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From the notebook found inside the Sanctuary of White Cedars.
I always wonder which is crueler—
forgetting the people you love,
or remembering that you forgot them.
The old cedar by the spring bloomed today. I think it does every year, but I can't be certain anymore. Maybe that's why I started writing these pages. If tomorrow steals today from me, at least these words will remain.
Brother Haneul says memories are what make us who we are.
I think he's wrong.
There are mornings when I wake up unable to remember a name, a face, or the sound of someone's laughter, yet my heart still knows how to be kind.
Maybe kindness survives where memories cannot.
If that's true...
then I hope whoever reads this will forgive the boy who kept forgetting.
— J.
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People said the sanctuary chose its keeper.
Jimin always thought it was the other way around.
The sanctuary sat where the Astral Mountains surrendered to the forest, hidden beneath ancient white cedars whose branches were so heavy with silver moss that they veiled the narrow path from wandering eyes. Those who found it rarely did so by intention. They arrived exhausted, wounded, or carrying grief too heavy to bear alone.
The sanctuary welcomed them all.
Every morning before sunrise, Jimin walked its grounds with a wicker basket looped over one arm. Dew clung to the lavender lining the stone paths, soaking the hems of his trousers as he stopped to inspect each herb bed.
Moon thyme first.
Then star anise.
The ghost lilies near the spring had finally begun to bloom.
He smiled.
"They're late this year," he murmured, brushing a pale petal with the back of his finger.
A sleepy chirp answered him.
Perched atop a weathered fence post was a tiny feathered creature no larger than his palm. Its wings shimmered faintly like scattered stardust whenever it ruffled its feathers.
"I know," Jimin laughed softly. "You warned me."
The little creature puffed itself up, clearly pleased.
"You'll expect breakfast now."
Another chirp.
"As if I'd forget."
He reached into his basket, producing a handful of dried berries. The creature hopped onto his wrist without fear, pecking happily from his palm.
Most magical creatures feared humans.
The sanctuary taught them otherwise.
By the time the sun stretched over the mountain peaks, the courtyard had already begun to stir. An elderly merchant with a twisted ankle waited patiently beneath the cherry tree. A mother soothed her feverish daughter beside the spring. A hunter sat awkwardly near the gate, clutching his shoulder where claw marks had torn through leather.
No one raised their voice.
No one demanded to be seen first.
Healing required patience.
Jimin greeted each visitor by name.
Or at least...
He hoped he did.
He paused before the merchant.
"...Good morning."
The old man smiled kindly.
"You forgot again."
Heat rushed to Jimin's ears.
"I'm sorry."
"It's Harin."
"Harin," Jimin repeated with relief.
"I've been coming every spring for seven years."
"I know."
The lie came easily now.
Not because he wanted to deceive anyone.
Because explaining was exhausting.
That he remembered faces but not names.
Conversations but not birthdays.
Laughter but not the reasons behind it.
The old man pretended not to notice.
He simply extended his injured foot.
Jimin knelt.
His fingertips hovered over the swollen ankle.
The warmth answered immediately.
Soft threads of silver light spilled from beneath his skin, weaving themselves around bruised flesh like strands of moonlight pulled into delicate fabric.
The merchant sighed.
Bones settled back into place with a quiet crack.
Swelling faded.
Pain dissolved.
It lasted only seconds.
When the light vanished, the old man flexed his foot with a grin.
"Better than new."
Jimin returned the smile.
"Take it easy for a few days."
"I'll pretend I listened."
"You never do."
"No."
The merchant laughed as he stood.
"But you'll heal me again next year."
"...Of course."
By the time Harin disappeared down the mountain path, Jimin remained kneeling in the grass.
Something tugged quietly inside his chest.
Not pain.
Absence.
Like reaching into a familiar pocket only to discover it empty.
He frowned.
"...What was I thinking about?"
The answer never came.
Instead, he rose, dusted the dirt from his hands, and continued to the next patient with the same gentle smile he always wore.
Only after sunset, when every lantern had been lit and silence reclaimed the sanctuary, did Jimin allow himself into the small room tucked beneath the western staircase.
There, hidden inside the lowest drawer of an old cedar desk, rested a weathered notebook.
Its leather cover was cracked from years of use.
Hundreds of pages filled it.
Not with spells.
Not with remedies.
With memories.
Jimin dipped his pen into ink before writing carefully across the next empty line.
Harin.
Merchant.
Twisted ankle every spring.
Likes pretending he ignores my advice.
He paused.
Then added another sentence.
The ghost lilies finally bloomed.
His pen lingered above the page.
Something else felt important.
Something about...
He stared.
The thought dissolved before he could catch it.
"...Never mind."
Closing the notebook, Jimin pressed his palm gently against the worn cover.
"Just one more day."
Outside, thunder rolled somewhere beyond the mountains.
The tiny feathered creature perched itself on the windowsill, suddenly restless.
Its feathers, usually luminous, dimmed to a dull gray.
Jimin looked up.
The wind had changed.
The forest had gone unnaturally quiet.
