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There is conflict
Raging in my head and heart.
I realized,
Probably too late,
That how I spoke to you was rude
There is no excuse for how I acted
Only explanation.
Which I hope through this that I can do.
I’d like to say that at the time
I was just in a bad mood
But in reality I was too busy to really think about what to say
So I said the first things that came to mind.
And I suppose that you could say that I was still mending from how broken you left me.
I know I didn’t show it
Or hell I never said anything to you so how should you have known.
But because of that I always kept a wall up just to keep myself safe.
And you know at the time I was finally getting my life back together
I was going out and doing things with people and trusting people.
But none of these are a good enough explanation for how I treated you.
What I want to say is that I’m sorry
And that I hope you’ll forgive me.
But the things I said were true,
I don’t regret what I said.
Just how I said it.
I wish to see you happy.
But I can no longer always be there to make sure you see the good in the world.
It is time that you do so on your own.
So I guess with that knowledge,
I should expect that you won’t forgive me
Or accept my apologies.
But hey, it was worth a shot.