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1. Call me when you feel like dying. by Lotus_Thesillyone

   Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   01 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke/Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu is a Mess (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Trans Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Gender Dysphoria
   • Alternate Universe - No Ability Users (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Attempt at Humor
   • How Do I Tag
   • Protective Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Smoking
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Soft Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Everyone is Gay
   • Author is Projecting
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Trans Male Character
   • Insomnia
   • Literal Sleeping Together
   • Dazai Osamu Has Self-Harm Scars (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Body Worship
   • Boys Kissing
   • Neck Kissing
   • Dancing in the Rain
   • Making Out
   • Eating Disorders
   • Coming Out
   • Self-Acceptance
   • Non-Graphic Smut
   • Touch-Starved

   Summary

   A cigarette, binding tape, midnight air.

   19 year old dazai lives in an apartment alone.
   He cannot accept who he his, atleast not quite yet. But chuuya helps him along his journey of finding himself.
   Their silly crushes turn into love.
   What might their future hold?
   In the beginning, it will use she/her pronouns for dazai to represent him not quite accepting himself yet, but when he figures it out it will change dw.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,406

   Chapters:

   4/?

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