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1. My Antidote by 19Ov

   Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Anime)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Underage Sex
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   08 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Underage Sex
   • Zanka Nijiku/Jabber Wonger
   • Enjin/Gris Rubion (Gachiakuta)
   • Goka Nijiku & Zanka Nijiku
   • Kyouka Nijiku & Zanka Nijiku
   • Enjin & Zanka Nijiku & Riyo Reaper & Rudo Surebrec
   • Zanka Nijiku & Riyo Reaper & Rudo Surebrec
   • Zanka Nijiku
   • Kyouka Nijiku
   • Goka Nijiku (Gachiakuta)
   • Enjin (Gachiakuta)
   • Riyo Reaper
   • Rudo Surebrec
   • Tomme Mima
   • Gris Rubion
   • Follo Tunito
   • Jabber Wonger
   • Cthoni Andor
   • Eishia Stilza
   • We Die Like Regto (Gachiakuta)
   • Not Beta Read
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Underage Substance Use
   • Substance Abuse
   • Depressed Zanka Nijiku
   • Drugs
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Zanka Nijiku Has an Inferiority Complex
   • Zanka Nijiku Needs a Hug (Gachiakuta)
   • Bottom Zanka Nijiku (Gachiakuta)
   • Top Jabber Wonger (Gachiakuta)
   • Bottom Zanka Nijiku/Top Jabber Wonger
   • Original Universe
   • Jabber Wonger is Bad at Feelings (Gachiakuta)
   • Enjin is Trying His Best (Gachiakuta)
   • Overdosing
   • References to Depression
   • Drugs Made Them Do It
   • Drug Addiction
   • Marijuana
   • I Don't Even Know
   • Please Kill Me
   • Please Don't Kill Me
   • Smoking
   • Underage Sex - Freeform
   • Underage Drinking

   Summary

   Zanka Nijiku, a person who has always been fighting and trying his best. Training every day for as long as he can remember, just to never be enough?

   Will it ever be enough, or will he have to find an antidote?

   Or

   Zanka Nijiku can't face reality — the truth that he was and will never be enough for the world, so he turned to drugs and vices.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,062

   Chapters:

   1/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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   Bookmarks:

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