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By the time Neytiri got him to the water, Jake had finally stopped arguing.

That was how she knew he was finished.

Not tired. Not only tired. Tired was a thing he could joke through, snarl through, push behind his teeth and carry until everyone around him forgot it had ever been there. This was past tired. This was the place beyond words, where his face went slack at the edges and his hands forgot, for a breath too long, what they had meant to do.

He had come down to the shallows on his own feet, at least.

Barely.

The whole clan had gathered there in the long green light of afternoon. The bathing pools spread wide beneath the trees, broken into shelves of stone and warm places where the children could splash without fear. Voices rose and crossed and tangled in the air — mothers calling names, hunters laughing low among themselves, old women scolding young men for taking up the best sunning rocks. The People had come to wash river-mud from their legs, to comb out hair, to trade gossip, to let the little ones exhaust themselves in water instead of underfoot.

A communal breath. A loosening.

It moved through them, and she should have been grateful for it.

Instead, she watched her mate.

He stood at the edge of the pool as though he had forgotten why they were there. His hair had come loose at one temple. There was dust dried pale against his ribs, a scrape along his shoulder he had not told her about, and that old, stubborn set to his jaw which meant he intended to pretend his body was only a minor inconvenience.

Neytiri stepped in front of him.

“Sit.”

His eyes found hers slowly.

Around them, life went on. A child shrieked as someone ducked him under. Spider’s mask flashed in the sun where he stood knee-deep beside Neteyam, both of them arguing about whether floating counted if one foot still touched the bottom. Kiri was crouched near the bank, speaking softly to something small cupped in both hands. Lo’ak had already gone too far out, then come back, then gone too far again.

Jake blinked at her.

“I’m fine.”

It came out rough. Almost convincing, if she had not known every shape of his lies.

Neytiri put one hand flat against his chest.

His heart was beating too fast beneath her palm.

“Sit down,” she said again, softer now, which was more dangerous. “Before you fall down.”

A few of the nearest women glanced over. Not sharply. Not intruding. Only noticing. Everyone noticed the Olo’eyktan, even when they pretended not to. Everyone had watched him come and go for seven days, to the border and back, to one dispute and then another, giving pieces of himself away until there should have been nothing left to stand on.

Still he stood.

Still he looked, for one thin moment, as if he might argue.

Then something in him gave.

It was small. A loosening at the mouth. A dip of the shoulders. The surrender of a warrior who had not been beaten by any enemy, only by the hand of his mate pressed over his heart.

He sat.

Then, with a sound that might have been a sigh and might have been the last of his pride leaving him, Jake lowered himself all the way down onto the warm stone and grass beside the pool.

The old ones looked away first. The hunters went on speaking, quieter than before. A mother caught her child by the wrist before the little one could run too close, and redirected them toward the shallows with a murmured word. Space opened around him without announcement, not empty, never empty — only held. The People made room for their Olo’eyktan to be nothing for a while.

Neytiri lowered herself beside him.

“You have not eaten,” she said, frowning.

One of his ears twitched.

“Had breakfast.”

“That was yesterday.”

“Mmn.”

“And you slept when?”

He did not answer.

Of course he did not answer. He had the good sense, at least, to know when there was no safe lie left.

Neytiri looked down at him, anger and worry braided so tightly together she could no longer pull one from the other. This was what he did. He threw himself against every trouble until it broke, and when it broke, he went looking for the next one. Hand offered, teeth bared. Always needed. Always moving.

As if rest were something he had not yet earned.

As if she would not give it to him by force if she must.

“Down,” she said.

Jake’s mouth curved, faint and exhausted. “You ordering me around now?”

“Yes.”

That earned her the smallest breath of laughter. Barely there. More memory of laughter than the thing itself.

But he obeyed.

He let her draw him down until his head rested in her lap, his body stretched long beside the pool, one arm fallen loose across the grass. The size of him was absurd like this. All that strength, all that stubbornness, all those hard angles made useless by the weight of sleep dragging at him. He looked too large to be held and too worn not to be.

Neytiri set her fingers into his hair.

And, like a muscle finally releasing its grip, his whole body began to go limp, eyes closing.

Not slowly. Not peacefully at first. They shut like a door barred from the inside.

She worked at the loose braid near his temple, easing out a knot with the tips of her claws. There was grit in it. Leaf-stem. A bead cracked clean through. She would ask him later where he had been thrown hard enough to break it. Later, when asking would not make him rise again in his own defense.

For now, she combed her fingers through his hair, and he sank further into her.

The change moved through him by degrees. His jaw unclenched. His breathing deepened. The hand nearest the knife at his hip opened, curled, opened again, then finally lay still. Beneath her palm, the tension went out of him so completely that it frightened her for half a breath. Frightened her to see him so careless, vulnerable.

