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IThe ceremonial auditorium was already beginning to fill by the time Jeff found his seat.
Rows of graduates occupied the reserved section nearest the stage, dark Alliance dress uniforms forming neat lines beneath banners bearing the crest of the Systems Alliance Navy. Beyond them, families filtered steadily into the rising tiers of seating, conversations blending into a low, constant murmur that drifted through the vaulted hall.
Children tugged impatiently at their parents' sleeves. Proud families searched for seat numbers while trying not to lose one another in the crowd. Instructors lingered along the walls in small groups, doing an admirable job of pretending they weren't watching everyone who walked through the doors.
Today was graduation.
His graduation.
Jeff smoothed a hand down the front of his dress jacket for what had to be the tenth time before quietly adjusting the collar again. Perfect....it had been perfect the first nine times too.
His hand drifted lower, almost without thinking, checking the fabric where it fell over the braces beneath his slacks. The tailor had assured him no one would notice them unless they were looking specifically for them.
Jeff checked anyway. Satisfied, he rested both hands on his knees.
Ten seconds later he was straightening one of his cuffs.
The hall continued filling around him. A father crouched beside his young daughter a few rows back, carefully pinning a tiny Alliance flag to the front of her sweater. Two cadets across the aisle leaned together for a quick photograph before one of them laughed and immediately demanded another because he'd blinked. Somewhere off to Jeff's left, someone was carrying enough flowers to open a small florist shop.
His gaze drifted toward the audience again, and for a moment the noise of the auditorium seemed to soften at the edges of his thoughts. Mom should’ve been here, Dad too, and Hilary. She would’ve found some new and deeply creative way to embarrass him before the ceremony was even halfway done. Probably by shouting something across the auditorium despite repeated warnings not to. The thought earned the faintest of smile.
A few nights ago, during one of their calls, she'd promised exactly that. His father had laughed. "Ignore your sister."
"I am sitting right here." Hilary little voice had protested.
"You are." His father had agreed. "That's why I said it where you could hear me."
Jeff had laughed harder than he'd meant to. Then his mother had appeared, wrapped in her favorite blanket on the couch, looking more tired than she'd been the last time they'd spoken. The smile she gave him hadn't changed, It was still bright and full of love. "We're proud of you, sweetheart."
His father had leaned closer to the camera afterward. "We'll be watching."
Jeff had nodded. "I know."
He'd been the one to tell them not to make the trip. The doctors had advised against unnecessary travel for his mother, and Arcturus Station wasn't exactly around the corner. It had been the right decision....he knew that. It didn't stop him from wishing they were here anyway.
His omnitool buzzed softly against his wrist. Jeff glanced down almost immediately, but there was nothing new. Just a reminder he'd forgotten to dismiss, he silenced it with a quick tap. His thumb hovered over the messaging icon for another second before he tapped it open. The conversation list slid into view. His family's thread sat near the top, Only Rose's sat above it. He found himself opening hers before he'd consciously decided to. The newest message was dated eight days earlier.
mission got extended
Sorry.
Jeff smiled weakly. Only Rosemary could somehow make an apology sound like an operational update. When she had time, her messages had a habit of turning into novels.
She'd once tell him about strange little colonies tucked into the middle of nowhere. Complain about military rations. Send pictures of sunsets, unique terrain formations, or some ridiculous piece of equipment that had broken in spectacular fashion. Sometimes she'd call just to spend an hour talking about absolutely nothing at all.
When she didn't have time...er messages became painfully efficient.
made it planetside
heading out again
talk soon
Just enough to let him know she was alive and nothing more.
He scrolled upward without really thinking. A photograph appeared, some rocky desert beneath a violet sky. She'd insisted the colors hadn't been edited. He still wasn't entirely convinced.
Another.
A tiny food vender overlooking an rocky beached ocean on some colony whose name he'd immediately forgotten but whose food she'd spent three paragraphs insisting he would love.
Then another.
The blurriest picture imaginable of what she'd claimed was the ugliest shuttle in Alliance service. He'd laughed hard enough he almost pulled something.
Jeff's smile lingered as he scrolled back to the top of the conversation. Eight days...eight days since she'd sent that message. Eight days since she'd disappeared back into whatever assignment had stolen her away this time.
She'd been several systems away then. Even if the mission had wrapped up the next morning, which it almost certainly hadn't, there simply wasn't enough time. Alliance ships were fast, but they weren't magic. He'd accepted that days ago. Or at least...he'd told himself he had.
The auditorium doors slid open again with another family entered laughing quietly amongst themselves. Jeff looked up at the noise again before he could stop himself. Not her. His gaze settled back on the glowing display in his hand. His thumb rested over the conversation for another moment before he locked the screen.
Around him, the conversations gradually began to quiet as officers started moving toward the stage.
The ceremony was almost ready to begin.
He folded his hands together once more, trying very hard not to adjust his uniform for an eleventh time.
