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    Felix and his bandmates are entering their ninth year since debut, and, as always, they are throwing themselves into their next album. Recording, interviews, rehearsals, and perfecting powerful, eye-catching choreography consume their days. Packed schedules have become a normal part of being an idol, but with Felix’s already demanding solo activities added on top of everything else, he is being pushed closer and closer to his limit.
    But that’s okay.
    Felix knows how lucky he is to be doing what he loves, to stand on stage and perform alongside the people he considers his family. So what if he’s a little more tired than usual? What if the exhaustion never quite seems to fade? What if he can’t shake the occasional flutter in his chest or the brief bouts of light-headedness?
    It’s nothing.
    At least, that’s what Felix tells himself.
    Being an idol is hard work. Everyone gets tired. And Felix has always been good at putting on his sunshine smile, reassuring everyone around him that he’s fine, and pushing forward.
    So he keeps singing.
    He keeps dancing.
    He keeps laughing.
    Until one day, he can’t.
    Until one day, the music suddenly stops.

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