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Notes:
I am SO sorry this has taken so long. Nearly a year. And it's only this part 2 of it! I hit a wall, drifted into other fandoms, and had to step back until the ideas stopped fighting me. Well not ideas, more writing them down. The ideas are the easy part.
The whole story idea I had though starts in the Stanford Era, so working backwards through the earlier parts was slowwwww.
But now that I’m finally here, I’m hoping Part 3 writes faster.
But first please enjoy part 2! (It's been so long you'll prob need to read Part 1 again too lol ahaha)
Prologue: A Hollow Echo
Castiel watches.
In Heaven, there is no dawn or dusk.
He drifts through Heaven’s vast halls. Each world stored behind each door, are shaped by the souls within it and are endless in their variety. Gardens are continuously in perfect bloom. Cities are without shadows or pollution. Childhood innocence is rebuilt and replayed from memory.
Castiel does not linger in them. They are not for him.
Except for one– one eternal Tuesday afternoon. Sometimes he returns to it, and its recognisable silence, a stillness found only in familiarity.
It is in this stillness, however, that the friction first began.
It was subtle at first. A sense of weight– not physical or pain, but a drag. Like a part of his core essence had been left to trail behind him, in his wake.
He dismissed it at first, but it remained. Growing stronger. Consistent.
It troubles him. Not as mortals are troubled, he has no pulse to quicken, never has to catch his breath. Instead, it disturbs him in the same way he would sense when a battle is tipping towards imminent failure.
Time does not pass in Heaven as it does below.
A mortal’s life should flicker and fade, passing in the space between thoughts. Castiel remembers entire civilisations rising and falling between a single flap of his wings. Languages take root, then crumble, evolving into new.
Names are spoken once, but soon never again. All of it crosses his mind lightly, like wind over water.
He does not count the years. He does not need to.
His current role is merely to watch, and so, he does.
The Cold War is static to him. It was less a battle and more like posturing. It’s unimportant, and he lets the details slip past him without real comprehension. Angels were made for obedience, not the nuances of human politics.
Still, he keeps watch for escalation. He has seen it before. Men gather kindling with their harsh words, and before they know it, the fires are burning– literally.
Castiel has no language for it. Only questions he should not voice.
Why must all human attempts to strive and expand always demand blood?
At the beginning of what they call 1986, he watches the vessel they call Challenger rise. Only it was not a vessel in the angelic sense. It’s a vessel of curiosity and science, as they continue their attempts to touch the stars. He wonders if perhaps they are trying to find the threshold of Heaven, but "up" is rather an inadequate way to describe his true location.
And then– a rupture. A fire of its own, scattering light and smoke.
Why are their quests for greatness always bartered with death?
Months later, the small town of Pripyat, Ukraine, draws his attention. He feels that: a sickness in the atmosphere, radiating like the echo of divine smiting that Heaven itself has not unleashed since before the betrayal of Lot’s Wife.
Humanity was not built to carry Heaven’s fire. And yet they attempt to mimic it. As if they have forgotten the stories.
The events are significant but short-lived, spanning not even half a decade. They should pass, lost in the flow of eternity. Be stored away in distant memory.
They do not.
He tries to examine himself, eyes all turning inward. Waves of celestial intent, the whole vastness of it, compressed into a shape beyond understanding, even in his true form. Wings of fire, rings of radiant light spiralling from the core of his grace.
They are… fragmented. He is not whole.
But he already knew that.
There are fissures. Scorch marks. Missing pieces, as if burned out. Some wounds he remembers receiving.
The largest few, he does not.
Scars from a battle he does not remember.
After he first…well, not awoke, for it was not a sleep… he had tracked down the first Rit Zien he could reach. They were Angels of mercy, and death, striking without malice when another angel is beyond mending.
Yet he has observed them smite those with far fewer ailments. Did one of them touch him? Try, and fail?
Ephraim, however, had nothing to say on the matter.
He knows all his Brothers and Sisters can see the damage themselves, and despite it, he is merely ordered back to his post. Back to his Garrison, where he faces no opposition to his rise to Commander after Anah’s betrayal, practically simultaneous with his return.
They do not question his ability to lead, not that he has had to give orders since. As stated, they only watch.
He attempts to meditate. To re-centre himself in Heaven. But Earth keeps bleeding through. More with each passing day.
Flashes. Echoes. Impressions.
There is the usual gunfire, blood, and fear, but it's layered with rhythmic distorted voices. They sound defiant and angry, but there's laughter threaded throughout. The sharp giggle of a small child, piercing in tone, but absent of distress.
