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1. The Weight We Carry by m_gracie21

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Other
   • Work in Progress

   03 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike/Jackie Pike
   • Troy Barrett/Harris Drover
   • David Hollander/Yuna Hollander
   • Rose Landry/Svetlana Vetrova
   • Kip Grady/Scott Hunter
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov & Original Children of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Original Children of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jackie Pike
   • Hayden Pike's Children
   • Troy Barrett
   • Harris Drover
   • Wyatt Hayes
   • Luca Haas
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Irina Rozanova
   • David Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Rose Landry
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Kip Grady
   • Scott Hunter (Game Changers)
   • Original Children of Kip Grady and Scott Hunter
   • Anya | Ilya Rozanov's Dog
   • Eating Disorders
   • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • So much angst
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Panic Attacks
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Anxious OC
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Ilya Rozanov Misses Irina Rozanova
   • of course he does
   • that’s his mama
   • his daughter looks just like his mama
   • and somehow also Shane
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • They are so sickeningly in-sync in this fic
   • Therapy
   • Whole family goes to therapy
   • Ilya does
   • Shane does
   • Ekaterina does
   • Oh that’s her name
   • did i mention she looks just like Irina
   • so consequentially she looks just like Ilya?
   • I’ve never tagged before
   • i’m glad these accounts are anonymous
   • REMEMBER YALL
   • RECOVERY ISN’T LINEAR!!
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • as the work progresses
   • and i find out wtf to write
   • Parents Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • They are such good dads
   • we love recovery in this household
   • Fuck AI
   • fuck AI right up the butt
   • literally what is an AI

   Summary

   Ekaterina Hollander-Rozanov has become frighteningly good at pretending she’s okay. By the time her Dad and Papa realize the truth, their daughter is already slipping through their fingers. What follows is an angsty (as fuck) story about panic attacks, therapy and doctor’s appointments, family dinners and setbacks, unconditional, Hollanov approved love, and two dads doing everything they can to convince their daughter that she’s worth fighting for—even on the days where she can’t believe it herself.

   Or…

   Author has an eating disorder and daddy issues, so she projects her issues onto an innocent, fictional character who receives some of the love said author has been searching for from two gay hockey players.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,149

   Chapters:

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