Several systems away had become considerably closer than either of them had expected. Rosemary nearly collided with a lieutenant coming around a corner. The man jerked sideways with a startled curse, and she twisted past him without breaking stride. "Sorry!" The apology was already behind her by the time he answered.
The station dissolved into flashes of alloy walls, overhead signage, and startled uniforms. Officers and enlisted alike pressed themselves against bulkheads as a fully armed operative came sprinting through the station like disaster itself. To be fair to them, she probably looked like something had gone catastrophically wrong. Her armor was filthy, dust and soot clung to the dark plates, and scratches scored the surface in half a dozen places. A streak of dried blood marked one shoulder with more stained the gauntlet clenched around her helmet.
Every stride made the rifle across her back thump against the battered plates.
Normally she would have changed before setting foot on a station. Normally she would have showered. Normally she would have slept. Normally she wouldn't have spent the last several hours bullying transport schedules, sprinting between docking bays, and trying to shave minutes off a journey that should have been impossible.
Today wasn't normal.
The mission had run long. Then intelligence changed. Then extraction slipped. Then transport schedules collapsed into the kind of bureaucratic nightmare only the Alliance could produce. She'd caught herself checking the date every time her omni-tool lit up, hoping it hadn't changed but knowing it had.
By the time she'd finally gotten clear, she had exactly enough time to make a terrible decision. Naturally, she'd made it.
The explanation would be she was still technically in transit.
She took the corner so fast one boot nearly slid out beneath her. The station directory flashed overhead: Ceremonial Hall - Level Six. Three corridors, one lift, Twenty-seven seconds if nobody got in her way.
Rose checked the time and the time checked back. Neither of them liked what they saw.
She swore and drove harder into the next stride until her lungs started burning.
The lights dimmed by degrees until the conversations that had filled the auditorium dissolved into a respectful hush.
One by one, officers took their places along the edges of the hall. Families settled into their seats. Somewhere near the back, a restless child whispered a question just loudly enough to earn a few quiet laughs before an embarrassed parent gently shushed them.
Jeff folded his hands together in his lap and drew a slow breath. Showtime.
An admiral stepped to the podium, the four golden bars on his shoulders catching the stage lights as he adjusted the microphone. "Good afternoon." His voice carried effortlessly through the vast ceremonial hall. "Today we gather to recognize the newest generation of Alliance pilots."
Polite applause rolled across the audience before fading once more and Jeff straightened instinctively.
He had heard speeches like this before, graduations, commendations, promotion ceremonies. Alliance officers had a remarkable talent for making every occasion sound as though history itself had been waiting for this exact moment.
"...Today marks not the end of your training, but the beginning of your service."
Duty, honor, sacrifice, the words drifted across the auditorium in familiar succession. Jeff listened...mostly. His attention wandered, not because the admiral wasn't sincere. He clearly was. But after relentless years of flight school, endless evaluations, simulator qualifications, emergency procedures, and instructors who somehow managed to critique landings that bordered on perfection, it was difficult to focus on anything except the fact that he had actually made it.
Alliance pilot.
The words still didn't feel real. For as long as he could remember, flying had never been a dream. It had simply been the future. There had never been another version of his life. Even when doctors talked about limitations. Even when instructors quietly questioned whether he could physically keep up. Even when other cadets looked at his braces before they looked at him. None of that had ever changed the destination, only the route.
His fingers unconsciously smoothed the crease of his dress trousers.
Top of the class. Highest flight scores in the program. Every painful physical evaluation. Every extra hour in the simulators. Every day he'd refused to let anyone lower the bar because of his condition. It had all led here.
The realization settled quietly in his chest. *I actually did it. *A ripple of applause pulled him back to the present. The admiral had reached another natural pause in the speech.
Jeff eyes drifted toward the main entrance, just for a heartbeat. The doors remained closed. He looked away almost immediately and settled back into his seat as the admiral reached the end of his remarks. "...and may every one of you carry the values of the Alliance with you wherever your service takes you."
The applause this time was louder, longer. The admiral stepped away from the podium and a second officer approached in his place. Jeff recognized him immediately It was Commander Ellison. Head instructor of the Alliance Flight Training Program. Unlike the admiral, Ellison didn't bother unfolding prepared notes. He rested one hand lightly on the podium and looked across the rows of graduates with an expression that managed to be equal parts pride and exhaustion. "As much as I'd enjoy listening to myself talk..." A few chuckles rolled through the hall. "...I imagine most of you would prefer your wings."
The laughter grew louder, even Jeff found himself smiling.
Ellison nodded once. "I thought so."
He looked down at the list resting atop the podium. "So let's not keep you waiting."
The elevator was too slow. Rose watched the illuminated floor numbers crawl upward one agonizing deck at a time, four....five....six. The doors finally slid open.
Two officers stepped inside. One took a single look at the exhausted operative standing there in battered combat armor, covered in dust and dried blood, and quietly stepped back out again. "After you, ma'am."
Rose didn't even have enough breath left to thank him properly. The instant they parted, she was moving again. Her boots hammered against the deck plating as directional signs flashed overhead.