Then he shifted closer, blind with sleep, and pressed his cheek against her thigh, drawing in her scent.

Neytiri’s anger broke.

Not vanished. Never vanished. It only changed shape, as it always did with him, becoming something sharp enough to guard with.

“There,” she murmured, too low for anyone else. “Skxawng.”

He did not hear her.

Or perhaps he did, and chose survival by pretending otherwise.

The children came as soon as he was helpless.

They had a sense for it. All of them. The moment their father ceased being a moving thing and became landscape, they descended.

Neytiri had long since given up on trying to stop them. The sight of it eased the knot behind her ribs, and she did not fight that either.

Kiri arrived first, quiet-footed, and folded herself near his shoulder with the solemn confidence of one who had every right to be there. Neteyam came next, trying to look as if he was only passing by, then sat close enough that his knee touched Jake’s arm. Spider hovered at the edge of the water until Neteyam clicked his tongue and waved him over.

Lo’ak did not hover at all.

Lo’ak came dripping from the shallows, bright-eyed and restless, and dropped onto Jake’s side with all the care of a falling branch.

Jake’s whole body jolted.

One golden eye opened.

Lo’ak froze.

Neytiri did not move. Neteyam covered his mouth. Kiri looked serenely away, already innocent.

From deep in Jake’s chest came a sound low enough to turn the heads of the nearest children.

A growl.

Not a word. Not quite play. It rolled out of him rough and warning, the old sound in it, the one that lived under language. His lip lifted from his teeth. For one suspended instant, the sun caught on the sharp white edge of them.

The little ones nearby went still.

The clan, too, seemed to pause — only a breath, only a flicker. Enough for the memory to pass through them. Not fear, exactly. Recognition.

They had seen him in battle.

Once. Twice.

Enough.

Then Lo’ak grinned.

He seized his father’s tail in both hands and tugged.

Jake stared at him.

Lo’ak tugged again, harder.

For another heartbeat, the terrible eye stayed open. Bright. Fixed. Unreadable to anyone who did not know how much love could hide inside a threat made only for show.

Then Jake huffed, shut his eye, and let his head fall heavier into Neytiri’s lap.

He did nothing about it at all.

The spell broke.

Laughter scattered softly around them. A woman nearby shook her head and went back to rinsing her child’s hair. Neteyam shoved Lo’ak with his foot. Kiri smiled down at the grass. Spider, emboldened, came close enough to poke Jake’s arm and then darted back as if he had tested death and survived.

Neytiri watched them all settle around him.

This was the part no song would know how to hold. The clan knew Toruk Makto. They knew Olo’eyktan. They knew the warrior with sky-demon hands and Na’vi scars, the one who had come from nowhere and stayed, the one who could turn himself into a blade when the People needed cutting free.

But the children knew the rest.

They knew the heavy arm that pinned them in place when they tried to rise too early. The tail they could pull. The teeth that flashed and did not close. The grumble that meant yes, though his mouth said no. The broad warm body asleep at the center of them, made harmless by choice and by trust and by the small hands that claimed him.

Neytiri knew both.

She recognized the hand open in the grass.

She recognized the knife-callus beneath his fingers.

She recognized the face slack with sleep, and the face that came after.

Not with her father had she known it. Eytukan had moved before the clan breathed, swift as certainty, spear already where danger meant to be. Not with Tsu’tey, whose sharp eyes caught the flash of teeth before even she did, whose body seemed born already answering the strike.

Jake’s quickness came from somewhere else.

It did not live in the hunter’s ease of him. It did not rise from grace.

It slept under exhaustion. Under gentleness. Under the ridiculous weight of children draped across his ribs.

Waiting.

Neytiri looked away from him at last.

The afternoon had softened. Sunlight lay in broken pieces over the pools. The bank was crowded with bodies, blue limbs and dark hair and flashing water, the whole clan gathered close enough that no one voice could be separated for long from another. Someone had begun a song farther down the stones, not a ceremony song, only something old and idle that the women took up while they worked tangles from their children’s hair.

Neteyam had coaxed Spider back into the water.

“Stop fighting it,” he said, patient in the way he was when he was copying his father. “Just lie back.”

“I am lying back.”

“You are kicking.”

“I’m not.”

“You are kicking the whole river.”

Spider splashed him.

Kiri laughed under her breath.

Lo’ak, bored now that Jake would not rise to the bait, released the tail and went running toward the water again. Too fast. Too eager. Always pulled by the place just beyond where he had been told to stay.

“Lo’ak,” Neytiri called.

He looked back, already knee-deep.

“I know,” he said.

He did not know.

Not truly. Not until the world taught him, and every mother alive spent her strength trying to keep that lesson away one more day.

