins guessed.

Dean looked at him.

“What?”

“I’ve read things.”

“That’s not a devil’s trap. It’s a binding sigil.”

“What is it binding?”

“A Civil War surgeon named Josiah Rusk.”

Zack frowned. “A human cannot remain alive for approximately one hundred and forty years.”

“He’s not alive.”

Brennan moved closer to the photograph. “What evidence led you to identify this particular individual?”

“Three bodies in six weeks. All oldest sons. All found with the same words carved into their chests.”

Booth’s expression hardened. “What words?”

Dean looked down at the untouched burger.

*You left him.*

“The police reports called them animal attacks.”

“They weren’t.”

“Why Rusk?” Brennan repeated.

“His younger brother died at Antietam. Rusk was the field surgeon assigned to his unit. Family said he abandoned the kid during the retreat. Rusk spent the rest of his life trying to contact him. Séances, grave robbing, ritual work. Eventually killed two other men’s younger brothers because he thought he could trade the lives.”

“And the church?”

“He was buried beneath it. Church burned in 1932. When developers broke ground nearby, they disturbed the crypt.”

Hodgins pointed at the photograph. “And you know this how?”

“Research.”

“What kind of research?”

“Newspapers. Parish records. Coroner reports.”

Zack looked impressed. “You constructed a historical victimology and correlated it with recent crime-scene patterns.”

Dean paused with another fry halfway to his mouth.

“Sure.”

Booth’s eyes narrowed thoughtfully.

The criminal file had described Dean as reckless muscle directed by his more intelligent brother.

Yet Dean had identified a pattern the Metropolitan Police had missed, researched a century-old burial and designed a containment system out of materials purchased from a hardware shop.

“Why were you alone?” Booth asked.

Dean’s hand lowered.

“Because I was.”

“That’s not an answer.”

“It’s the one I’ve got.”

The door clicked shut.

Dean’s head turned immediately.

Sweets had closed it, leaving himself inside.

The psychologist kept his hands visible.

“You believe the entity targets older brothers who failed to protect younger siblings.”

Dean’s face emptied.

Booth silently warned Sweets to be careful.

Sweets continued anyway.

“You went there alone shortly after your younger brother died.”

“Coincidence.”

“You don’t believe in coincidence.”

“You don’t know what I believe.”

“No,” Sweets said. “But I know what self-punishment looks like.”

Dean rose.

The movement sent pain through his skull, but anger held him upright.

“Shrink me again and I walk.”

“You can barely stand,” Cam said.

“Watch me.”

Booth stepped between Dean and the door.

Dean’s posture changed.

It was subtle, but everyone in the room felt it. The exhaustion remained. So did the fever and the grief.

Underneath them, something dangerous awakened.

Booth recognised the shift because he had made it himself.

“You’re not leaving alone,” Booth said.

“Then move.”

“No.”

Dean measured the distance between them.

Booth saw him calculate how to put an FBI agent on the floor without causing permanent damage.

Then Dean’s eyes moved past Booth to Brennan, to Angela, to Cam and the others.

Too many witnesses. Too many civilians.

Too much chance of someone getting hurt.

Dean stepped back.

The decision told Booth more than the entire case file.

A remorseless killer would not have cared.

Dean sank into the chair again, not because he had surrendered, but because he was too tired to keep fighting every person in the room.

“The binding won’t hold after sunset tomorrow,” he said.

Booth looked at the photographs.

“Then tomorrow we go back.”

Dean gave a humourless laugh.

“You have no idea what you’re volunteering for.”

“No,” Booth said. “But I’m not sending you into it alone.”

Dean stared at him.

For one moment, something young and unguarded appeared behind the weariness.

Hope, perhaps.

Or terror.

Then it was gone.

“People who go with me die,” Dean said quietly.

Booth held his gaze.

“Not tomorrow.”