Castiel should not hear these. They are not prayers. Yet he does, and worse, he feels them.
He knows he should report this to the Host, but he does not, and an unease clings to him. Shame- though he is yet to recognise or name it.
The pull is constant. Persistent. It thrums beneath his grace like gravity.
He does not know why. He has not descended since the Nephilim. Before that brief anomaly, it had been almost a millennia. And this time, there is no mission. Only this absence.
He remembers himself as a fledgling, when he was drawn instinctively towards the shards of his grace that became his first blade. He was not told he should or directed to which grace to forge from. Only that he must.
That was what this feels like. He does not know what he is seeking, only that it is below.
There’s only a moment’s hesitation.
He slips from Heaven, with ease, like the kite in the breeze from his favourite heaven. No alarm. Several gates were always open. He remembers Balthazar’s continuous regaling of his own Earth pursuits.
"Try the last door in Letter H, Corridor 9. Neolithic era. Hadriel never watches."
That memory, like most others, remains but seems dulled with Balthazar no longer around to recite them.
Suspended in the veil between the planes of the Earth, Castiel allows his true form to descend. The atmosphere hums with density and time. To mortals, he is unseen. Humans cannot see him without consequence.
He scours the world in only the quiet sliver between two minutes until he finds it.
Two souls inhabit a dark-coloured vehicle parked alongside an empty road. The night’s wind stirs dust through the intermittent beams of a nearby failing light source.
One soul burns far too bright for this realm– young, flaring wild and sharp.
The second is different. It is darkened, not like the damned, but stained. Tainted. Yet floods of innocence fight back against a tide of something ancient and cruel. There is a history within it. Except it is even younger, too young, to carry such scars.
It should not be like this. He does not understand.
But there, woven into the brighter one, is a trace he recognises. The resonance. He draws closer, and there it is again. It reverberates through the bright soul like a forgotten chord.
Instinct overtakes him. He speaks.
The voice that emerges is not filtered for Earth. It is not speech, but a declaration. It’s the power of God’s word manifested.
But to him, it is merely a name: Dean Winchester.
The effect is instant. Not just from the Earth as the wind howls around him and glass shatters, but from within.
A scream tears through his core. His words distort and fail, and he reels back, incandescent wings folding in.
Below, both souls tremble, and he understands too late that he has harmed them.
He had not meant to, so he withdraws.
Lingering in the space between Heaven and Earth, he knows he cannot communicate this way. Not safely.
He needs translation.
He needs a vessel– a true one. One attuned to him, so that he will not shatter by presence alone.
Years have passed since he last wore human form, as many as when he last walked on Earth. The agreement between an angel and a vessel is not akin to demonic possession. It is a covenant – a sacred trust between them and him, who was shaped for protection.
He searches.
His last vessel had been taken in France– Maria Laurent. Not as faithful as some, but devout in her way. A young widow, childless, shunned by her family and desperate for meaning. Maria had welcomed Castiel in silence.
"Duty," she had said, her lips unmoving, "let me be of use."
Except that thread is gone, the name no longer echoes when he searches for it.
He looks for others. Traces of her bloodline, but the recent wars have taken many.
Regardless, he knows the line endures elsewhere– it is the line of Ishmael.
And now, in Pontiac, Illinois, he finds it again.
A soul shadowed by ambition and pride. Angels may not judge fate, but even he senses this one sliding toward sin. There is no connection.
There is a distant cousin, a father. Gregory, once a strong man of prayer, now only held an imitation of faith. Outwardly devout but inwardly quiet, he does strike a chord, though it no longer echoes clear.
It will not suffice. Trust would take months to build, and here he would prefer haste.
Then, the son.
James Novak.
Sixteen, not ideal, except…
A child like this would typically never be chosen by Heaven as a vessel. His soul is young, pliable, and untested. Faithful, yet undetermined if a product of religious doctrine or of personal faith.
Yet would this avoid the Host’s attention, should Castiel’s absence be noticed?
And perhaps a vessel closer in age would assist.
He appears in the child’s room. His voice follows, softened through the natural filter of a true vessel. The child stirs. Half-asleep, his eyes flicker open.
"Do not be alarmed, James Novak. I am an Angel of the Lord."
The child does not run. He listens, frozen, not in fear, but in awe.
"I require your yes. You may refuse. But I ask it of you – not for wrath, but for truth."
Castiel does not lie or compel. He simply waits, answering whatever questions arise.
Eventually, the child swallows once and nods.
"Yes."
The vessel accepts, and the covenant is sealed.
Castiel descends.
Notes: I hope you enjoy this journey with me! Thanks for reading. Next chapter coming soon...
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