Neytiri watched him rejoin the others near the shallows, watched Neteyam catch him by the shoulder and drag him back from the deeper shelf. Lo’ak twisted free, laughing. Spider splashed both of them. Kiri lifted her hands just in time to keep her small creature dry and gave them all a look of ancient disappointment.

Beneath Neytiri’s fingers, Jake slept on.

Deeply. Boneless and heavy against her lap.

Fully.

The kind of sleep that had taken too long to claim him and would not easily let go.

So Neytiri stayed still. She kept one hand in his hair and one near his shoulder, as though her touch alone could hold him under. Around them, the People made their ordinary noises. Water slapped stone. Children shouted. Someone called for a comb. Someone else laughed, low and startled. The forest leaned close and green on every side.

No one watched the far bank.

No one watched the dark place where the reeds stood too still.

And beneath the bright skin of the pool, something large moved without sound.

The surface of the water drew itself tight in one place, like a skin pulled over breath. The reeds on the far bank bent though no wind touched them. For a moment, the pool went on being itself around the wrongness — children shouting, women singing, water flashing gold where the sun found it — and Neytiri’s mind, dulled by peace and the warm weight of Jake under her hand, did not read the threat.

Jake did.

Under her fingers, the shape of him changed.

No breath. No startle. No confused drag upward through sleep. One moment his cheek was heavy against her thigh, his body given over so completely she had feared the depth of it; the next, every muscle beneath her hand had gone still in a different way.

Listening.

The hand nearest his knife opened.

Closed.

Then the canopy went silent.

Every head on the bank turned.

Jake was already awake.

Neytiri did not look down at him. She could not afford to. Lo’ak was laughing when the first ripple reached him.

It lifted against his ribs, small as the push of another child at play. He slapped at it without looking, eyes still on Spider, mouth open around whatever foolish thing he had been about to say.

Neytiri rose so fast Jake’s head slid from her lap.

“Lo’ak.”

The word came out wrong. Too low. Too sharp with panic.

He heard it.

So did every mother near the water.

Kiri looked up. Neteyam turned. Spider stilled with both hands lifted, droplets running from his fingers. Across the pool, one of the hunters stopped mid-sentence and reached, without yet knowing why, for the spear lying beside their knee.

Behind Neytiri, Jake moved.

Not up. Not yet.

Only coiled.

The absence of sleep at her back was a living thing now, sharp enough to raise the hair along her arms. No question. No gasp. No drowsy reach for understanding.

Neytiri took in all of it and none of it.

There was only the water behind her son, rippling with unseen movement.

The shape rising under the green.

“Children,” she snapped.

That was all.

The bank answered her at once.

Women moved.

Not screaming. Not scattering. Moving. Fast and practiced and sure, each to the nearest child, each hand closing on an arm, a shoulder, a wet braid. Mo’at, old and terrible when she needed to be, caught two little ones by the backs of their necks and hauled them bodily out of the shallows. A young mother threw herself knee-deep after a toddler who had frozen with both hands full of river-stones. Another woman seized Spider by the strap of his mask and dragged him hard enough that he yelped.

Neytiri went for Kiri first because Kiri was nearest and because the child had turned toward the danger instead of away from it, eyes gone wide and distant, already listening to something no one else could hear.

“No,” Neytiri hissed, and caught her by the arm.

Kiri stumbled back into her.

Neteyam had Spider by then. Good boy. Good, good boy. He had one arm locked around Spider’s chest, pulling him backward through the water even as Spider tried to twist free and look behind them.

Lo’ak stood alone at the lip of the drop.

For one terrible heartbeat, he looked very small compared to the shadows behind him. Not small as Neytiri usually thought of him — quick-footed, loud-mouthed, forever certain his body could outrun consequence — but small the way he had been when his hands still fit around two of her fingers. Small enough that the water reached too high on his ribs. Small enough that the dark shelf behind him seemed to open beneath the whole world.

The sight of it made fear coil sick inside Neytiri’s stomach.

The water behind him rose.

Not a wave.

A back.

Broad, ridged, slick with green and shadow.

The palulukan came out of the pool as if the pool itself had grown teeth.

Someone screamed. Someone else shouted a hunting call. The sound struck the bank and shattered into many sounds at once — children crying, stone scraping, bodies surging backward, hunters coming up with spears in hand.

Jake was on his feet.

Neytiri knew it the way she knew the string had left a bow.

Lo’ak turned. Too late.

For an instant he did not run at all.

He only stared.

His mouth opened, but no sound came. The palulukan rose over him, blocking the sun, and all the cleverness went out of his face. He was not the boy who tugged tails and tested every command for weakness. He was a little child in water too deep for him, looking up at teeth he could not understand quickly enough to fear properly.

Then he understood.

His face crumpled.

Neytiri shoved Kiri toward the bank and lunged.

Neteyam shouted his brother’s name.

Lo’ak tried to run.

