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The first time Peter and Jean walked back into the Loft after being discharged from the hospital, the space felt entirely different.
The aftermath of the final confrontation with Martin Li had left both of them in the hospital. Thanks to his enhanced healing factor, Peter was already practically healed from the worst of the damage. Jean felt physically fine, but the sheer mental toll the psychic battle had taken on her was awful, leaving her feeling utterly exhausted. They both knew they needed to allow themselves a quiet moment to recuperate before they could even think about settling into their new life.
Peter had a fresh set of bandages wrapped tightly around his ribs, and Jean was still absentmindedly picking at the sticky residue of a hospital bracelet on her wrist. When Peter unlocked the heavy metal door and pushed it open, the dusty, industrial apartment didn't feel like a temporary hideout anymore. It felt like home. The few, scattered houseplants had mostly died off, and their food was going out of date, but it was quiet. It was home.
In the weeks that followed, the chaos of their lives slowly smoothed out into a strange, beautiful rhythm. Life became as normal as it possibly could be when your roommate was Spider-Man.
For Jean, normalcy meant structure. She still had her weekly telehealth check-ins with Bruce to monitor her neural output and make sure the telepathic dampeners were holding up. She still sat on Dr. Raynor’s plush couch every Wednesday, slowly unpacking the trauma of her past and learning that she didn't have to carry the weight of the world by herself.
It was a comfort she never took for granted, mostly because she knew exactly how close she had come to losing it.
The memory of the closed-door meeting, held just days after she woke up in the hospital, still made her chest tight. She had been sitting in a sterile, windowless precinct interrogation room, flanked by Peter and Matt Murdock, while two Department of Damage Control agents slid a terrifyingly thick file across the table. They had wanted her remanded to the Raft. Unregistered telepathic assault, unauthorized use of lethal powers.
Matt had been a brick wall, calmly arguing that her intervention had caused zero physical casualties and was purely defensive. But the DODC agents had been stubborn, determined to lock away what they perceived as a weapon.
That was when Captain DeWolff had stepped into the room, slamming the door shut behind her. The hardened NYPD Captain had completely bypassed the legal semantics and gone straight for the jugular.
"You lock up a teenager who just neutralized a domestic terror threat, and I'll make sure every news outlet in the city knows Damage Control is punishing heroes while the NYPD cleans up your mess," DeWolff had threatened, her voice like ice. Instead, she had proposed a compromise: strict probation, supervised by the precinct, and a mandated rehabilitation program.
The DODC agents had scoffed, demanding proof that her powers could actually be managed safely. So, DeWolff had brought in the only witness who could provide it.
Martin Li had been escorted into the room in cuffs. He had looked exhausted, stripped of his immaculate suits and the terrifying static of Mister Negative. But when he looked at Jean, his eyes had held absolute, undeniable clarity. He looked at the federal agents and said, with unwavering certainty, "She didn't attack me. She reached into the dark and pulled me out. She saved my life."
That single statement had shattered the DODC’s case. It had bought Jean her freedom, and it formed the foundation of her probation.
Because of that, the biggest shift in her routine was her mandated sessions with Martin Li. For the first time in her life, Jean wasn't the patient or the weapon. She was the healer. Learning how to navigate someone else's broken mind without letting her own fears bleed into it was exhausting, but it gave her a profound, quiet sense of purpose.
Of course, gaining clearance to regularly visit a maximum-security prisoner at the Raft required her to officially exist. Matt Murdock and Captain DeWolff had fast-tracked the bureaucratic nightmare of declassifying her, but securing a newly minted New York State ID required a legal sponsor on paper.
Peter couldn't do it. To the federal government, Peter Parker simply didn't exist. He didn't have a Social Security number, a birth certificate, or a legal signature. He was a complete ghost, utterly incapable of vouching for anyone.
So, they made a desperate plea to one of the kindest men Jean had ever met. Bruce Banner stepping up as her legal guardian was an incredibly hard ask. For a man who had spent years trying to isolate himself so he wouldn't be a danger to anyone, signing federal documents to take legal responsibility for a volatile, telepathic teenager was a massive risk. But Bruce knew exactly what it felt like to be treated like a monster by the government. He didn't hesitate for long. He stepped up, signing his name to the paperwork.
With her identity finally secured, Jean leaned into her fresh start. She enrolled in an accredited online university extension program for cognitive psychology, burying herself in coursework from the safety of the apartment. To supplement her goal of eventually volunteering at F.E.A.S.T., she even opted into their practical trauma and first-aid modules.
While Jean was finding ways to heal the minds of others, Peter was desperately trying to keep his own hands busy. He threw himself into a very different kind of routine. When he wasn't swinging through the concrete canyons of Manhattan breaking up carjackings, he was huddled over his workbench, running his quiet tech-repair side hustle. He fixed cracked phone screens, salvaged bricked laptops, and rewired toasters. Anything for the locals in their neighborhood if it made sure they could pay the rent.