Twenty-eight hours awake. Three different ships. One shuttle. Two docking bays. More paperwork than any sane person should ever have to argue through in a single afternoon. All for what most people would have called an impossible chance.
She'd never been especially interested in possible.
A pair of station security officers looked up just in time to see her flying toward them. One opened his mouth but thought better of it. They both stepped smartly out of her path.
Rose shot them an apologetic smile as she thundered past. "Sorry!"
One of them watched her disappear around the next corner. "...Should we-"
"No."
"Why not?"
The older officer shrugged. "Whatever she's late for seems more dangerous than whatever she'd do to us if we stopped her." They continued on their patrol.
The wide corridor leading toward the ceremonial hall stretched out ahead of her. At the far end stood the massive doors...closed.
She slowed just enough to force herself to breathe. Running through the doors like an orbital strike wasn't going to help anyone. She bent forward, hand and helmet braced on her knees, dragging in one deep breath, then another. Her heart pounded against her ribs. She wiped a streak of soot from her cheek with the back of one gauntlet.
It didn't help.
She looked down at herself and a small laugh escaped her. There wasn't exactly time to do anything about that. She straightened, rolled her shoulders once, and quietly pressed the panel so the heavy doors would open just enough for her to slip inside.
Darkness greeted her.
Commander Ellison had already called several names before Jeff realized he'd barely heard any of them. "-Matthews-"
Applause filled the auditorium as another graduate crossed the stage, the routine quickly settling into a steady rhythm: a name called out, applause rising, a walk across the stage, a handshake, a photograph, and then the next, each step carrying another pilot closer to the moment they had spent years chasing.
Jeff sat quietly with his crutches resting against his side, fingers loosely folded over one another. Every few moments one thumb brushed unconsciously across the back of the other before stopping. He caught himself doing it and forced his hands still.
The room felt strangely distant.
He watched classmates disappear one by one toward the stage, some wearing restrained smiles, others unable to hide their excitement. While proud families that filled the auditorium applauded without restraint after every name, cameras flashing from every direction.
It wouldn't be long now.
Commander Ellison glanced down at the list one more time.
“Our next graduate is the top of this year’s graduating pilot class, having earned the highest overall performance rating in both flight proficiency and combat readiness evaluations.” A ripple of applause rolled through the auditorium before the commander even continued. "He has consistently exemplified the professionalism, discipline, and instinct required of an Alliance pilot, and is hereby recognized for his outstanding achievement."
Ellison looked up from the podium. "Jeff Moreau."
For a heartbeat, Jeff didn't move. That's me. He reached for his crutches almost automatically, planting them beneath his arms before rising carefully to his feet, as the applause swelled around him. Every practiced step toward the stage felt oddly mechanical, the familiar rhythm guiding him forward while dozens of faces blurred together beyond the lights.
This was it, everything he'd worked for.
The Commander met him at center stage, a rare smile crossing the instructor's face. "You earned every bit of it."
Jeff swallowed against the unexpected lump in his throat. "Thank you, sir."
Next the Admiral stepped forward holding the silver wings. "Congratulations." Jeff stood as straight as his body allowed while the insignia was carefully fastened to his uniform. Years. Years of work, years of pain, years of refusing to let anyone else decide what he was capable of. Reduced to a few quiet seconds.
The admiral offered his hand, and Jeff shook it as the photographer called for him to face the camera. He turned toward the lens just as the flash went off, a burst of white light blooming across his vision and leaving him blinking. Shapes returned first, the photographer, the first few rows of proud families, the instructors standing along the walls. Until, farther back, just inside the auditorium doors, his gaze caught on someone standing quietly at parade rest without meaning to.
A figure in full combat armor.
Dust and soot dulled the black plating. Fresh scratches carved pale lines across the chest and shoulders. Dried blood stained one pauldron and streaked along the gauntlet holding a helmet against one hip. She looked like she'd walked straight out of a battlefield...she probably had.
Jeff frowned ever so slightly.
No...
His mind stubbornly refused to put the pieces together. It couldn’t be, she was supposed to be several systems away.
The figure didn’t move at first, but then, almost imperceptibly, her posture softened as their eyes met, and for one suspended moment neither of them did anything at all before relief finally washed across her face.
The smile she'd been trying so hard to keep professional escaped all at once, spreading into something warm, impossibly proud, and so unmistakably Rose that it stole every coherent thought from his head. The smile that somehow always managed to say so much.
She'd been waiting for him to see her, and when he finally did, her face lit with a happiness that felt deeper than if she had been the one standing on the stage. Then without a hint of ceremony, she lifted two fingers to her brow in the laziest salute imaginable. Just for him.
The applause still echoed around him, someone was saying something, and the photographer was probably asking for another picture, but Jeff heard none of it. All he could do was stare at the woman standing in the back of the hall, smiling at him like making the impossible happen had never been in doubt, and in that quiet, disbelieving stillness, one thought settled in his chest with absolute certainty;
She’d made it, somehow she’d made it.