The shallows betrayed him. His foot slipped on the stone shelf, went out from under him, and the water took him down to one knee. He threw both hands out, fingers spread wide as if the air might hold him. His breath hitched once — high, thin, disbelieving — and then broke into a sound Neytiri had not heard from him since he was much younger.

“Sa’nok!”

Neytiri never knew whether he called for her or only cried out because she was the name fear gave him first.

She went anyway.

A hand caught her wrist.

For half a breath she turned ready to strike, teeth bared.

It was Tarsem’s mate — Vareya, with one child under her arm and another clinging to her shoulder, face hard with the same terror that had Neytiri by the throat.

“I have them,” Vareya said.

Kiri. Spider. The little ones nearest. Neteyam, still moving backward with Spider locked against him.

Neytiri tore free and ran for Lo’ak.

Behind her, the sound came from Jake.

Not the playful growl from before.

Lower.

Cut short.

The sound of something waking with its teeth already around the throat of the world.

Neytiri did not look back.

She could not.

Lo’ak was scrambling, slipping, hands slapping against wet stone. He could not get his feet under him. Each time he pushed up, the shelf slid him back down again, and panic made his movements smaller instead of faster — elbows tucked in, shoulders hunched, his body trying to curl away from the enormous thing bearing down on him.

The palulukan’s head swung toward him, blind with hunger or rage or whatever old law drove such bodies forward. Its jaws opened, teeth sharp with promise.

The black mouth.

The curved teeth.

The wet shine of Lo’ak’s face, shadowed by the palu rising over him.

His eyes were fixed on hers, wide, terrified.

Not on the animal. Not on the teeth. On her. Wide and flooded and asking, with no pride left in him at all, for his mother to make the world different than it was.

She would not reach him in time.

The knowledge went through her like a heavy stone, and her knees nearly buckled.

Then Jake passed her.

He came past her low and fast, the way she had only ever seen him move in battle. No grace in it, no beauty, only a soldier’s ugly economy and a father’s terror driving his spent body faster than it had any right to go. His feet slipped on the wet stone and caught. Water burst white under them. His breath came in a ragged tear. What it cost him showed in every stride, the exhaustion dragging at him. He did not care. He would spend the last of himself and never feel it until later. His hand closed on Lo’ak by the back of the neck — not gentle, not careful, alive was enough — and flung him sideways toward Neytiri.

Lo’ak hit the water hard and slid across the shelf with a loud cry.

Neytiri caught him before he could go under again, her arms wrapping him up against her chest.

For a breath, she had only the feel of him. Wet skin. Thin shoulders. Bones too small under her hands. The frantic beat of his heart against her arm. His small fingers clawing at her, not trying to escape yet, only trying to hold on. Alive. Alive. Alive.

Then the palulukan struck Jake with a vicious snarl

It hit with its whole body.

Jake had put himself between the animal and Lo’ak, and the palulukan found him there.

Not teeth first. Shoulder and skull and the terrible driving weight of it, a blow meant to take down prey and break what did not move quickly enough.

The sound of it was awful.

Meat. Bone. Air leaving all at once.

Jake went down into the water with a loud grunt, body buried below the surface.

Neytiri screamed his name, clutching Lo’ak.

Not because he would answer.

Because the world had become too full of his body taking the blow, and the name was the only thing she had to throw back.

For one suspended instant, he stayed beneath the surface.

Nothing.

Only the churn of water where he had gone under. Only the palulukan’s head swinging toward the bank again, shaking spray from its jaws. Only Lo’ak’s small body locked against Neytiri’s chest, his claws digging into her arm hard enough to hurt.

Then the surface broke.

Jake came up with a snarl.

A sound torn out of some place below language, his knife already in his hand, his whole body rising out of the water as if the blow had driven him down only so he could come back sharper. He struck across the palulukan’s face in one hard, vicious line.

The blade opened skin from brow-ridge to jaw.

The animal screamed and recoiled, head whipping away from the children, away from the bank, away from Lo’ak.

The hunters arrived like rain.

Spear after spear came down from the bank, not wild, not panicked, each strike finding flank and shoulder and the soft places beneath the plated hide. The palulukan screamed and twisted. Another hunter hooked a line around its forelimb and pulled hard, dragging its weight away from Jake’s pinned side. Two more came in from the water, hip-deep, stabbing and retreating in the same breath.

Neytiri held Lo’ak against her with one arm and reached for her knife with the other.

Vareya was shouting behind her. “Back! Back with them!”

Children cried. Someone called for Mo’at. Someone called for bows. The whole bank had become motion, but not chaos — not yet. The People bent around the danger like grass around floodwater, each body finding the shape it knew. Women hauling the young out. Elders driving them toward the trees. Hunters closing around the animal. No one alone. No one still.

Lo’ak fought her.

