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1. I feel so alone on a Friday night (can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you’re mine?) by masochiasm

   Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   07 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Il Dottore/Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
   • Il Dottore (Genshin Impact)
   • Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
   • Il Dottore's Segments (Genshin Impact)
   • Il Dottore's Clones | Segments (Genshin Impact)
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Top Il Dottore/Bottom Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
   • Pantalone is Called Feofan (Genshin Impact)
   • Il Dottore is not Zandik (Genshin Impact)
   • Il Dottore is Bad at Feelings (Genshin Impact)
   • Age Difference
   • Fear of Death
   • Pining
   • Miscommunication
   • Implied/Referenced Cheating
   • Reconciliation

   Summary

   He loved them. Tsaritsa help him, he really did love every single one of them—even 35, with his insufferable ego, his sharp tongue, and the quiet war of self-hatred raging beneath his clinical posture. Feofan saw Zandik in every gesture, every tone, every flick of a gloved wrist. And yet, no matter how desperately he tried, his heart refused to accept the lie. They were pieces of him, echoes of him, but they were not him. They were fragments scattered across time, and the original man—the one who had held him, the one who had chosen him— remained locked behind an impassable wall of cold, leaving Feofan to love a house full of ghosts.

   OR; Zandik has gone cold, and Feofan wagers his last hand to break the ice.

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