Even the insects had stopped singing.
Someone was coming.
Not a traveler.
Not a pilgrim.
Something heavier.
The lanterns lining the sanctuary flickered once.
Then again.
And all at once—
Every magical flame went out.
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Darkness swallowed the sanctuary.
Not the ordinary darkness that came with the setting sun, but something unnatural. The silver lanterns lining the stone path dimmed one after another until only the sound of rain remained.
Jimin stood frozen beneath the veranda.
The tiny starling perched on the windowsill let out a frightened cry before disappearing into the rafters.
That had never happened before.
The sanctuary had stood for nearly two centuries. Countless mages, wandering knights, and creatures blessed by celestial magic had crossed its gates, yet never had its protective charms simply... vanished.
A knock echoed through the silence.
Three slow knocks.
Not urgent.
Not weak.
Almost... polite.
Jimin tightened his grip on the lantern in his hands before realizing it no longer burned.
He crossed the courtyard anyway.
The old cedar gate creaked open.
Rain greeted him first.
Then the stranger.
He stood beneath the storm as though it belonged to him, unmoving despite the rain soaking through his black cloak. His silver hair clung to his forehead, and blood trickled steadily from a deep cut along his forearm, disappearing beneath his fingertips before dripping onto the stone.
His eyes were unlike anything Jimin had ever seen.
Not cold.
Simply... tired.
The kind of exhaustion that settled into someone's bones after years of carrying burdens too heavy to set down.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke.
"I was told," the stranger finally said, his voice low and even, "there was a healer here."
"There is."
The man's gaze flickered briefly toward the extinguished lanterns.
"...I seem to have caused a disturbance."
"You extinguished an entire sanctuary."
"I usually do."
His answer carried neither pride nor apology.
Only acceptance.
Jimin studied him carefully.
No magical aura.
No visible curse.
Yet the air around him felt strangely... empty.
Like standing in the center of a snowfall after every sound had been swallowed by fresh white earth.
Then Jimin noticed the blood again.
"You're injured."
"It isn't fatal."
"It doesn't have to be."
Without waiting for permission, Jimin stepped closer.
The stranger instinctively took half a step back.
"I don't bite," Jimin said with the faintest smile.
"...People usually fear getting closer."
"I'm not people."
That earned him the smallest raise of an eyebrow.
Jimin reached for the wounded arm.
The moment his fingertips brushed the stranger's skin—
Nothing happened.
No silver threads.
No warmth.
No light.
Silence.
Jimin frowned.
He tried again.
Closing his eyes, he searched for the familiar current that had answered him since childhood.
It wasn't there.
It was like reaching into a river that had suddenly become dry.
Impossible.
He pressed harder.
Still nothing.
The stranger gently pulled his arm away.
"I told you."
"You knew."
"It always happens."
Jimin stared.
"My magic has never failed."
"It didn't fail."
The man looked toward the mountains beyond the sanctuary walls.
"It simply has nowhere to exist."
For the first time in years...
Jimin didn't know what to say.
Rain drummed steadily against the cedar roof between them.
Finally, he stepped aside.
"You'll catch a fever if you stay out there."
"I've survived worse."
"That wasn't the invitation."
A pause.
Then, almost reluctantly, the stranger crossed the threshold.
The instant he entered, every enchanted flower lining the walkway folded its petals shut.
The tiny starling refused to leave its hiding place.
Even the spring, whose waters shimmered with faint celestial light every evening, dulled until it looked like ordinary mountain water.
The sanctuary itself seemed to hold its breath.
Jimin pretended not to notice.
"Sit."
The stranger obeyed without argument.
Since magic was useless, Jimin fetched a basin of warm water, clean linen, and a needle threaded with fine silver silk.
"You know how to stitch wounds?" the man asked.
"I wasn't born healing with magic."
Jimin knelt in front of him.
The cut was deeper than he'd expected.
Old scars crossed the stranger's hands and forearms, pale against his skin. Some looked years old. Others couldn't have been more than a few weeks.
There wasn't a single pair of untouched hands in the room.
"You fight often."
"I work."
"You call this work?"
"I've never called it anything else."
Jimin dipped the cloth into warm water before carefully cleaning away the blood.
The stranger didn't flinch.
Not once.
"You can tell when someone expects pain," Jimin said quietly.
"...Can you?"
"You stopped reacting to it a long time ago."
For the first time since arriving, the stranger looked directly at him.
Not through him.
At him.
Something unreadable flickered behind those dark eyes.
"You talk too much."
"So I've been told."
"You smile too much."
"So I've been told."
A heartbeat of silence.
Then—
"...You're strange."
Jimin laughed.
"There it is."
"What?"
"The first honest thing you've said since arriving."
The corner of the stranger's mouth almost moved.
Almost.
But it disappeared before Jimin could be certain he'd seen it.
Outside, thunder rolled across the mountains once more.
Far beyond the sanctuary walls, unseen beneath the storm, something ancient stirred.
As if the world itself had noticed that two impossible souls had finally crossed paths.
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