“Dad—”

“No.”

It came out savage.

His body jerked as if she had struck him.

Then the fight went out of him all at once, so fast it frightened her almost as much as the struggling had. His hands clutched uselessly at her forearm. His breath came in little broken pulls, too quick, too shallow, the sound of a child trying not to sob and failing because his body had already chosen for him.

“Dad,” he said, smaller than before.

The word cut through her.

Neytiri did not soften. There was no room in her for softness. She dragged him back by sheer force, one hand knotted at his shoulder, feeling him slippery and shaking beneath her grip.

“Neteyam!”

“I have him!” Neteyam shouted.

He did. Spider was on the bank now, coughing, mask askew, both hands clamped over the side where Neteyam had gripped him too hard. Kiri stood with Mo’at’s hand locked around her wrist, pale-eyed and trembling, but held.

Neytiri shoved Lo’ak toward Vareya.

“Take him.”

“No—”

“Take him.”

Vareya did not ask. She seized Lo’ak around the chest and hauled him back against the bank, and when he twisted, another woman caught his legs. Lo’ak cursed and kicked and sobbed in the same breath.

Neytiri turned.

Jake was still in the shallows.

Not down anymore.

Never down for long.

He stood half-crouched in the torn water, blood running from his side, knife held low and ready, the palulukan’s blood black-red across the blade and spattered over his hand. Not much. Not enough. Too much. Her mind could not measure it. It saw only red against blue, red in the water, red on Jake, red on the animal’s split face as it shook itself and screamed.

His eyes were open.

Bright.

Not gold as they had been in sleep. Not warm. Not the eye that had looked at Lo’ak over the tail and chosen to do nothing.

This brightness belonged to another place.

The clan saw it.

The hunters closest to him shifted half a step wider without meaning to, giving him room the way one gives room to fire. Even with spears in their hands, even with the animal screaming under their strikes, they knew. Once, twice, and never forgotten.

Jake moved again.

He did not waste another sound.

He went in under the palulukan’s head, close enough that any other hunter would have been dead, and drove his knife into the soft hinge beneath its jaw. Not killing. Holding. Turning the head away from the bank, away from the children, forcing the whole furious weight of it to follow him and not them.

The animal thrashed.

Jake went with it.

Too fast.

Too close.

Every line of him wrong for a man who had been unable to stand a moment before. He slipped under one swipe, shouldered hard into the beast’s neck, and when it swung toward the shallows again he was already there, already between, already driving it back with nothing but his body and a blade too small for the size of the thing.

Her father’s swiftness had been certainty. Tsu’tey’s had been instinct, the body answering before the mind.

This was not that.

This was uglier.

Less graceful.

No hunter’s dance. No beautiful answer to the world’s violence.

Jake moved like violence had been taught to him by hand.

Made, not born.

A spear punched deep behind the palulukan’s shoulder.

Then another.

The animal bucked. Jake slipped, caught himself badly, and for the first time Neytiri saw the hit register — saw his mouth pull tight, saw his side fold around pain. The palulukan swung its head, and one horned ridge caught him across the shoulder hard enough to send him sideways.

He hit the water.

Neytiri moved.

So did three hunters.

They reached him before she did, not to save him from the animal, but to keep the animal from following him down. A wall of blue bodies and spears closed over the space he had left. The palulukan lunged once more, and the hunters met it.

The final blow came from Arvok, old scar across his jaw, who drove his spear in at the base of the skull while two others held the beast’s head down and another kept its claws from finding flesh. The palulukan gave one last convulsion that sent water high across the bank, glittering red in the sun, and then the great body went heavy.

Silence fell so hard that Lo’ak’s crying broke through it.

Small, broken breaths behind her, each one bitten off as if he thought he would be in trouble for them. He was trying to stop. Neytiri could hear that too — the stubborn, terrified little effort of it, the way he dragged each sob back into his chest and could not keep the next from escaping.

He was too young for pride to save him.

Jake pushed himself up from the water.

For a moment he stayed on hands and knees, head bowed, hair hanging wet around his face. His shoulders rose and fell once. Twice.

The knife was still in his hand.

“Jake,” Neytiri said.

He looked up.

His eyes found hers at once.

She saw the recognition strike through the brightness, saw him gather himself around it by force. But everything in him was still reaching past her — counting, searching, hunting for the one small body that had been under the palulukan’s shadow.

Behind her, Lo’ak made a sound.

Jake’s head turned.

The brightness in his eyes shifted.

Not gone. Not so quickly. But something passed through it, something human and stricken and more exhausted than any sleep could mend.

“Lo’ak?”

The name was rough enough to break.

Lo’ak tore free of Vareya so suddenly she cursed, and Neytiri caught him before he could fling himself across the bloodied shallows into his father’s arms.

