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1. Ego Death and Playing God. by RexTheUnholy

   Fandoms: First Stage Production (Virtual Streamers)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Other
   • Complete Work

   15 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Ashkariel (First Stage Production)/You
   • Ashkariel (First Stage Production)
   • Smut
   • Ashkariel is His Own Warning
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Gender-Neutral Reader-Insert
   • Dubious Consent
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • god/devotee relationship
   • Power Dynamics
   • Power Imbalance
   • Power Exchange
   • extreme sadomasochism
   • Reader slowly discovers they're a Sadist
   • Masochist Ashkariel
   • Submissive Ashkariel
   • Possessive Reader
   • Blood and Gore
   • Usage of a scalpel in a non-medical very sexual setting
   • Mutilation
   • Wound Fingering
   • Wound slapping
   • Yes you read that right
   • Humiliation Kink
   • It's never directly addressed though but it's there trust me
   • lots of blood
   • Bloodplay
   • Bloody Kisses
   • Blood drinking technically
   • Blood as Lube
   • Hand Jobs
   • Fingers in Mouth
   • Blow Jobs With Teeth
   • Some edging for razzle dazzle
   • a touch of mindbreak
   • Light Angst
   • Some religious image
   • Reader doesn't get to come in this one sorry
   • but there is Aftercare don't worry
   • No penetrative sex
   • Reader-Insert Needs a Hug
   • Mentions of Steviel
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • no beta we just die

   Summary

   Ashkariel is having a terrible day, work has been weighing on his shoulders and he finds himself getting crushed by it so he seeks you out to unwind, except his idea of unwinding involves a scalpel and a request for you to hurt him.

   Language:

   English

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