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    “Binghe…I didn’t mean to-”

    “No, I wish to hear none of it. I thought you loved me. I was your first protagonist. I was here first! Not Bing-mei, not Bing-ge, I myself was supposed to be your beloved!”

    Shen Yuan took a few steps backwards as Binghe’s, or should he say Bing-zu’s, eyes glowed in anger.

    “You made me to love you, to endure every ounce of suffering you experienced, and after you grew, I became forgotten. A being loved for his comfort but never for himself. And right now, I am a monster in your eyes, am I not?”

    “Never”, Shen Yuan proclaimed, “You were a part of me I wished to forget, but now, I-I…”

    Luo Bing-zu’s eyes awaited for an answer, but Shen Yuan had none.

    “Ha…I knew it. It was always Bing-ge, and never me, never Bing-zu. You preferred that version of me. I see.”

    “Then perhaps, I should erase his existence once and for all.”

    Shen Yuan was the writer of SVSSS, the series that brought the world's attention to the beauty of danmei.
    Expect, Yuan forgot something, or perhaps someone.
    His first every story.
    His first ever protagonist.
    His first ever "Luo Binghe".

    But He never forgot him.

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