“No.” She wrapped both arms around him this time and held him hard against her chest. “Careful.”

“But—”

“Careful,” she said again, because Lo’ak was small and frightened and all sharp elbows now, all need, all terror trying to become motion. “Your father is hurt, steady.”

That reached him.

Lo’ak went rigid in her arms.

It reached Jake too.

His gaze dropped to where her arms were locked around their son. To Lo’ak’s shaking hands. To Lo’ak standing. Whole. Breathing. Furious and terrified and alive.

Then to his own blood in the water.

He looked at it only long enough to dismiss it.

The knife slipped from Jake’s hand into the water.

Empty-handed, he lifted both arms toward Lo’ak, as if the blood did not matter, as if the shaking in his shoulders did not matter, as if wanting his son close could make his body obey him.

“Hey,” he said, rough and breathless. “I’m okay.”

Lo’ak wrenched forward out of Neytiri’s grasp with an ugly sound, half sob, half moan, and rushed into his father’s arms.

Only then did Neytiri go to him.

She moved carefully because Jake was hurt, because Lo’ak was trembling hard enough to shake apart.

The hunters stepped aside for her, the rest of the clan moving forward. Hands reaching for wounds, voices calling names, counting heads.

Jake tried to rise before she reached him.

His body betrayed him halfway. The knee that had taken the water-stone buckled again; his hand shot out, caught nothing, and Neytiri was there, shoulder under his arm, palm spread against his ribs.

He made a sound.

Pain, bitten in half.

“Do not,” she said, her palms trembling.

“Wasn’t—”

“Do not speak.”

His mouth closed.

Up close, the blood was less than the fear had made it and more than she could bear. A long tear from the palulukan’s ridge scored his side, ugly but shallow, bleeding freely into the water. His shoulder would bruise deep. There was a swelling already along one cheekbone where stone or hide had found him. He was shaking now, fine tremors running through muscles that had spent everything twice over.

Not indestructible.

Her hand tightened at his ribs until he winced.

Good. Feel it. Stay here.

Around them, the people began to breathe.

Not all at once. In pieces.

A child sobbed and was soothed. Someone laughed once, high and disbelieving, then covered their mouth. The hunters stood around the dead palulukan with their spears still raised, as if none of them trusted death until Mo’at herself pronounced it. Women counted children aloud. Names passed from mouth to mouth.

“Kiri?”

“Here.”

“Neteyam?”

“Here.”

“Spider?”

“Here, I’m here—”

“Lo’ak?”

Neytiri looked back.

Lo’ak stood where he had wedged himself, tucked into his father’s better side, both fists clenched at his sides, face crumpled with the effort not to cry.

“Here,” Lo’ak said.

Too quiet.

Jake caught it.

His weight shifted around the child tucked against his better side, one shaking arm tightening as if he needed to feel Lo’ak there to believe it.

Neytiri braced under him.

“Do not move,” she said.

Jake’s mouth opened.

“No,” she said again, before he could waste breath on the lie. “You have him. Stay still.”

That reached him differently.

His eyes dropped to Lo’ak, pressed against him and trembling, then to Neytiri’s hand locked hard against his ribs. For once, wisdom found him before stubbornness did.

He stayed where he was.

Mostly.

A hunter — Arvok, still breathing hard — came to Jake’s other side without asking and took some of his weight. Jake’s jaw worked as if protest had risen in him by habit. Then he looked at the dead palulukan. At the spears in it. At the blood in the water that was not all his.

His ears lowered.

“Thanks,” he said.

Arvok blinked, as if he had not expected to be thanked by a man half-collapsed against his mate after nearly being crushed.

Then he huffed.

“Next time,” the hunter said, “move after we throw the spears.”

A sound went through the nearest warriors.

Not laughter.

Almost.

Enough.

Jake’s mouth twitched.

It vanished quickly.

His arm stayed around Lo’ak.

The pull in him had not eased, the awful need to check the child with his own hands, to prove touch by touch that Lo’ak was whole. He was already doing it badly, clumsily, thumb moving once over the back of Lo’ak’s head, then stopping as if even that small motion cost him.

But Lo’ak was not the only child.

Neytiri turned her head.

“Kiri. Neteyam. Come.”

They came, bringing Spider with them like a small shadow.

Not quickly at first. Shock made strange children of all of them. Kiri moved as if underwater. Spider kept touching the side of his mask, checking and rechecking the seal. Neteyam had gone too upright, too careful, trying so hard to look unafraid that his mouth trembled with it.

Lo’ak did not move from Jake’s side.

He did not look at the dead animal.

He kept his face pressed against his father and shook with the effort not to cry harder.

Jake looked down at him.

All at once, terribly, he looked like a father again.

Not weapon. Not Olo’eyktan. Not the bright-eyed thing that had stood between teeth and child.