Occasionally, he’d find himself sitting in a dingy, fluorescent-lit diner at two in the morning, nursing a black coffee across the booth from Frank Castle. They rarely talked about feelings—Frank mostly just grunted about the state of the city’s criminal underworld—but there was a silent, mutual understanding between them that Peter deeply appreciated.
But Peter's most important routine was Sunday mornings. He visited May’s grave in Queens. Sometimes, he went alone, needing the quiet space to just sit with his grief. But more often than not, he didn't have to go alone. Jean would stand quietly beside him under the shade of the trees, her hand slipped safely into his, letting him know that the ghost of his past didn't have to haunt his future.
They were building a life. There were movie nights on the battered couch, and loud, chaotic hangouts with Ned and MJ where they played Mario Kart until their eyes burned. It was a bizarre, fragile, perfectly normal life.
***
The heavy magnetic door slid shut with a definitive, echoing thunk, sealing them inside. Two armed guards had just escorted Martin Li back to his maximum-security cell block, leaving the private consultation office deep inside the Raft completely silent.
The room was sterile, gray, and completely soundproofed. It felt less like an office and more like a vault.
Jean sat at the cold metal table, letting out a long, exhausted breath as she neatly closed her notebook. Her session with Martin Li had gone well; the suffocating guilt was still there, but without the negative energy amplifying it, Li was finally starting to find some peace.
Across the small room, Peter was leaning against the reinforced concrete wall. Now that they were entirely alone, he reached up and pulled his mask off. He let his head drop back against the wall, running a hand through his messy, sweat-dampened hair.
"He's doing better," Jean said softly, looking up at Peter in the harsh fluorescent light.
"Because of you," Peter said, crossing his arms over the white spider emblem on his chest with a tired but genuine smile. "You're really good at this, Jean. He looks like a completely different person than he did two weeks ago."
Jean looked down at her hands, her fingers tracing the cold steel of the table. She didn't smile back. Instead, her eyes drifted to the reinforced concrete walls, the security cameras, and the heavy blast door.
"It's a strange place," Jean murmured, her voice barely carrying across the room. "Every time we walk through those security gates, a part of me feels like I'm exactly where I belong. Like they're eventually going to realize they put me on the wrong side of the table."
Peter’s smile vanished instantly. He pushed himself off the wall, his heavy boots making no sound as he crossed the small room. He stopped right in front of her, resting his hands flat on the edge of the metal table.
"Don't say that," Peter said, his voice firm but incredibly gentle.
"Peter, look around," Jean said, a bitter edge of self-loathing creeping into her tone. "This place was built to lock up people who are a danger to society. People with powers they can't control. I can literally tear someone's mind apart. I have hurt people with it. Sometimes I feel like I'm just visiting my future home."
"No. Absolutely not," Peter said, shaking his head. He leaned across the table, forcing her to meet his warm, brown eyes. "The people in those cells used their power to break things. You are sitting in this concrete box, using yours to put a broken man back together."
Jean’s breath hitched slightly, the heavy, suffocating weight in her chest loosening just a fraction under his steady gaze.
"You aren't a monster, Jean," Peter promised her, his voice dropping into a soft, quiet certainty that made her heart ache. "You're a healer."
Jean ducked her head, a soft, pleased pink dusting her cheeks. She stood up, walking over to where he was leaning. "Well, I had a pretty good mentor when it comes to the whole 'saving people' thing."
Peter's smile softened. The quiet, lingering tension that had been building between them for weeks suddenly felt very loud in the small, soundproofed room. He opened his mouth to say something—
Whoosh.
The heavy steel door slid open.
"Knock, knock. It is me. Hello," a thick Russian accent announced.
Peter nearly jumped out of his skin. He scrambled backward, frantically clutching his mask to his chest like a shield as Yelena Belova strolled casually into the highly restricted, maximum-security room.
Yelena stopped. She looked at the mask clutched to Peter's chest, and then slowly looked up at his bare, panicked face.
"Ah," Yelena said, tilting her head. "The mask does come off." She looked him up and down, a deeply amused, mocking glint in her eyes. "You are very cute. Like a nervous, sweaty little mouse."
Jean’s face instantly ignited into a fierce, brilliant blush, and she suddenly found the floor tiles incredibly interesting.
"I— uh, I didn't think anyone else had clearance in here," Peter stammered, his voice cracking slightly.
"I go where I please," Yelena shrugged. She stepped closer, invading his personal space just enough to be intimidating. "Since I am looking at your face... what is your name, mouse?"
Peter looked at the former Black Widow. He thought about his carefully guarded secret identity, the immense burden of keeping himself anonymous, and the strict rules he had set for himself.
Then he looked at Yelena’s completely unblinking, terrifying stare, and his survival instincts entirely overrode his secret identity protocols.
"Peter," he blurted out instantly. "Peter Parker."
"Peter Parker," Yelena repeated, testing the syllables. "Good stuff. We need to talk. At my office. Both of you shall come."
