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1. Baby's First Panic Attack by autisticspiderman

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   08 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Rose Landry
   • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
   • Rose Landry
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Coming Out
   • Panic Attacks
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Fix-It of Sorts
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Gay Panic
   • no beta we die like ilya's mom
   • my first fic so pls be kind!
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Character Study

   Summary

   "He was scared of everything that could go wrong. Scared people would judge him like they always had. Scared he wouldn’t be able to do the one activity he loved. Scared he wouldn’t be able to see them man he loved. Even if it was only for a few hours every couple months. He lived for it. He counted down the days until there next game. The days until he could run his hand through those beautiful curls. Till he could kiss his LOVE.

   That brought him back to reality. That thought. When had he started loving Ilya? When had hate grown to fondness grown to love? Maybe it was always there. Just sitting under the surface. The passion surely was. It had just shifted over the years."

   OR
   Shane has gay panic while with rose and chooses to come out on his own and get his man back

   EDIT: This is also just kinda a character study on Shane

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,173

   Chapters:

   1/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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