Only Jake, hollowed out with fear too late to be useful.

“Hey,” he said, softer than before.

Lo’ak made a broken sound into his chest.

Jake’s hand settled, wet and red and shaking, against the back of his son’s head.

Neytiri held them both upright.

Because if she let go, Jake would fall, and Lo’ak would spend his whole life certain it had been his fault.

So she held.

The clan gave them room.

Not much.

Only enough for Mo’at to get through, and for the hunters to drag the palulukan clear of the shallows before it fouled the water any worse. The People had seen palulukan come down to the pools before. Not often enough to be careless, but often enough that fear did not hold them long once the body stopped moving.

Children were counted. Children were scolded. Children were checked over by mothers who ran sharp hands down arms and ribs and tails, then smacked away protests with the same hands. Someone sent the smallest ones farther up the bank. Someone else shouted for clean water, and three voices answered at once that they were standing in it.

One of the hunters crouched beside the dead palulukan and laid a hand briefly against its flank.

Not careless. Not afraid.

Only acknowledgment.

A life had ended. A dangerous life, yes. One that had come for their children and would be cut apart now because the People wasted nothing Eywa gave back to them. But still a life. Still muscle and breath and hunger returned to the forest.

The hunter bowed his head for the space of one breath.

Then he looked at the long cut across its face, and his mouth twitched.

“Well,” he said, still breathing hard. “It chose a difficult day to bite.”

Arvok huffed. “It chose a difficult man.”

A rough laugh moved through the warriors.

Not loud. Not cruel. Real enough.

Jake, half-held between Neytiri and Arvok, blinked water from his lashes and looked vaguely offended.

“I helped,” he said.

“You bled on it,” Arvok said.

“That counts.”

Neytiri bared her teeth at him.

“Do not make jokes while you are bleeding.”

Jake’s mouth twitched, which was very near to doing exactly that.

Mo’at arrived before Neytiri could decide whether to pinch him or hold him tighter. Her shadow fell across them, stern and practical and blessedly alive with irritation.

“Move him,” she said, as if Jake were a badly placed basket. “Before he bleeds into my water any longer.”

“My water?” Jake muttered.

Neytiri pinched his side.

He shut up, teeth bared in a wince.

Lo’ak made a wet, broken little laugh against his chest.

That was better.

Still shaken. Still tucked tight against Jake’s uninjured side, one fist knotted in his father’s wet songcord, but laughing. A little. Enough that Jake’s whole face changed around the sound. He looked down at Lo’ak, exhausted and pained and too pale around the mouth, but his eyes were his own again — gold, familiar, caught between scolding the child and gathering him closer.

“Everybody got all their pieces?” he asked, voice rough.

Spider, sitting on the bank with his mask crooked and both hands braced behind him, lifted one arm. “Pretty sure.”

Neteyam answered more seriously. “Yes.”

Kiri nodded, still pale-eyed and quiet beside Mo’at, but present.

Lo’ak did not lift his face. “Yes.”

“Good,” Jake said.

The word cost him. His weight settled heavier against her shoulder, the last of his strength going out now that every child had been named and answered.

“Standing?” Arvok asked, watching him sway.

Jake’s ears flattened.

“Thinking about it.”

“Think less,” Neytiri snapped.

Another hunter clicked their tongue. “Listen to your mate, Olo’eyktan. She is smaller, but currently stronger.”

That got a louder laugh from the warriors, and a few of the women nearby too. Even one of the children giggled before being herded back toward the water by a mother who had decided the danger was over and the mud still needed washing off.

Jake drew in a breath, as if he meant to answer that too.

Then stopped.

His face shifted.

Not much. Only the smallest surrender at the corners of his mouth, the faint sag of his shoulders where stubbornness finally lost its grip.

“I think,” he said slowly, “I do need to sit down.”

Arvok barked a laugh.

Neytiri looked at Jake.

Jake looked back, wet and bleeding and trying very hard to appear as if this had been his wise idea all along.

“Now he learns,” she said.

“I’m a quick study.”

“You are not quick enough.”

But her hands were gentle when she lowered him.

Arvok helped her ease him back from the shallows onto the warm, trampled grass, far enough from the bloodied water for Mo’at to work and close enough that the children did not have to choose between fear and distance. Jake went heavily. Too heavily. The moment he was down, some of the fight ran out of him again, leaving only the shiver under his skin and the tight line of pain around his mouth.

Neytiri sat and drew him down without asking.

This time, he did not argue.

His head came to rest in her lap where it had been before, hair wet against her thigh, breath uneven but slowing under her hand. The circle closed around them without closing them in. Mo’at knelt at his side with cloth and salve and a face that promised a lecture later. Arvok crouched near Jake’s shoulder, still grinning to himself as though the whole business had been a deeply foolish hunting story already improving in the telling.