Peter swallowed hard. "And by office... you mean..."
"Yes, you know the bathhouses, Peter Parker," Yelena said, turning on her heel and walking back out the door. "Be there in two hours. Do not be late."
***
Back at The Loft, Peter was still recovering from the intimidation tactics.
"E.V., filter the alerts by proximity and, uh... let's sort by 'Least Likely to Explode,' please."
"Filtering now, Peter," the AI’s crisp voice echoed through the apartment.
On the main holographic monitor, a literal, color-coded interface popped up. Jean had spent the weekend helping E.V. code it, suggesting ideas for the design, drawing heavy inspiration from the RPG video games she had watched Ned and Peter play, while E.V. did all the heavy lifting with the actual code. It was, for all intents and purposes, a Side Quest menu.
Red icons were active muggings. Yellow icons were Yelena's errands. Blue icons were leftover Demon safehouses that still needed clearing out.
"I still can't believe you gamified my life," Peter said, leaning over the workbench. He was soldering a new concussive emitter into the wrist-casing of his suit.
"I just organized it," Jean said with a smile from the desk, tapping her stylus against a textbook on cognitive behavioral therapy. "I figured if I gave you a completion bar, you'd actually remember to sleep once you hit a hundred percent. How are the upgrades coming?"
"Almost done," Peter grunted, wiping a smear of grease off his cheek. "The leftover Demons are heavily armored, so I’m tweaking the web-regulators and the polymer lining to channel kinetic energy outward. Basically, a localized concussive blast. Should knock them flat without me having to break my knuckles."
He snapped the plating shut with a satisfying click. He looked up, catching Jean’s eye across the room. They held the look for just a second longer than was strictly necessary, a quiet, comfortable warmth settling between them, before E.V. chimed in.
"Reminder: You are scheduled to meet with Yelena Belova in twenty minutes."
"Right," Peter sighed, grabbing his jacket. "Time to go to the spa."
***
The Russian bathhouse in Little Odessa was exactly as humid and intimidating as Peter remembered.
He and Jean were led into the back VIP room, where the air was thick with eucalyptus-scented steam. Yelena was sitting comfortably on a wooden bench, wearing a thick white robe, sipping from a bottle of sparkling water.
Jean looked entirely out of place. She was wearing her favorite oversized, thick gray hoodie—her ultimate comfort armor—and within thirty seconds of entering the sweltering room, a bead of sweat was already rolling down her temple.
She looked around the steam room, suddenly acutely aware of the dress code. She tugged nervously at the sleeves of her hoodie, her eyes darting to Peter, utterly terrified that she was expected to strip down.
Peter, who was entirely too used to the weird, boundary-less reality of superhero meetings, didn't even blink. He reached for the hem of his t-shirt, pulling it halfway up his stomach to get comfortable in the heat.
"Parker, what are you doing?" Yelena asked flatly.
Peter froze, his shirt bunched under his chin. "I... it's a bathhouse. I thought we were supposed to—"
"No," Yelena said, pointing a finger at the wooden bench opposite her. "Sit. Keep your clothes on. This is a business meeting, not a spa day. Though," she added, looking at Jean's heavy sweatshirt, "you are going to melt, Jean Grey. You do not have to wear the tent."
"I'm fine," Jean squeaked, her face flushing as she aggressively pulled the hood up over her head. "I run cold."
Peter quickly pulled his shirt back down, his ears turning red, and sat down next to her. Yelena just rolled her eyes, pulling a waterproof tablet out from beside her towel.
"You did good work with Martin Li," Yelena started, getting straight to the point. "The city is stabilizing. You proved you can handle things that are larger than bicycle thefts. You are officially moving up the ladder."
"Awesome," Peter beamed. "So, we're talking Avengers-level stuff?"
"We are talking... potatoes," Yelena corrected, waving her hand vaguely. "You are moving up potato sizes. You are not dealing with the biggest potatoes yet. But you are no longer the smallest potatoes. You are... medium potatoes."
Jean stifled a laugh behind her hand.
"I have a few cleanup operations for you," Yelena continued, ignoring them. "Leftover weapon caches, some smuggling routes. Handle them quietly. Do not blow up any more subway tunnels."
"Understood," Peter saluted. "Medium potatoes. I'm your guy."
***
Two hours later, Yelena walked into the security lobby of the New Avengers facility upstate.
The front desk guard gave her a bewildered look and pointed to the center of the pristine, marble floor.
Resting exactly in the middle of the lobby was a massive, fifty-pound burlap sack of Idaho potatoes.
Yelena walked over, her boots clicking against the floor. Stuck to the burlap by a dissolving patch of synthetic webbing was a crumpled piece of notebook paper.
Medium sized, as requested. Let me know when I'm ready for the big ones. — Peter
Yelena stared at the sack for a long time. Then, a slow, very reluctant smirk tugged at the corner of her mouth. "Idiot," she muttered fondly.