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1. Forgive Me (I Can't Forgive Myself) by fukue_buday

   Fandoms: 垂涎 | Desire: The Series (China TV 2025), 垂涎 - 弄简 | Desire - Nòng Jiǎn, 垂涎 | Desire: The Series (China TV 2025) RPF  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   23 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Hua Yong/Sheng Shaoyou
   • Hua Yong & Sheng Shaoyou
   • Hua Yong
   • Sheng Shaoyou
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Enigma Hua Yong
   • Alpha Sheng Shaoyou
   • Intersex Sheng Shaoyou
   • Alpha with a Pussy
   • Boypussy
   • Mpreg
   • hidden pregnancy
   • Secret Baby
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Rivals to Lovers
   • Slow Burn
   • Scientific Rivals
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • hurt no comfort (initially)
   • Mutual Pining
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Pining while hating each other
   • Forced Proximity
   • Forced Collaboration
   • Pheromones
   • Scenting
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Jealousy
   • Protective Sheng Shaoyou
   • Sarcastic Sheng Shaoyou
   • Sassy Sheng Shaoyou
   • Stubborn Characters
   • Emotionally Repressed
   • Communication Failure
   • Secrets
   • Betrayal
   • Single Parent Sheng Shaoyou
   • Soft Hua Yong (Eventually)
   • Scientific Inaccuracies
   • Medical Procedures
   • Drug Development
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Oral Sex
   • Cunnilingus
   • Fingering
   • Rough Sex

   Summary

   Some bonds are forged in fire. Others are distilled in bitterness, aged in resentment, and sealed with the kind of hatred that tastes almost like longing.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   80,121

   Chapters:

   14/?

   Comments:

   69

   Kudos:

   141

   Bookmarks:

   20

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