Around them, the day began to return.

Not unchanged. Fine tremors still ran through Jake’s body. Lo’ak was still tucked under his father’s arm, pressed so tight to Jake’s uninjured side that he might have been trying to crawl beneath his skin. The child’s crying had quieted to small, stubborn breaths against Jake’s ribs.

But the People did not gather around it and make it larger.

They went back to work.

The People treated the palulukan with the respect due a dangerous life ended. Hunters hauled it higher onto the stones with care, already speaking of how it would be divided, what could be used, what must be returned. Others argued over who had landed the cleanest spear-strike. Someone complained that the beast had ruined a perfectly good bathing place, and someone else answered that this was what came of letting children splash louder than thunder.

Mothers pushed reluctant children back toward the shallows once the water ran clear again. The old women resumed their combing. The song, broken for a while, found itself in pieces and then continued, softer but steady.

Jake marked it too. Some part of him, braced for fear or silence or the weight of everyone’s eyes, eased when he found instead the clan grumbling over work, joking over blood, ordering children back into line. No one asked him to explain what had surfaced. No one made him stand alone inside it.

They only made room for Mo’at to press a cloth to his side, for Neytiri’s hand to stay in his hair, and for Lo’ak to remain under his arm.

Jake’s fingers shifted once against Lo’ak’s shoulder.

Lo’ak held tighter.

On Jake’s other side, Spider crept nearer.

Not boldly. Not this time. He came with the wary, uncertain courage of a child who had seen too much and did not know where to put his hands. His mask was still crooked. Mud streaked one knee. He looked from Jake’s closed eyes to Neytiri, then to Lo’ak tucked under Jake’s arm.

Jake did not open his eyes.

“Spider,” he said, rough and tired.

Spider froze.

Jake’s mouth twitched. “Quit hovering.”

That was invitation enough.

Spider sat close, careful at first, then less careful when no one told him to move away. For a while he only watched Mo’at’s hands work. Then, slowly, as if testing whether the world had truly become ordinary again, he reached behind Jake and tugged once at the end of his tail.

Jake’s eyes stayed closed.

A small growl rose in his chest.

Not warning. Not battle. Barely even awake.

Spider’s face cracked open in a grin.

Lo’ak made a little sound against Jake’s ribs — not quite a laugh, but nearer to one than before.

Neytiri looked down at Jake.

His eyes were shut now. The brightness gone back under. His face was pale with pain and exhaustion, his hair a wet tangle across her lap, one arm curved carefully around Lo’ak as though even sleep would not convince him to let go.

Around them, the People moved.

Water slapped stone. Children called to one another. The hunters’ voices rose over the palulukan’s body, practical and teasing and respectful by turns. Mo’at clicked her tongue at Jake’s side. Spider tugged the tail once more, just enough to earn another faint rumble.

And Jake, who had come up from the water snarling with a blade in his hand, did nothing about it at all.

Neytiri kept her hand in his hair and let the day carry on around them.

For a long while she stayed exactly as she was: upright, watchful, one hand resting against Lo’ak’s back, holding the shape of them together by will alone.

Then, without asking her permission, her own body began to give.

It came the way it had come to Jake. Not as a decision. As a tide. The place behind her eyes turned heavy. Her shoulders, braced so long against everyone’s fear, forgot what they had been holding. The noise of the clan softened and ran together into one blur of water and voices and the idle half-finished song, Mo’at’s tongue clicking, the small tug and rumble of the tail game repeating somewhere below her.

She had spent the whole day keeping him under. She had not once counted what it cost her to do it.

She fought it. Of course she fought it. Someone had to keep the watch over the three of them, and it had always been her, and her spine straightened out of long habit even as the weight dragged at it. Her eyes opened. She counted heads along the bank. She listened for the water. She would hold a little longer, the way she always did, the way she had to —

Then a sound started up beneath her, deep in his chest, moving through the weight of his head where it lay against her. Low. Rough. Half-asleep. Every edge gone out of it. The rumble he kept only for the ones he had chosen to hold.

It rose through her belly and her ribs, and something in her loosened by the length of a breath.

Her spine bowed. She stopped fighting the pull and bent down low over the both of them, until her brow found his hair, and Jake turned his head up into the motion, his nose bumping her temple, his breath moving warm across her cheek.

The watch slipped out of her hands, and for once she let it go.

She gathered Lo’ak in tighter against his father’s uninjured side. There, in the middle of the whole watching clan, in the wet and the blood-smell and the ordinary noise, Neytiri closed her eyes.

No one moved them.

The People went on being the People around the three of them. And Mo’at, when she had bound what needed binding, laid a cloth over her daughter’s shoulders without a word, and let her sleep where she was.

And Jake, who had woken once already to keep them alive, only shifted to make room for her against his good side, and did nothing about that either.

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